They're
I mean;
venerated , revered
a verse , a scripture
console to considered
cross ceased :
unaccompanied lyric
beseeched hunger
muted cachinnation
nowhere inferno
stared satire in furtive
with coverture
on cover
of infertile happiness
her pictures..
I used to put as wallpaper, then worship each.

Less distortions of reality,
already occurred, I've seen:
There was a partial loss, I forgot the other.
offered with an anxiety,
an irrational fear,
while lying next to corpses
observed,opprobrious and shameful.
a hangdoged collapse followed
androgynous shout " wouldn't work, it's fake".
a dead serious, ambivalent !
cold in reaction though
refused to recognize me
so did I,
another strange louse voice
exhanged,
shut up !.