B M - Hello Poetry

B M Nov 2014

The longer I stay silent
The more my thoughts seem to be consumed by negativity
You are my escape
You take all of this paranoia
And make it disappear
Something I am unable to do
I guess that’s what happens when you let someone in
They fix you
Without knowing
You helped me in such a short period of time
And it seems we met at a strange time
We are at different stages
Different mind sets
Different strong points
And weak points
I guess what I’m saying is
I’m happy you came into my life
I’m happy you care
And I’ll be sad to see you go

B M Nov 2014

Cheesin'

When I see you I can’t breath
It hurts so good
Being around you
With you around
I won’t ever need drugs
You can make me high with your laugh
I won’t ever need to feel alone
You can me feel at home
I won’t ever need to worry about anything
Because it seems the longer you’re around me
The longer I stop caring
Therefore
Everything is good
When we’re together
It’s like nothing else is there
But us

B M Nov 2014

Circling

Nothing in my life is perfect
Though right now,
It’s pretty **** close
You brought out a part of me
That was buried long ago
It’s easy to look past every little bad thing
That my mind never ceases to create
When the good things are bright in my face
As I’ve been saying
If things don’t work out with you
I will never be able to go back to the way I was
I am forever changed by you
As good
Or bad
As that may be

B M Nov 2014

You're loved

When you realize
You are made of the molecules
As millions of stars,
You’re breathing the same air
As beautiful migrating butterflies
And you’re alive because
Of the love and care of thousands;
That is when you realize
You are not as broken
As you think you are
You are full
Of the world

B M Nov 2014

For (main) pal

Things are difficult
And I know sometimes
Talking is hard
Mustering up the right words
To correctly explain your feelings
I know that sometimes you can’t
But trying is what matters
You’re trying your very best
And I am here for you always
Slowly but surely you will break down the walls
That you built so long ago
And be able to walk freely
There is no limit or time span
Take as long
Or as short
As you need
With time
And courage
You’re going to be okay

B M Nov 2014

My first poem about you

You took me to odd places
My own mind was one of them
From our first conversation
To the first time we hung out
I knew it would be different
I just can’t help shaking this feeling
The heart wants what the heart wants
And I am going to be positive about this
With my experiences with you
I learned more about myself
Than I thought I would
I learned that I am brave
Or at least capable of being so
I learned that deep down inside
I’m positive as ****
I learned that you can find friends
In the most unlikely places
And
I learned that you can always
Come back from a dark place
As long as you have someone to help you out
Thank you for the memories
They were pretty great
And I hope that we make more

i rewrote "my last poem about you"

B M Nov 2014

I'm weak

The second I heard the news
I went running back to you with open arms
The second I thought about it
I instinctively dropped everything to make room for you
I still don’t know how you feel
But this time I won’t give up on this
I know how to be brave and risks I will be taking
This time I’m going to be chasing you as hard as I can
For as long as I can
This way I know I exhausted all my options
I could say that my options are open
But to be closed minded
My only option is you