I remember beautiful daisies
from when I was just a child.

The world around me seemed
to be so big and wild.

When I was young,
I would always pick the
biggest daisy I could find.

Id walk along the concrete
to see who would be mine.

“He loves me, he loves me not.”

Is what I would say,
as I pulled each perfect petal
from its beautiful display.

Not to harm it, but to cherish
it's wish for me that day.
That’s why I still grab a daisy
every time I see one when I pass by.

Once this  beautiful daisy has  
bloomed. It has a special magic trick
that it likes to do so it doesn’t die.

It’s also been given the name “day’s eye.”

When night comes,
it closes its petals over
the “eye” of the day past.

Then morning  comes and the daisy
opens its petals like a ray,
and the “eye” is ready for its new day at last.

As I’ve gotten older,
I don’t see many daisies around.

If I do, I grab one and
pull it from the ground.

This pretty little daisy,
hidden in the weeds,

Does it really answer
who truly loves me?

I often wish, as I did
when I was a little child,

That life would be just that innocent,
filled with cheerfulness and joy,
like this symbolic flower
does today in the wild.

What's at the bottom of the bottle?
Is it sorrow, fears, and a life gone wrong?
Maybe what's at the bottom
is a little something more.
Maybe it's what you've been looking for?
Maybe it's where all your dreams have gone,
Maybe it's where all your days have been,
Maybe it's a life well-lived.
The best thing about bottles
is that when they are empty,
they can be refilled with
whatever you desire.
Maybe it can be filled with new, clear, refreshing water that makes you feel fresh and free.
Maybe it's something wrong for you, but it's your only way to breathe.
What's at the bottom of the bottle?
The choice is up to you,
Because what's at the bottom of the bottle is meant for only you.

11/23/24
Leanne

Whether you reach for a friend or a lover,
Always remember to reach for Mother.
When you reach, hold on tight;
Don't let what you love take flight.
Reach for stars, goals, and one another.

Leanne 11/23/24

Baby, where have you been all my life?
Why have I missed a connection this much?
Something I never knew could exist like this.
The words “Just so you know, you’ve captured my heart” melt me into a puddle so sweet..
Man, I’m so glad we chose to meet. Once a friendly stranger, now a love who has my heart.
I’ve literally  fell  head over heals for you.
I Wouldn’t change a thing, unless it were to know you sooner.  The way your eyes capture mine, and mine capture the light.
Shows a magical connection, as if our souls are tied together, from the strings of our hearts.
The best thing is that things only look up now. I know my heart will never give up on this man.
I hope he knows he’s stuck with me for the rest of our lives. This amazing missed connection now connected, as if it were meant for a time like this.

She's always in her mind,
looking for things she can never find.
She's chasing crazy dreams and wishes.
She's always chasing ***** dishes.
She's always in her mind,
looking for love she left behind.
She's always overthinking every situation,
causing her to wander to higher elevations.
She's always in her mind,
running from troublesome thoughts on the carousel you wind.
She's a worrier, always expecting the worst.
Why did she ever think of these troublesome thoughts at first?
She's always in her mind,
always working and on the grind.
She has to finish what she starts.
When she doesn't, she feels she shatters beautiful art.
She's always in her mind,
looking for ways she can always be kind.
She feels she's doing something sweet
when she gives loved ones things she finds neat.
She's always in her mind,
feeling as if she's leaving people behind,
she stresses over how others feel.
It makes her upset, almost ill.
She's always in her mind,
almost as if she feels confined, like a person locked in a room,
like she's chained and faces an uncertain doom.
She's always in her mind,
almost as if she were dressed up and disguised; she puts on a mask to show off a smile. Sometimes it's something you haven't seen for a while.
She's always in her mind,
Maybe it's what she was prescribed.
She sometimes feels crazy and she doesn't fit in.
But boy does she love when she's pulled into them.
She's always in her mind a scary place to be, but if she weren't in her mind, she wouldn't be.

