I'm just shell of who I once was,
I used to be much more
But lately I feel so empty
like I don't know what I'm for
Not to long ago I had alot of fans
People who looked up to me
Because I did so great
Today this isnt right
It's so not the case
I feel like I have let the most important
People down
Like I jumped into the deep end I can't swim
I might drown.
They expect a happy healthy home
But how can you have that
With a loser for a mom who can't seem to get on track
There's so many out there looking to hire
But when I turn in my resume it seems to be set on fire then they go about thier day
Why does no one want me? Do they know I'm a loser too?
I have so much I need to work for so much I don't want to loose.
I'm driving myself crazy like who have I become
I'm afraid I'll forget how to work and everything will go all wrong
I know people love and care for me deeply, if they only knew the hate I feel just at the reflection that I see
I could be talking crazy, it could all be in my mind
I feel like no one believes me but lord knows how hard I've tried.
I guess this is the new me ill have to get use to, being told your not wanted and then ignored by all
I guess this is the valley, no one told me how hard  I would fall.

Man, you are the space between the seconds.
You are my special someone who makes me light up in your presence.

Perfect part of my everyday.
Everything about you came to me  packaged perfectly.
Ray, you're the reason this smile fills my face.
Souls connected, both at the same time and place.
Only you are my missing puzzle pieces; we fit perfect the way we do.
No one else is between us when it's just us two.
You are... my person.

Seasons of Change

Change is inevitable; it happens to all,
No one is exempt.
We sometimes must fall.
There are mountains we may struggle to climb,
Then the deep valleys where the vines intertwine.
It doesn't matter if you're there for the view;
It's something that everyone will stumble through.
But it's life we are living; some things you can't change.
Don't fear the long trek or the rugged terrain.
The valleys may hurt you or fill you with fear,
But don't hesitate; your loved ones are near.
Keep pushing and climbing; you'll soon reach the top.
Then once you realize upon looking down,
The trek you have been on is oh so profound.
You notice the trees, the leaves have since gone;
You wonder where time went; its kept ticking on.
For your time in the valley, you never noticed the trees;
You couldn't see the season of change in the leaves,
A Change unnoticed; as you couldn't see, with your head bowed down, looking away from above.
In this season of change, still not knowing why you were placed on this path. Some things don't add up; you can't do the math.
You never saw the beauty; it was hidden by your pain. If you keep looking back, you'll be behind in the game.
The ones who love you also care; if they weren't friends, they wouldn't be there, waiting for you and cheering you on. Giving you comfort with words oh so strong. They have your back as they lead you ahead. They travel this journey with you; not one has fled.
Just keep pushing forward, climb to the top, enjoy all the seasons as change never stops.

Being comfortable with you is something so profound.
It’s the feeling of your presence whenever you come around.
I feel your comfort every time at first sight.
I know I’m comfortable because everything feels just right.
The way you call me “sweetheart” and check on me always
Brings so much comfort into my everyday.
The way you hold me tightly whenever we hug—
This comfort you’re giving is better than any drug.
I’m so comfortable with you; it’s always like a dream.
I can’t believe someone like you is with me.
I’m so comfortable with you when we talk on the phone;
I feel you’re right next to me even  when I’m alone.
I feel comfort in every word you say;
I trust and respect everything you display.
You comfort me with your strong, steady hands, and I hold them so tight.
I love when our hands touch and our fingertips mingle just right.
You’re my comfort, the place I feel at rest.
Being comfortable with you, baby, sure is the best.

you know it’s crazy how I say I’m speechless about how I feel? What’s crazy is, if you read my poems, you’ll know this love is real.
So why do I say I’m speechless when I talk to you? I think it’s because you’re so well-spoken and wonderful, and I’m afraid I may say something that seems so aloof.
I can describe this speechless feeling as my breath being taken away, like I’ve been stunned by how much love you show me—I’m awestruck the care and the love that flows from you, in the way you hold me.
I feel that when I’m speechless your powerful love softly spreads upon me just right, sometimes your sweet and gentle voice comes stealing my voice like a thief in the night.
The things you speak to me are so wonderful and profound; it’s so hard to put into words this amazing love that I’ve found. It may seem funny because I’m writing words down—these words are different from the words I speak. I feel like a clown
igniting me, this little quiet ember, turned into a flame. You take this little stone and shine it up, beautiful for display.
I get this crazy emotion when it comes to you; I’m overtaken by the depth of our love. It’s never a sad emotion when tears leave my eyes because I know you’re not going anywhere; there’s really no reason to cry. Instead of speaking words, it’s easier for me to share, my emotions and words straight from my heart. I know you’ll always hear them because your always there.

