I am doll parts and monster hearts stitched and sewn by chaos and insanity
I am nothing more than plastic and vaseline
A worthless hole to satisfy lust of selfish flesh and hollow heart
Nothing more than the abomination of loves desperation
To hold and kiss death as life so often does

I don't exist except
in words of lucid dreams
and fantasy of flesh of loneliness
I am milk and breast
of lustful fists full of blood
and anticipation of self degradation  
I am illusion of hopeless love
tangled in webs of illustrated fairy tales
of hopeless infatuation
Yet in every wish I am
still no more than ghost and hoax
of someone who does not exist
outside of page and ink
of lonely poetry

Love is love is love whether it is a boy kissing a girl kissing a girl kissing her kiss or riding her lips or a boy ******* his friend who is also a man who likes the taste of his hard snake
and love is love is love no matter who it is beneath their clothes they are and whose in front or underneath or if its a finger or a fist drawing moans and groans
and love is love is love and it isn't your concern what they do behind closed doors or who is behind who and who swallows and who bleeds and if they want to do it on hands and knees
and love is love is love no matter how filthy it may get to your mind its not your body your not their law your not their god they can **** whoever wants to **** them back
and love is love is love whether its her mouth or his flesh that turns sin into hearts pride I'm not the one that's here to judge who loves who or how they do because love ******* love should never be a shame or sin when love is love is love

Shooting stars cascade in sin
below my skin
as blood and sweat boil beneath
my fingertips gentle part my wanting lips and slide and sink and tease and penetrate
the desire burning between my parted thighs
as lustful songs escape my mouth in silenced moans
and whispered gasps of pleasure raise
with my hips up into the air
as my arching back forces
my head deep into the pillow
my mouth grips with my clenching teeth as my legs begin to tremble
the stars collide and burst
and I am lost without breath or love
and in my hidden shame
I ache to speak your name