Every time I'm with you, just sitting by your side,
I feel as if we're together on some magical exploration ride.
Your never-ending attention to my every need
Makes me feel so wanted, so loved, so trusted, and seen.
The way we mesh together, as if we're the perfect fit.
My lips, your lips together, a perfect match, as if delicately knit.
My hand, your hand, holding each other so tight.
I would love to hold all of you exactly like this all night.
My eyes, your eyes, have this deep and longing stare.
It feels as if I can see you, even when you are not there.
My heart, your heart, both missing something for so long.
It's crazy how we found it, like the ending to a beautiful song.
We are like the pieces of a puzzle in which we don't completely fit, but if we were a puzzle just us, we would probably complete it.
With all that we have been missing, we have both found.
I know there is a plan for you and for me; don't you worry, I'm sticking around.

I wonder what it will be like to be completely snuggled up with you.
Man, this is something I've wanted to do.
To feel your whole body completely next to mine.
Forget the throws of passion; body to body will be fine.
To feel the warmth of our arms and legs intertwined perfectly just right.
Yes, there will be plenty of emotions we will have to fight.
When we become so close that we feel each other's skin tingle with each sacred touch.
Heavens knows where our hands will lead and how we will love it so much.
I've been on fire for being snuggled up with you for a while.
I know that my hands want to travel Over all of you, for miles.
The way you sweetly touch me now, pure, longing touches bring me endless smiles.
To know what you do to me just by being snuggled up sitting side by side.
I can only dream and imagine, when there is nothing to hide.
Baby, Bring it on, I'm not scared.
I want to feel all of you, as I know how much you care.
Our hugs are out of this world, between us two.
Imagine when we're both horizontal, imagine how snuggled up I will get to you!.

Waves

Waves toss me against the tide,
Pushing and pulling at my sides.
I wonder and wait, will it subside?
Can this wave be but a beautiful ride?
The turmoil, the danger, the roughness at sea,
Were these waves meant only for me?

Is rescue coming? Please, hopefully soon.
Will it pull me to safety? Will it be my safe haven and refuge?

Waves, oh, so beautiful, your colors of turquoise blue and pearl white,
But waves, oh, how your danger pulls me into your riptide.

Waves, please be calm, be still, please be at peace.
Let me rest upon your still seas.

My heart beats steadily,
My face starts to flush.
When I'm beside you,
I get a big-time rush.

Leanne 11/21/24

I'm not sure what's cuter, the way you make me laugh or the smile on your face.
Maybe it's the big grin I get when you say something that makes my heart race.
I'm not sure what's sweeter, the way we're so mushy in love in our messages.
Maybe it's the way we can make each other melt with just simple words and phrases.
Im not sure was more sexier on you, the way you give that "come get me" look, or the way you raise that eyebrow my way.
Maybe it's just your whole being, how you talk, and the things you say.
I'm not sure what's more romantic, the way you soflty caress my cheek And look into my eyes so deep.
Maybe it's the way you hold my head and cradle me against your body; I could almost fall asleep.
I'm not sure what everyone else has overlooked when they've looked your way.
Maybe because deep down they knew you were meant for me, Ray.
I'm not sure why you love me; maybe you share the same sentiment as me. Maybe it's because we were both made to give each other this beautiful love we see.

The boat floats, the waves toss about,
My favorite thing about this movement,
Is the view with you within the boat.

Leanne
11/23/24

Emotional release,
A cleansing for your soul.
Sadness has a way to cease;
Happiness is on a roll.
The shock of life’s moments,
These are raindrops of the soul.
Expressing what you feel inside,
No need for noise or attention.
Just showing raw emotion,
Sometimes even in a rage.
These are the silent words of the soul,
The flow of sorrow’s river.
When grief or sadness draws near,
Emotional breakdowns and uncontrollable sadness—maybe fear?
These things happen to anyone.
These tiny little drops of dew,
Like those on the fresh morning green,
Are just tiny teardrops we all have seen.
If you haven’t, don’t say you never will.
These drops fall like a steady rain,
Not to hurt you or bring you down;
These are healing for you,
Like a medicine you release to relieve yourself.
These are your tears.

