Only if she was every meant to be written that would be a suicidal letter
                                        ~leila

You shed the leaves that grew for you
                               ~leila

Maybe I can never let my heart bleed on someone else..., what if they could feel my aching scars?

It's just me and my pretty shadow...in my own little universe that I escape...
Drawing lines of my own...
Laughing endlessly...
My pretty shadow I write letters to...
I be with...in the other universe that we hug...
Love it through the darkness...
When it's night...and the sun fades till dawn...
You spark away...
And I meet you again in my dreams...where again it's always us...only us... drawing lines of our own...in another oh so parallel universe...
My pretty shadow...
~leila

A sound...
That I hid in me...
Sometimes I feel like I drowned...where every noise is my lover of times...
Sometimes it's like a burning flame...where every noise is my that burnt me to ashes...
Sometimes it's like a windy storm...where every noise carried me away like a rusted iron piece...
But darling only they stayed forever with me...and your fake promises too...
Noises I hid...
That makes the world go into a hush...
While your false promises make the lovers bound to my noises...
A little drowning...
A little burning...
A little storm...
                                     ~leila

He was the night and I was the day...
Somehow we managed to be a Twilight... when we met

He was the water and I was the fire
Somehow we took our breath away when we hugged

He was the artist and I was the poet
And somehow we were in LOVE
~leila

She died starving for love
                 ~leila

Edementous eyes...
Act a Little surprised...

Mirror in my face...
It's the smile that I chase...

The broken heart aches...
So I put my blood to ace...
I've fallen for the lies...
That felt like a paradise...

Read the letter of that phase...
It's my heart that's a race...

Ticky alarm that rings up twice...
"I love you" was a falsities...

The broken heart aches...
So I put my blood to ace...
And I could feel...your lies...
That you like my eyes...
              ~leila