Rescue in the storms of my life,
Always thoughtful to me, every day.
Yes, I yearn for you more and more.

You’re the spark brought to my life,
Opening my heart to let all of you  in.
Up into your eyes I look .

A closeness to you I long for
Respectful person in all you do.
Everyday is something new to explore
          with you
Let you linger forever with me.
Opening me up to see you completely.
Visions of him I see every single day,
Even when he’s not there,I see him
Delighted beyond measure to have
              found this man!
Ray, Always remember you are loved.

Im way to critical of myself,
It’s always something in my heart,I never feel I’m rested.

My brain gets too invested.

It’s like im a ticking time bomb, But not one that explodes.

But one who never knows when,Her emotions start to show.

Sometimes there’s  not a reason for All this silly pain.

It’s all seems pretty trivial,Seems to make me feel insane.

I hate to see my reflection  in the mirror On the wall.

Maybe that could be the problem.It’s just looking at all my flaws.

I never have liked what I see, i’ve always known why.

Can’t I just be pretty, to everyone else’s eyes?

I know looks don’t matter, It’s all just what inside your heart.

When critical of yourself, It’s when these feelings start.

I know I have my issues and probably drive people crazy.

I can’t help I get excited, I’m such a silly daisy.

I know I always ramble about nonsense all the time.

But see if im talking to someone then I’m keeping them occupied.

They won’t be so quick to judge me by how I come across.

Im really not trying to be anybody boss.

I always feel like when I turn my back.

Im the topic of discussion , on all the things I lack.

Will I ever be normal and not so in my head?

It’s starts in the morning and never settles till I’m in bed.

I guess im not the only one with this struggle everyday.

“Take a breath”, “Calm down”, “You’re going to be okay”.  

See, it’s never that easy; it’s not just the flip of a switch.

For if it were I wouldn’t feel like sometimes  I’m  such a *****.

I never mean to come off angry,  or even cut people off.

It’s just another product of one of my many flaws.

So, if you feel like me and are hypercritical, too.

Just know that there’s someone out there who knows exactly what you’re going through.

What's at the bottom of the bottle?
Is it sorrow, fears, and a life gone wrong?
Maybe what's at the bottom
is a little something more.
Maybe it's what you've been looking for?
Maybe it's where all your dreams have gone,
Maybe it's where all your days have been,
Maybe it's a life well-lived.
The best thing about bottles
is that when they are empty,
they can be refilled with
whatever you desire.
Maybe it can be filled with new, clear, refreshing water that makes you feel fresh and free.
Maybe it's something wrong for you, but it's your only way to breathe.
What's at the bottom of the bottle?
The choice is up to you,
Because what's at the bottom of the bottle is meant for only you.

11/23/24
Leanne

Love is a skill; some have it, some do not.
Love happens to be something everyone should be taught.
Then there are people who love so fiercely,
it makes your soul consume all that’s given with a yearning, dearly.
They show love in such simple ways,
to help those who struggle get through their days.
Just a simple message or a once-upon-a-time thought—
these people are special and should never be forgot.
When you meet someone who was born with or has mastered this skill,
you know in your heart that this thing called love is so real.
I happen to know one of these empathetic souls.
You can see the love shine from him wherever he goes.
Just the smile on his face, or the squint in his eye,
makes me so glad I get to call him my guy!

Every time I'm with you, just sitting by your side,
I feel as if we're together on some magical exploration ride.
Your never-ending attention to my every need
Makes me feel so wanted, so loved, so trusted, and seen.
The way we mesh together, as if we're the perfect fit.
My lips, your lips together, a perfect match, as if delicately knit.
My hand, your hand, holding each other so tight.
I would love to hold all of you exactly like this all night.
My eyes, your eyes, have this deep and longing stare.
It feels as if I can see you, even when you are not there.
My heart, your heart, both missing something for so long.
It's crazy how we found it, like the ending to a beautiful song.
We are like the pieces of a puzzle in which we don't completely fit, but if we were a puzzle just us, we would probably complete it.
With all that we have been missing, we have both found.
I know there is a plan for you and for me; don't you worry, I'm sticking around.

