The difference between my darkness and your darkness is that I can look at my own badness in the face and accept its existence, while you are busy covering your mirror with a white linen sheet. The difference between my sins and your sins is that when I sin I know I'm sinning, while you have actually fallen prey to your own fabricated illusions. I am a siren, a mermaid; I know that I am beautiful while basking on the ocean's waves and I know that I can eat flesh and bones at the bottom of the sea. You are a white witch, a wizard; your spells are manipulations and your cauldron from hell yet you wrap yourself in white and wear a silver wig.

When I write something, I want anyone who reads it to be able to understand it. I don't want to use words that confuse - but I want it to feel elegant. I want it to be simple. I want you to get it. I want you to connect with it.
I feel like writing is expressing yourself in hope that someone who reads your work feels the way you do.
So you know that you aren't alone out there.
Sometimes, I feel like writing is a cry for help. An outpour of emotion that you can't control.
When you don't have someone to go to - you write.
You may not have one person who will listen, but you put it out there hoping someone in the world will.

Isn't that strange? We can put our thoughts on full blast for everyone to see, but we can't even manage to tell it to the one for which it's about in the first place.

Sometimes,
I feel so much and

                          I don't know how to get it out .

I write.
But sometimes,

                           I can't find the right words.

I paint.
But sometimes,          
                
                           I can't find the right strokes.

I draw.
But sometimes,

                           I can't find the right lines.

I dance.
But sometimes,

                           I can't find the right movement.

How do you express something,
that you don't know how to show ?