Hate me,
Envy me,
Love me,
Pity me,

My true self,
Everyone hates,

I am trapped,
Am I delusional?
        
L isten. Read between the lines.
O nly looking, is not believing,
S ecrets are meant to be hidden,
T o the self, most of all,

    If I am insane,
    If that is your verdict,
    I find myself truly wondering
    What do you make of others?

    Consider me a ghost,
    I will pass through walls,
    In my mind, I am invisible,
    Formless, bound to havoc,

    Now it's time, once again,
    To go back into the cave,
    Till this bizzare outcome,
    Comes to an end.

And what of it?
What do you seek?
My brother,
My mentor,

Your mind is not yours,
It is poisoned,
It is ruined,
It is lost,

Stop this chasing,
Stop at once,
You know not,
what you have done.

It is oozing out of me,
This passion for lust,
For creation,
For a beautiful display,

I cannot stop,
No matter,
Nor consequence,
My will is ever strong,

With your resonance,
It is simply enough,
For this fire,
To burn forever.

This temptation, this denial,
The shame, the unworthiness,
She cannot fathom anymore,

Her thoughts are jumbled,
Confused, immaculate perception,
She cannot deal with,
No, she cannot, not anymore,

Is there nowhere,
Is there no heart,
To harbor her burden?

Desire,
You amuse me,
Where have you been?
Hiding for so long,

It is you, lady flea, who,
Dazzle me to the core,
Your forest like spirit,
Guides me to the lore,

Your magnificent mind,
Of mathematical proportions,
I am at your disposal,
Line me up, direct me a box,

This circular connection,
Looping again and again,
Into infinity, into nothingness,
Into the vast unknown.

Look away,
I cannot see,
Your faces anymore,

I cannot think,
Nor hear the cries,
In through my deaf ears,

I don't have the answers,
My mind is riddled,
My body, weak,

I cannot be responsible,
For any action,
That denied my creation,

A fool I am,
I must admit,
Thrice the charm,

This is it, this is home,
There is no end,
To this tragic flow.

Leave us now,
So that you may come back,
Like the phoenix,
Born again within ashes,

Leave,
So that you may,
Become better,
And find your will,
To have a path,

Leave,
My brother,
Once again,
But come back you must,
As I've always remembered,
You child wanderer,

You carried your strength,
In grace, compassionately,
You, the bold and soulful,
Binding our world,
That held at arms length,

So, please come back,
Make us new, like before,
Give us relief, o' young one,
Let us all, rejoice once again.