Seeing you first thing this morning made me feel as close to waking up with you. But oh, how special it would actually be to roll over and be cuddled up next to me. You set my face into the biggest giddy grin.
I never want my time with you to end. You're a special part of my life I will never let go of.
Your lips on my lips, your tongue intwined with mine,
The dance they do together is so fine. Your arms around me, holding, squeezing me tight, Baby, I could always bask in your shining light.

Baby, where have you been all my life?
Why have I missed a connection this much?
Something I never knew could exist like this.
The words “Just so you know, you’ve captured my heart” melt me into a puddle so sweet..
Man, I’m so glad we chose to meet. Once a friendly stranger, now a love who has my heart.
I’ve literally  fell  head over heals for you.
I Wouldn’t change a thing, unless it were to know you sooner.  The way your eyes capture mine, and mine capture the light.
Shows a magical connection, as if our souls are tied together, from the strings of our hearts.
The best thing is that things only look up now. I know my heart will never give up on this man.
I hope he knows he’s stuck with me for the rest of our lives. This amazing missed connection now connected, as if it were meant for a time like this.

She's always in her mind,
looking for things she can never find.
She's chasing crazy dreams and wishes.
She's always chasing ***** dishes.
She's always in her mind,
looking for love she left behind.
She's always overthinking every situation,
causing her to wander to higher elevations.
She's always in her mind,
running from troublesome thoughts on the carousel you wind.
She's a worrier, always expecting the worst.
Why did she ever think of these troublesome thoughts at first?
She's always in her mind,
always working and on the grind.
She has to finish what she starts.
When she doesn't, she feels she shatters beautiful art.
She's always in her mind,
looking for ways she can always be kind.
She feels she's doing something sweet
when she gives loved ones things she finds neat.
She's always in her mind,
feeling as if she's leaving people behind,
she stresses over how others feel.
It makes her upset, almost ill.
She's always in her mind,
almost as if she feels confined, like a person locked in a room,
like she's chained and faces an uncertain doom.
She's always in her mind,
almost as if she were dressed up and disguised; she puts on a mask to show off a smile. Sometimes it's something you haven't seen for a while.
She's always in her mind,
Maybe it's what she was prescribed.
She sometimes feels crazy and she doesn't fit in.
But boy does she love when she's pulled into them.
She's always in her mind a scary place to be, but if she weren't in her mind, she wouldn't be.

I closed my eyes for just a blink,
But these brown eyes sure made me think
Of wonderful things I saw behind the shades,
Unknown to the people around or in the parades.
The eyes beheld a beautiful sight.
A man whose heart wasn't fixed just right.
I knew right then, whoever he was, I was destined to.
It's like my mind took a snapshot of you.
It definitely knew you before I even took a step.
The letter was written for us before we even met.
It's like you and I were destined to be
seen by each other.
This radiant match was meant before we stepped from undercover.
To know that your heart needed healing by just seeing with closed eyes.
Maybe it was just the reflection of what was wrong with mine.
Either way, it goes to show
someone out there knows more than we know.
Still, as I close these brown eyes for a blink or to sleep,
baby, it's you I see, and now that's never a blink.
I close my eyes tighter when you're not near.
I feel your presence from behind these shades; have no fear.
Baby, I plan on seeing you forever and many more years.

First of many moments in love I have spent with you.
The firsts I’ve experienced in all my 40 years.
All these new moments I never knew I missed,
never knew I needed or wanted until our very first kiss.
That’s when it all started, and I finally felt seen.
Like you knew what I needed, wanted, and everything in between.
You putting on my jacket that evening it was cold.
This seriously just happened to me when I was 40 years old.
The way you hold my body so close and tight to yours,
When you pushed against me on the car door.
The way you hold my head and deeply kiss me cradling it with care.
The way you let me know it’s alright, you are there.
The way you call me sweetheart and ask if I’m okay.
The way you check on me throughout the day.
The way you nuzzle your face against my cheek.
This feeling is so special so close that I feel weak.
The way you take your finger and rub my soft spots on my face.
This makes my heart beat faster, almost as if I ran a race.
Sitting with you at breakfast on our first official date.
When you reached across the table and our hands met in between.
Holding hands across the table, I’ve never done such a thing.
There are so many first moments I’ve had with you.
I can’t imagine all the more first moments of love that are still to come.
Man, when I’m with you, Ray, you make me feel so loved.