Under the moonlight, into the deep darkness,
The pale indigo moonbeams shine on all things here on Earth.
The stillness in the air causes the trees to stand alert.
Moonlight shines onto the creek where your dreams overflow.
I'm holding onto the moonlight casting down towards the dirt,
hitting rocks and pebbles like hidden silver treasure for me to search.
Each star, specifically placed in the sky, shines down, sparkling like diamonds into my eyes.
They reach the dull, dark brown hue and make them shine bright and new.
Down here, the nighttime sky guides me from behind,
sure to light the way so I am safe and secure from the deep darkness ahead.  
As I look, I see a white, cotton-like pillow on the ground.
It seems to be be a cloud that has fallen down.
It's not just a cloud that lay undisturbed,
but it's lit from within, like stars and moonbeams were placed inside.
This pillow is hard to resist; the comfort is evident from the sight of it.
I grab it up into my arms and hold it tight.
I carry it inside to sleep with it for the night.
I fall asleep so easily and relaxed with this pillow under my head.
Instantly dreaming of the nighttime sky that rescued me from the darkness I can finally leave behind.

I can’t imagine how much better this can be,

when it is beauty in all that I see.
Like I wandered into a dream,

the most beautiful dream you could see.
The presence of you, and the presence of me
It’s like the moment was meant to be.
So perfectly, my hand conforms to yours.
How Beautiful you kiss my hand in its small
form.
The way I fit so Beautifully under your chin.
I never want this moment to end.
When it does, your feel lingers still.
I feel as if you can’t be real.
It’s almost l like im imagining you.
There’s no possible way in the world that’s true!
The way that you look at me, so deep into my eyes.
I could live in their reflection forever and ever.
To just look at you and hear you speak.
It’s the words you don’t say that’s such a treat.
The way  I’m able to understand what this stare means from the sweetest man.
Beautiful connection ,
Beautiful spark.
Beautiful,  just so beautiful ,it just goes straight to my heart.
I feel I could be in your presence all of the time, we would  never get bored.
I’d always have you as mine.
I promise I’m not taking you away for only me.
But man if there was a choice with you, I would flee.
Beautiful stranger,
Beautiful friend,
Beautiful  moments,
That have just began.
Just beautiful…..

First of many moments in love I have spent with you.
The firsts I’ve experienced in all my 40 years.
All these new moments I never knew I missed,
never knew I needed or wanted until our very first kiss.
That’s when it all started, and I finally felt seen.
Like you knew what I needed, wanted, and everything in between.
You putting on my jacket that evening it was cold.
This seriously just happened to me when I was 40 years old.
The way you hold my body so close and tight to yours,
When you pushed against me on the car door.
The way you hold my head and deeply kiss me cradling it with care.
The way you let me know it’s alright, you are there.
The way you call me sweetheart and ask if I’m okay.
The way you check on me throughout the day.
The way you nuzzle your face against my cheek.
This feeling is so special so close that I feel weak.
The way you take your finger and rub my soft spots on my face.
This makes my heart beat faster, almost as if I ran a race.
Sitting with you at breakfast on our first official date.
When you reached across the table and our hands met in between.
Holding hands across the table, I’ve never done such a thing.
There are so many first moments I’ve had with you.
I can’t imagine all the more first moments of love that are still to come.
Man, when I’m with you, Ray, you make me feel so loved.