Serendipity
Sweet, unexpected serendipity.
This deep bond has taken hold of us.
An unexpected force of emotion
Shot straight into our hearts,
A powerful, serendipitous feeling, so profound and sweet.
This happy accident started a great, ongoing connection.
Bringing its breathtaking power to our Unexpected souls.
We are together on this ride of sweet serendipity.
It’s true: there is a beautiful beginning for me and you.

Hearts cry
Sudden rush of emotion
This may be tears or fears
The faster the heart beat the more cry
Hearts ache

Don't you ever doubt yourself, my love;
you are more amazing than you know. You were placed here on this Earth by the Lord above.
He surely gives amazing things to us that will grow.
There are so many special parts to you;
don't ever let anyone dull your smile. You brighten up any room you walk into.
For you, I'd walk a thousand miles.
You're so worthy of anything you set in your mind.
To be in your life today,
it's like a hidden treasure that I happened to find.
Don't ever feel you're not worthy of love, my sweetest Ray.
To me, you are a man who is loving and so kind.
That's something so rare.
You just keep being you, the one who is always on my mind.
Remember, just because other people make you doubt, I'm here....signed
-someone who really does care.

My heart beats steadily,
My face starts to flush.
When I'm beside you,
I get a big-time rush.

Leanne 11/21/24

Whether you reach for a friend or a lover,
Always remember to reach for Mother.
When you reach, hold on tight;
Don't let what you love take flight.
Reach for stars, goals, and one another.

Leanne 11/23/24

I can’t imagine how much better this can be,

when it is beauty in all that I see.
Like I wandered into a dream,

the most beautiful dream you could see.
The presence of you, and the presence of me
It’s like the moment was meant to be.
So perfectly, my hand conforms to yours.
How Beautiful you kiss my hand in its small
form.
The way I fit so Beautifully under your chin.
I never want this moment to end.
When it does, your feel lingers still.
I feel as if you can’t be real.
It’s almost l like im imagining you.
There’s no possible way in the world that’s true!
The way that you look at me, so deep into my eyes.
I could live in their reflection forever and ever.
To just look at you and hear you speak.
It’s the words you don’t say that’s such a treat.
The way  I’m able to understand what this stare means from the sweetest man.
Beautiful connection ,
Beautiful spark.
Beautiful,  just so beautiful ,it just goes straight to my heart.
I feel I could be in your presence all of the time, we would  never get bored.
I’d always have you as mine.
I promise I’m not taking you away for only me.
But man if there was a choice with you, I would flee.
Beautiful stranger,
Beautiful friend,
Beautiful  moments,
That have just began.
Just beautiful…..

I'm not sure what's cuter, the way you make me laugh or the smile on your face.
Maybe it's the big grin I get when you say something that makes my heart race.
I'm not sure what's sweeter, the way we're so mushy in love in our messages.
Maybe it's the way we can make each other melt with just simple words and phrases.
Im not sure was more sexier on you, the way you give that "come get me" look, or the way you raise that eyebrow my way.
Maybe it's just your whole being, how you talk, and the things you say.
I'm not sure what's more romantic, the way you soflty caress my cheek And look into my eyes so deep.
Maybe it's the way you hold my head and cradle me against your body; I could almost fall asleep.
I'm not sure what everyone else has overlooked when they've looked your way.
Maybe because deep down they knew you were meant for me, Ray.
I'm not sure why you love me; maybe you share the same sentiment as me. Maybe it's because we were both made to give each other this beautiful love we see.

He can make me laugh any day.
He can make me melt with his sweet forehead kiss.
He can make my love grow stronger for him in every way.
He can take one step away from me, and It's him I already miss.
He can say "I love you" to me, and he knows I love him the same, if not more.
He can light this heart of mine on fire when he looks my way.
He can hug this woman better than she has ever been hugged before.
He can kiss me ever so gently, my sweet Ray.
He can kiss me so passionately that our mouths become in sync.
He can make me happy when no one else can.
He can almost read my mind, as if he knows what I think.
He can make a simple phone call and make me feel like he is my fan.
He can make me feel all kinds of indescribable.
He can make me feel beautiful, and I truly believe it.
He can make time for me whenever he is able.
He will have me forever because this love will never quit!

I wonder what it will be like to be completely snuggled up with you.
Man, this is something I've wanted to do.
To feel your whole body completely next to mine.
Forget the throws of passion; body to body will be fine.
To feel the warmth of our arms and legs intertwined perfectly just right.
Yes, there will be plenty of emotions we will have to fight.
When we become so close that we feel each other's skin tingle with each sacred touch.
Heavens knows where our hands will lead and how we will love it so much.
I've been on fire for being snuggled up with you for a while.
I know that my hands want to travel Over all of you, for miles.
The way you sweetly touch me now, pure, longing touches bring me endless smiles.
To know what you do to me just by being snuggled up sitting side by side.
I can only dream and imagine, when there is nothing to hide.
Baby, Bring it on, I'm not scared.
I want to feel all of you, as I know how much you care.
Our hugs are out of this world, between us two.
Imagine when we're both horizontal, imagine how snuggled up I will get to you!.

You're my baby, the one in my heart and my sweetest delight.
You're the warmth of the morning sun and the stars in my night.
Your voice is my melody, your tender touch is my home,
With you, my baby, my true love, I'm never really alone.
Your eyes so deep hold a space where I'm safe and free,
My baby, you're my safe haven of love, just you and me.
Through life's random storms and through all the sunshine of the days, you're steady, you're true,
My baby, my forever, my heart will always belong to you.
In every whisper in my ear, each moment we share, you make my soul sing,
My baby, you're my reason, my happy days, my everything.
So here's to our love, may it continue to grow; we know it won't fade.
My baby, my love, with you in my life, I'm never alone and never afraid.

Baby you have ruined me as much as I've ruined you.
The high level of love and connection we have is something hard to duplicate with anyone too.
The way we hug and connect, our bodies so deep and tight,
with another person never feels quite right.  
In the way we kiss, our mouths match with such rhythmic force.
Man, these kisses with anyone other than you will never compare.
Being ruined by you isn't bad, considering our relationship.
Being ruined with you means no one will ever surpass us.
I wouldn't choose anyone else to ruin me.
For its in these past two months I choose ruined for my forever be.

Let me hold you,
Hold you as tight as I am able.
Let me hold you,
Never letting go; you keep me stable.
Let me hold you,
Forever and a day.
Let me hold you,
I’ll remember everything you say.
Let me hold you,
Today and tomorrow.
Let me hold you,
Through all my pain and sorrow.
Let me hold you,
I promise I won’t let go.
Let me hold you,
You’re the sweetest love I know.
Let me hold you,
When your days are bad.
Let me hold you,
I promise I’ll take away your sad.
Let me hold you,
However you want me to.
Let me hold you,
I’ll let you hold me, always through and through.

When a cloudy thought begins to chase that smile away,
I've already chosen the sun to light up your darkest day.

I dream in vividness and colors so bright, I speak with gentle cheer,
So you may take a deep breath and breathe when heavy doubts draw near.

In every roadblock, I'll believe in you
With steadfast faith, I'll help you break through.

So you can always lean on me when deep shadows start to grow,
My heart will shine the light through to you; I'm here if you need to know.

You are like a galaxy, I wish to explore.
When I'm with you, I always want so much more.
I'd love to take and lay you down.
Treat you like a king, baby, you don't need a crown.
I pay great attention to every single spot.
Treat you like a galaxy, you make me feel so hot.
I trace every part of you, every spot and every scar.
Marking every place on you, adding star by star.
The stars will be the galaxy of you, Where every star has settled that's a kiss from me, guiding us to the moon.
This galaxy that I'm exploring is something new to me. I'm like an extraterrestrial being, seeing all that I can see.
You're the galaxy. I compare my love, how vast in nature it is.
I can't believe this Galaxy of you is somewhere I'm called his.
I'll never tire of exploring the beautiful galaxy.
Any time I want to visit, I just look into your eyes for all eternity.