Hearts cry
Sudden rush of emotion
This may be tears or fears
The faster the heart beat the more cry
Hearts ache

He can make me laugh any day.
He can make me melt with his sweet forehead kiss.
He can make my love grow stronger for him in every way.
He can take one step away from me, and It's him I already miss.
He can say "I love you" to me, and he knows I love him the same, if not more.
He can light this heart of mine on fire when he looks my way.
He can hug this woman better than she has ever been hugged before.
He can kiss me ever so gently, my sweet Ray.
He can kiss me so passionately that our mouths become in sync.
He can make me happy when no one else can.
He can almost read my mind, as if he knows what I think.
He can make a simple phone call and make me feel like he is my fan.
He can make me feel all kinds of indescribable.
He can make me feel beautiful, and I truly believe it.
He can make time for me whenever he is able.
He will have me forever because this love will never quit!

Your gaze lights up in me a wildfire’s flame,
I become  consumed in the smolder, undone, craving more the same.
Your breath pushes hard, against my deepest plea,
Your kiss drowns my soul in the deepest part of the sea.  
Even in the darkness, your touch ravishes me so deep,
A burning heart fire I’ll forever keep.
My heart pounds wild, a radical call,
You’re my ruin, you’re the rise, your my all.  
No words from another can calm this blaze,
Your skin touching my skin sets my whole world ablaze.
In every pulse, through every rush and rapid fire,
You’re my heat, my volcanic desire.  
Does this hold the passion that you crave?
This sure has my hearts passion in a fiery rage.

When you hold onto me...
It's the thread from my heart to your heart that pulls me closer.

The way our fingers intertwine
Like a puzzle missing its special piece.
We fit together theres no separating us with time.

I will have you hold me however you can.
There are no questions needed,
You never have to ask.
As long as you're holding onto me however you can.
I know that I'm safe and I feel that way when you hold onto me just as I am.

Every touch you grace me with feels gentle and simply sweet.
I feel seen, I want you to always hold onto me.

Being held in your arms feels like we've been doing this forever.
You know where to hold me and I know where to hold you.

Im being held by my heart so please always hold me however, whenever you can.

Like the igniting of a tiny spark,
your love snuck right into my heart.
The tiny spark quickly grew into a flame,
My heart has never been the same.
The flame grew faster by the hour,
Igniting us like a wild campfire.
The campfire so bold and hot,
Grew triple the size with all of our thoughts.
The passion of our love cannot be easily contained,
by how much we love, even with the biggest flames.
The tiny spark, present even before we met, grew intensely stronger even before our first touch.
This love you give engulfs my entire being.
The love we share is beyond compare. How amazing this spark of connection between us is! Baby, we have so much more powerful, flame-worthy love to give!

I get to see this sweet man today.

He’s been running through my mind for days; I’d question if he even knows.

What strength his heart can hold!

But I know one thing for sure:
He’s already gotten this heart of mine to cure.

Have we been here before?
It seems all too familiar,
A very welcome, once-upon-a-memory.

It’s crazy how, with each other, you can be, you and, I can be me.

Communication flows like a river in continuous motion.

Not knowing where to go next,
But knowing there will be a next time.

It’s a spectacular feeling.
I can’t wait for when we get to see,
How much stronger our bond will be.

Getting to see this sweet man today
Has  given me the happiest outlook.
Oh, what it could it eventually be.

Moon glows
In the darkest night
Shining in the path of us
A gentle glow casting down lighting the way
Love grows

No one knows our story,
So who are they to judge?
Only if they knew this kind of love,
The way we feel about each other,
How connected we are.
So come what may,
We know everything will be okay.
The way we make each other feel,
Others may not believe it's true.
But they have no clue the power between us two.
You're my man and I'm your girl,
No one can ever change that between us.
Baby, I'm not ever giving you up without a fuss!
We are wild for each other, not in a "driving someone crazy" kind of way.
Just the fact that we're crazy about each other.
So no one knows our story, and we are still writing it as we go.  What the next chapter holds, we will only know when we get there.

Rescue in the storms of my life,
Always thoughtful to me, every day.
Yes, I yearn for you more and more.