I remember beautiful daisies
from when I was just a child.

The world around me seemed
to be so big and wild.

When I was young,
I would always pick the
biggest daisy I could find.

Id walk along the concrete
to see who would be mine.

“He loves me, he loves me not.”

Is what I would say,
as I pulled each perfect petal
from its beautiful display.

Not to harm it, but to cherish
it's wish for me that day.
That’s why I still grab a daisy
every time I see one when I pass by.

Once this  beautiful daisy has  
bloomed. It has a special magic trick
that it likes to do so it doesn’t die.

It’s also been given the name “day’s eye.”

When night comes,
it closes its petals over
the “eye” of the day past.

Then morning  comes and the daisy
opens its petals like a ray,
and the “eye” is ready for its new day at last.

As I’ve gotten older,
I don’t see many daisies around.

If I do, I grab one and
pull it from the ground.

This pretty little daisy,
hidden in the weeds,

Does it really answer
who truly loves me?

I often wish, as I did
when I was a little child,

That life would be just that innocent,
filled with cheerfulness and joy,
like this symbolic flower
does today in the wild.

The feeling of needing someone before you even knew they existed,
It's a crazy thought to think.
But baby, when this happened, it’s like the sky opened up,
And you appeared within a blink.
I could have known you sooner; I know I would have loved you then.
But baby, now that I truly know, I can look back to where my sight of you began.
You're the eyes that I get lost in; I could stare at you for days.
I'm enticed by all your actions; I'm in love with all your ways.
You make my days seem brighter with just a simple "hey baby" or "sweetheart."
It’s like this love I share with you is a masterpiece of art.
The beautiful connection of our hearts and souls combined,
I'm so glad that you were destined for me at the most perfect place in time.

Loving you feels like the most natural thing in the world. I'll never stop.
Your love had caused my heart to flutter, skip, and flip-flop.
I get these warm feelings even when we're not side by side,
it's like you're still holding me after we park and say goodbye.
I feel your love in the breaking of your soul on my sweet lips.
The passion when we hold each other, I drown in your intoxity and your tight grip.
The power of our connection, our magnetic bond,
is strengthened every time we spend time together, of you I am so fond.
Can we be together every day? It's hard to keep our love and souls apart.
My heart, soul and body misses you,
I know you feel the same as me, I read a book titled your heart.
I imagine how it would be to wake up in your arms.
Knowing I'd be safe and protected to anything that could cause me harm. This natural feeling feels like a journey with you.
I will never ever stop, because every chapter includes us two.

You never know the impact you have on someone's day,
How much you make them breathe a little easier by what you say.
Just imagine they haven't really spoken to anyone all day like you.
It's just something in the way you say things and how you do what you do.
It's feeling really lucky when you and I get one-on-one time.
Baby, I wouldn't trade these moments with you for any amount of dimes
The smile you put on my face is sure to be bright and shine.
Baby, you make me feel so loved and cared for; I'm so glad to call you mine.
So the impact you have upon this heart inside of me.
She'll gladly be in your presence any time that she can be.

The boat floats, the waves toss about,
My favorite thing about this movement,
Is the view with you within the boat.

Leanne
11/23/24

I know you say I don't need to stop and drop what I'm doing to run to you.
But if you only knew the magnetic pull within me, so true.
I have forces pulling and pushing me inside that draw me in.
It's not that I can turn it off as if there were a stop button.
I'm emotionally attracted to you and your whole being.
That will never change. So, if there are times that seem awkward and unfair to me,
Trust me, baby, I'm all for you. Nothing can change this. No barriers are strong enough to keep separate the ties that bind us together.
No matter what comes and what goes, not matter where you go I'm only a few steps behind.
Im always here for you because believe me if things were different You'd always be here for me.
No barriers would block you; you'd be free.
You're amazingly awesome, and this all-consuming love runs and overflows. This love will never stop; I'm always here for you.

When you hold onto me...
It's the thread from my heart to your heart that pulls me closer.

The way our fingers intertwine
Like a puzzle missing its special piece.
We fit together theres no separating us with time.

I will have you hold me however you can.
There are no questions needed,
You never have to ask.
As long as you're holding onto me however you can.
I know that I'm safe and I feel that way when you hold onto me just as I am.

Every touch you grace me with feels gentle and simply sweet.
I feel seen, I want you to always hold onto me.

Being held in your arms feels like we've been doing this forever.
You know where to hold me and I know where to hold you.

Im being held by my heart so please always hold me however, whenever you can.

To feel in love with you is so vast and unexplainable; it's something hard for me to define,
this powerful closeness. That is what it's like between your love and mine.
To be held in your arms so tight and yet be so content,
it's in these moments that I know our souls and bodies together are meant.
Like the galaxy somehow holds all the stars together, that's how tight my love for you is, as it grasps hold. Imagine loving someone so deeply that words seem to slip through your fingers like sand, leaving you unable to speak. To feel a love like endless space and time. It's like the ocean's tide, constantly rolling in and out, flowing like the perfect rhyme.
Your love is like the pull of the moon on the sea's tide.
It is invisible yet undeniable and floods every shore along the ride.
That's what a love like yours is—something so fierce and infinite it defies words.
This love fits and feels meant to be as our souls pull each other forwards.

It's another night where I lie and wonder what it would be like.
I wonder what it would be like to be in that space.
What would it be like if I could just be in that place?
Thoughts fluctuate through my head,
Then suddenly my nose turns red.
I wonder what you've been up to without me. What do you do?
I'm sure thoughts of me have crossed your mind, too.
This has to be the hardest part.
I feel a terrible aching in my heart.
It's not fair; they can't see. How can they possibly not know what you do to me?
These are just some thoughts that fill my head.
I even wonder how pleasant and peaceful it would be here with you in my bed.
My connection to you, my soulmate, yes, that's what you are.
You're like a gift given to me from the heavens, in the form of a star.
But here I lie and dream sweet, endless dreams that probably will never come true.
Yes, all my wildest dreams are with you.
With all my love, soul, and my biggest heart.
It's another night that we are separated, and we are sadly apart.

Your gaze lights up in me a wildfire’s flame,
I become  consumed in the smolder, undone, craving more the same.
Your breath pushes hard, against my deepest plea,
Your kiss drowns my soul in the deepest part of the sea.  
Even in the darkness, your touch ravishes me so deep,
A burning heart fire I’ll forever keep.
My heart pounds wild, a radical call,
You’re my ruin, you’re the rise, your my all.  
No words from another can calm this blaze,
Your skin touching my skin sets my whole world ablaze.
In every pulse, through every rush and rapid fire,
You’re my heat, my volcanic desire.  
Does this hold the passion that you crave?
This sure has my hearts passion in a fiery rage.

No one knows our story,
So who are they to judge?
Only if they knew this kind of love,
The way we feel about each other,
How connected we are.
So come what may,
We know everything will be okay.
The way we make each other feel,
Others may not believe it's true.
But they have no clue the power between us two.
You're my man and I'm your girl,
No one can ever change that between us.
Baby, I'm not ever giving you up without a fuss!
We are wild for each other, not in a "driving someone crazy" kind of way.
Just the fact that we're crazy about each other.
So no one knows our story, and we are still writing it as we go.  What the next chapter holds, we will only know when we get there.

Waves

Waves toss me against the tide,
Pushing and pulling at my sides.
I wonder and wait, will it subside?
Can this wave be but a beautiful ride?
The turmoil, the danger, the roughness at sea,
Were these waves meant only for me?

Is rescue coming? Please, hopefully soon.
Will it pull me to safety? Will it be my safe haven and refuge?

Waves, oh, so beautiful, your colors of turquoise blue and pearl white,
But waves, oh, how your danger pulls me into your riptide.

Waves, please be calm, be still, please be at peace.
Let me rest upon your still seas.

Emotional release,
A cleansing for your soul.
Sadness has a way to cease;
Happiness is on a roll.
The shock of life’s moments,
These are raindrops of the soul.
Expressing what you feel inside,
No need for noise or attention.
Just showing raw emotion,
Sometimes even in a rage.
These are the silent words of the soul,
The flow of sorrow’s river.
When grief or sadness draws near,
Emotional breakdowns and uncontrollable sadness—maybe fear?
These things happen to anyone.
These tiny little drops of dew,
Like those on the fresh morning green,
Are just tiny teardrops we all have seen.
If you haven’t, don’t say you never will.
These drops fall like a steady rain,
Not to hurt you or bring you down;
These are healing for you,
Like a medicine you release to relieve yourself.
These are your tears.