You’re the spark brought to my life,
Opening my heart to let all of you  in.
Up into your eyes I look .

A closeness to you I long for
Respectful person in all you do.
Everyday is something new to explore
          with you
Let you linger forever with me.
Opening me up to see you completely.
Visions of him I see every single day,
Even when he’s not there,I see him
Delighted beyond measure to have
              found this man!
Ray, Always remember you are loved.

I'm a giver of my love, baby.
There's definitely no maybe.
When it comes to giving; it's just something I do.
Baby, I'd give anything or everything just for you.
I even give you endless hugs and kisses, no questions asked.
There surely is nothing that needs to ever be masked.
I give gifts that come straight from my heart.
These gifts come in my two favorite forms of art.
I give you my words as I speak them, every day, so true.
I give you my thoughts because baby, they are consumed by you.
I give myself completely every single part.
Most of all, baby, I give you my heart.

I closed my eyes for just a blink,
But these brown eyes sure made me think
Of wonderful things I saw behind the shades,
Unknown to the people around or in the parades.
The eyes beheld a beautiful sight.
A man whose heart wasn't fixed just right.
I knew right then, whoever he was, I was destined to.
It's like my mind took a snapshot of you.
It definitely knew you before I even took a step.
The letter was written for us before we even met.
It's like you and I were destined to be
seen by each other.
This radiant match was meant before we stepped from undercover.
To know that your heart needed healing by just seeing with closed eyes.
Maybe it was just the reflection of what was wrong with mine.
Either way, it goes to show
someone out there knows more than we know.
Still, as I close these brown eyes for a blink or to sleep,
baby, it's you I see, and now that's never a blink.
I close my eyes tighter when you're not near.
I feel your presence from behind these shades; have no fear.
Baby, I plan on seeing you forever and many more years.

Sunray
She sits alone in this darkened room,
She’s made friends with the shadows and prays silently in the gloom.

Hiding in the shadows away from all the light.
Little does she know, you can’t always hide from the bright.

That’s when glimmers of hope begin to appear.
The dust starts to rise in the light of rays breaking away her fear.

That’s when the sunrays suddenly shine right in her eyes.
She’s in awe and wonders asking questions why?

All but suddenly standing to look around her illuminated, once-darkened space.
Such motivating brightness made it hard to turn her face.

This was a divine blessing in crepuscular rays.
She felt she could live in this light for days.

Sunrays sent from heaven by the Son of God above.
For in this moment, she realized she had been divinely blessed by the whitest of doves.

She found strength in a cosmic anointing as God heard her silent prayers.
The sunrays now glisten, golden strands in her hair.

God showed her his everlasting love and promise for her depression.
She now stands to face God in his glorious light where she learns her lesson.

She overcame darkness through God’s holy words, “But for you who honor me, goodness will shine upon you like the sun, with healing in its rays” (Mal 4:2).

Majestical sunrays shine down onto us here below.
showing us God cares and we should never let go.

Leanne written December 2024

See, Its seems to be im the one who can't let you go,
can't ever let you leave.
There's something about just one more hug and kiss
that brings me such sadness.
It's not because I fear it's the last,
but I don't know when the next one will be or if it will come fast.  
The time with you is completely amazing; so is everything we do.
It's just so much joy getting to spend any time with you.
It could be a simple meeting in a parking lot,
Just to sit and cuddle and hold each other, time flies by so fast it's almost that time's forgot.
It could be a visit to a store, for a short little shopping trip,
Even when we feel we're rushed in how we spend our time.
It's never anything negative; it's worth every second and every dime.
Getting to love you is special; it's an awesomely amazing thing.
I get to share my love with the most wonderful man life could bring.
I feel so peaceful and content in everything we do.
There is no space or time that will keep me away from you.