Two months of tender love,
We felt it from the time we connected as if it was sent from above.  
Your love for me developed as quickly as mine did for you.
Baby tender love between us is something true.
There is no one else in this world I would rather be so deeply connected by the heart.
Such tender, love in each tender kiss. Man, our kisses are surely missed when we're apart.
Your tender touch on my face, with the brush of your finger.
Those tender touches last and I always want them to linger.
The way you tenderly hold my face and pull it so close, I want more.
My face has never loved closeness as much as a touch from yours.
The tender way you hold me and we nuzzle our faces into one another.
This tender closeness is a feeling, a feeling like no other.
Your tender fingers grasping ahold of my hand.
Baby, please hold them forever. You're the one who helps me stand.
The way your tender kisses on my neck make me feel.
It's such an amazing rush; I'm thinking, "Is this real?"
Your tender rubbing on my arms and my back, then moving slowly down my sides.
When you're rubbing on me like that baby it drive me some good kind of crazy, making me almost lose my mind.
Your tender voice when you speak such sweet words to your girl.
Baby, these words you say make me start spinning into a beautiful whirl. But most of all, it's the way we share our tender hugs together.
We simply melt into one another so much so that, baby, I'm melted to you forever.

See, Its seems to be im the one who can't let you go,
can't ever let you leave.
There's something about just one more hug and kiss
that brings me such sadness.
It's not because I fear it's the last,
but I don't know when the next one will be or if it will come fast.  
The time with you is completely amazing; so is everything we do.
It's just so much joy getting to spend any time with you.
It could be a simple meeting in a parking lot,
Just to sit and cuddle and hold each other, time flies by so fast it's almost that time's forgot.
It could be a visit to a store, for a short little shopping trip,
Even when we feel we're rushed in how we spend our time.
It's never anything negative; it's worth every second and every dime.
Getting to love you is special; it's an awesomely amazing thing.
I get to share my love with the most wonderful man life could bring.
I feel so peaceful and content in everything we do.
There is no space or time that will keep me away from you.

I'm going to love you
More than yesterday and even more than the day before.
I'll never forget your face when I'm shutting the car door.
I'm going to love you more than the spaces in between our time,
And even more when I'm aching, almost heartbroken, just wanting your hand in mine.  
I'll never let the space feel like a wall that's been put up between.
I'm going to love you more and more every day; trust me, you're seen.
I'll never stop or give up on us, though sometimes your girl can be...too much.
I'm going to keep trying to be the best I can be—why be in a rush?  
I'll never feel as if I'm losing you, if you keep loving me the way I am.
I'm certain that's not a problem, 'cause baby, you're my man.
I'll never grow tired of the way you look at me, as if I'm a sight to behold.
I'm fairly certain your eyes have made me feel like gold.  
I'll love you for more than three months, as you can plainly see,
'Cause baby, I'm not going anywhere—you mean everything to me.
So I'll continue to love you more than yesterday, more than we can count.
I'm going to love you forever; I believe that's a wonderful amount.

Under the moonlight, into the deep darkness,
The pale indigo moonbeams shine on all things here on Earth.
The stillness in the air causes the trees to stand alert.
Moonlight shines onto the creek where your dreams overflow.
I'm holding onto the moonlight casting down towards the dirt,
hitting rocks and pebbles like hidden silver treasure for me to search.
Each star, specifically placed in the sky, shines down, sparkling like diamonds into my eyes.
They reach the dull, dark brown hue and make them shine bright and new.
Down here, the nighttime sky guides me from behind,
sure to light the way so I am safe and secure from the deep darkness ahead.  
As I look, I see a white, cotton-like pillow on the ground.
It seems to be be a cloud that has fallen down.
It's not just a cloud that lay undisturbed,
but it's lit from within, like stars and moonbeams were placed inside.
This pillow is hard to resist; the comfort is evident from the sight of it.
I grab it up into my arms and hold it tight.
I carry it inside to sleep with it for the night.
I fall asleep so easily and relaxed with this pillow under my head.
Instantly dreaming of the nighttime sky that rescued me from the darkness I can finally leave behind.