Don't you ever doubt yourself, my love;
you are more amazing than you know. You were placed here on this Earth by the Lord above.
He surely gives amazing things to us that will grow.
There are so many special parts to you;
don't ever let anyone dull your smile. You brighten up any room you walk into.
For you, I'd walk a thousand miles.
You're so worthy of anything you set in your mind.
To be in your life today,
it's like a hidden treasure that I happened to find.
Don't ever feel you're not worthy of love, my sweetest Ray.
To me, you are a man who is loving and so kind.
That's something so rare.
You just keep being you, the one who is always on my mind.
Remember, just because other people make you doubt, I'm here....signed
-someone who really does care.

To feel in love with you is so vast and unexplainable; it's something hard for me to define,
this powerful closeness. That is what it's like between your love and mine.
To be held in your arms so tight and yet be so content,
it's in these moments that I know our souls and bodies together are meant.
Like the galaxy somehow holds all the stars together, that's how tight my love for you is, as it grasps hold. Imagine loving someone so deeply that words seem to slip through your fingers like sand, leaving you unable to speak. To feel a love like endless space and time. It's like the ocean's tide, constantly rolling in and out, flowing like the perfect rhyme.
Your love is like the pull of the moon on the sea's tide.
It is invisible yet undeniable and floods every shore along the ride.
That's what a love like yours is—something so fierce and infinite it defies words.
This love fits and feels meant to be as our souls pull each other forwards.

I’ll never forget that simple sweet Tuesday night .
Nerves were rushing, not because of being scared.
It was because everything felt so right .
It would be the first time we were face to face to share.
Talking about all the things that brought us there.
To see if this flame would continue to burn into a bigger fire.
From this moment I knew I would never be the same.
I have a vivid memory of what you were wearing.
A zipper fleece burgundy and some blue jeans..
Your face a spectacle,
Everything in my dreams.
Those eyes I’ve seen before,
But this time I could feel those eyes wanted the same if not even more.
Sitting as close as we could possibly sit.
I could hang on your arm and rest my head there; I would never forget.
No matter the time,
No matter the day,
I know for a fact, anytime spent with you would be simply sweet.
Just like that simply sweet Tuesday night!

I already miss you, and
I can’t wait to kiss you.

You sweet and handsome man.
I know you’re meant to be for me.
Like you’re a part of love’s divine plan.

You look so deeply into my eyes, like you’ve seen into them long before.
I feel like a creature inside your head and heart waiting to explore.

Seeing you happy and smiling makes me feel really happy too.
I get to love the sweetest of the sweet, to me the newest of the new.

This treasure that I’ve been given a chance to hold so dear, may mean nothing to some.
But for heaven’s sake, this treasure has been wonderful to me, I can’t wait for what’s to come.

He always has me, feeling in the best of ways, from today and all my yesterdays.
This sweet, handsome, and wholesome man is my baby. One of the sweetest Rays..

It's another night where I lie and wonder what it would be like.
I wonder what it would be like to be in that space.
What would it be like if I could just be in that place?
Thoughts fluctuate through my head,
Then suddenly my nose turns red.
I wonder what you've been up to without me. What do you do?
I'm sure thoughts of me have crossed your mind, too.
This has to be the hardest part.
I feel a terrible aching in my heart.
It's not fair; they can't see. How can they possibly not know what you do to me?
These are just some thoughts that fill my head.
I even wonder how pleasant and peaceful it would be here with you in my bed.
My connection to you, my soulmate, yes, that's what you are.
You're like a gift given to me from the heavens, in the form of a star.
But here I lie and dream sweet, endless dreams that probably will never come true.
Yes, all my wildest dreams are with you.
With all my love, soul, and my biggest heart.
It's another night that we are separated, and we are sadly apart.

When you hear the word "hero," you think of a strong person saving the world.
When I think of the word "hero," I think of you and how you have rescued me.
You may think you are anything but noble.
Or look and see your without your steed.
But to me, you're my hero because you know just what I need.
You may not think you're not worthy,
You have not be knighted by the sword.
But to me, your presence, personality, and love are more.
You may think you are not super, and you feel broken behind your mask.
But to me, I see a perfectly imperfect, super kind of man.
You may think your cape is missing.
You're not a hero in its absence.
But to me, no cape is needed to show a true hero to the masses.
You took all you are and all you have, and held my hand and me.
You speak to me as if I matter and make me feel so seen.
You're my hero; you've saved me from the sadness and loneliness I felt.
You're my hero, my unexpected blessing, whose whole being makes me melt.
You are my hero, my puzzle pieces that finally make me feel whole.
So when you hear the word hero and never think its you.
Just remember how wonderful the love is between us two.

When our eyes met across a crowded room,
a profound, unknown bond was formed, destined to eventually bloom.
This is when I believe our connection, beyond physical attraction, was manifesting.  
Through the years of seeing each other, not knowing what we know now, is something.
For in this love's eternal force, it broke through to our souls and connected us at the right time.
This is the flame that lit the spark we needed, and it has been just fine.
Now, this longing, ache, and desire I have for your soul constantly....
It's the passion in your deep down, I love with such intensity.
There's still something between our eyes and that first glance that makes us come undone.
It's a deeply familiar, electric moment between our souls, finally connected to a certain one.
The longing, the fulfillment, and the fierce devotion of our souls together, Make this wild, intense burning for a bond with you unlike any other.
So when our eyes met across that room, and many seasons have passed.
This has deepened the connection to the bond we share that seemed to happen so fast.
But to us, it seems like we've never been strangers as it shows.
I am ready for our love to grow, and I can't wait to see how intensely it grows.

In the quiet space of friendship,
is a place in which we fly
Not lovers, but friends under the same
stars in the same big, old sky.

Our bond, like a tapestry, threaded
and woven with care.
A sweet, pure friendship with such beautiful flair—

No need for the moon to whisper into our ear,
for there's  laughter, stories, and music we hear.

It's in this friendship dance that we do.
We both seem like mirrors,
reflecting each other.
A bond that's pure, almost
like sister and brother.

So here's to something that
will live on like space—
this friendship with you,
time cannot erase.

For in the end, you and I wll always be
such wonderful friends.

Where the wind blows against the trees
and takes with it a trail of leaves.
The leaves fly away,
having no destination to stop and stay.
They keep floating through the air
on a wonderful trip without care.
Each leaf trails off on its own way, finding a place to rest and lay.
Within the magical, rhythmic breeze, two leaves trail alone.
They have no stop, just flying, maybe to their home.
Suddenly, the wind rushes the other way.
These two leaves start to float and sway,
Passing by one another,
barely catching sight of each other.
Then the wind turns to the softest breeze,
As the two leaves seem to land near one another with ease.
The two leaves, once in the air, destination unknown,
Found each other as they had felt alone.
The wind kicked up, pairing the two leaves together.
This sweet, natural connection as they rush and fall softly like two feathers.
These once solo leaves, floating in the wind,
Slowly held onto one another, a new friend.
Never to take flight alone again.
Now floating together in love’s sweet breeze
Are these two once solo leaves.

It's been just being in His presence, or even thinking of him gives me tingles like a small jolt of electricity. His voice, I hear it and it instantly makes me smile, its calms me as he speaks ever so sweetly. His eyes, the sneaky way I look up at him and he suddenly looks right back to my eyes as if to read my mind. His touch, his slightest brush against my face with his beard, especially when his hands touch me in any place so sweet. His words, he always knows what to say and makes me melt into a puddle every single day. The sweetest words you ever read or hear.His energy, he possesses a pull, a magnetizing connection to him from deep inside his soul. His gentleness, he always wants to make sure everything is okay. Always checking in making me feel safe.His quietness, it always makes me question what's going on in his mind. I always pray it's me. His soul, filled with sweetness and kindness linked together with mine. His laugh. Always a joy for me to hear, I forever thankful when I am near. Most of all its His Heart and His Sweet Love, the biggest of them all, the way he has given me pieces of his heart to  keep. I will always take care of his heart as it's within mine so deep. This is where his love is shown so sweet to me. The love he gives is immensely shown to me. This has been one whole month of .....**HIS

Loving you feels like the most natural thing in the world. I'll never stop.
Your love had caused my heart to flutter, skip, and flip-flop.
I get these warm feelings even when we're not side by side,
it's like you're still holding me after we park and say goodbye.
I feel your love in the breaking of your soul on my sweet lips.
The passion when we hold each other, I drown in your intoxity and your tight grip.
The power of our connection, our magnetic bond,
is strengthened every time we spend time together, of you I am so fond.
Can we be together every day? It's hard to keep our love and souls apart.
My heart, soul and body misses you,
I know you feel the same as me, I read a book titled your heart.
I imagine how it would be to wake up in your arms.
Knowing I'd be safe and protected to anything that could cause me harm. This natural feeling feels like a journey with you.
I will never ever stop, because every chapter includes us two.

Baby, I feel completely weightless with your words to me.
You say things that make me feel like I'm floating on a cloud, so free.
With your beautiful words, baby,
These butterflies are always here for you.
You may feel like you don't do anything to make me feel as I do.
But, baby, this biggest smile on my face belongs to you.
When you say just what you feel,  baby like you do.
Your words speak to me going straight to my heart.
Ive never been shown love like this in the sweetest part.
This is all new and amazing to me. I love that you feel comfortable saying what you say.
That's why I'm like melted butter in my baby's hands every day.

You are like a galaxy, I wish to explore.
When I'm with you, I always want so much more.
I'd love to take and lay you down.
Treat you like a king, baby, you don't need a crown.
I pay great attention to every single spot.
Treat you like a galaxy, you make me feel so hot.
I trace every part of you, every spot and every scar.
Marking every place on you, adding star by star.
The stars will be the galaxy of you, Where every star has settled that's a kiss from me, guiding us to the moon.
This galaxy that I'm exploring is something new to me. I'm like an extraterrestrial being, seeing all that I can see.
You're the galaxy. I compare my love, how vast in nature it is.
I can't believe this Galaxy of you is somewhere I'm called his.
I'll never tire of exploring the beautiful galaxy.
Any time I want to visit, I just look into your eyes for all eternity.

I can't explain my feelings why do I feel so sad?
It's almost as if I'm angry,
Leanne, why do you get so mad?
I feel like I'm alone here just all by myself,
waiting for the clock to tick, or turn the page to something else.
So emotional, so forgotten, and so blue.
Leanne, why does it feel like no one knows what the hell you're going through?
It's not very easy you can't just flip a switch.
It's almost like I have a scratch that can't even itch.
My emotions are so crazy I'm right here on the edge.
Please tell my mind to "stop it", "get away from that ledge".
I don't wish to harm me, or anybody else.
I just feel like I'm suffering, deep inside myself.
Leanne, what is this mess you have become?
What wrong inside your mind?
Can I please just feel normal and not crazy all the time.
My hands get so shaky, the biggest tears start to fall.
Sometimes they last a minute, then sometimes they don't stop for long.
I don't understand, I feel happy but my emotions get so confused.
I've got all I've ever wanted, but control of my own mood.
I may be a big baby, at least that what I feel I am.
Leanne can you please act like an adult now and not some childish little lamb?
Here I am almost forty years old, is that whats wrong with me?
Have I gotten to the age now, I feel bad for being me.
I feel like someone is always asking me why, when the tears start to flow.
It's like they have a problem with "I don't really know".
I know I'll be alright, and everything will be just fine.
I just feel I need someone around or beside me all the time.
Leanne Stop it!,get out of your head.
Look alive your not bed stricken or dead.
You have such beauty in your life, Leanne just smile!
I feel like sometimes Leanne is just letting everybody down.