You are a dream that I get to live everyday.
Sometimes I get sad
But then I remember life without you
And it all feels so surreal.

I love you. I love life with you. Every second.

If I knew you were at the end of the rainbow,
I would not have stayed inside all of those rainy days.

Thank you Rwitika for completing me.

I never knew how much I needed you in my life until you came into my sky.
25 years without your rays illuminating my soul.
Those days days were longer, colder, darker.
Now everyday I wake up to your shining beauty
knowing that the future is brighter than ever with you on my horizon.

Everything fell on wednesday
24 books, 7k words, 2 exams.
My phone starts buzzing at 4am.
I shut off the alarm and roll out of bed.
This report wasn't going to write itself
Mere hours to jot down thousands and thousands of letters and make it something passing.
After three libraries and 8 of the most stressful hours of my life I finished it on time.
"What takes these mortals months I made in one morning." I thought to myself, the master procrastinator.

I still had 2 exams to get through.
No appetite food but an extreme hunger to not be a failure
Exam one, finished, killed it.
I had a few hours until my next exam. A great time to go to the cafeteria
Or.. I could sell some blood to fund my **** addiction...
20 minutes later I am donating blood on a less than empty stomach with my laptop out studyig for my exam.
The *****, toothless man next to me was laughing at the sight of a lap top in the blood clinic.
I facetiously grinned back, thinking,
dont become him
keep ******* studying
I studied my *** off, and i was able to finish the exam before the others.

Everything fell on wednesday
Except me.

He who is never found silent
Is one whose thoughts are not worth mentioning.
Wasted breathes on wasted words,
And wasted hours for the people subjected to his gibberish

This is the moment ive been waiting for,
This is why i moved out of the basement, walked right out the door.
Stepped out side, got shaded
Went back in and calculated
I finally found the recipe,
thatll make my enemies rest in peace,
While i sip Mai Tai's on the beach,
making money off these sheep
Im out, peace ✌

When i get this drunk, i always make sure i write two poems.
One to express how i really feel
And the other to express how drunk i am.

Which one is this?

When we look up at the sky
You stare at the stars and planets
I stare at black spaces in between
And I guess together we complete the picture

I do wish I found the brighter spots more alluring, but thats not my role in this dimmly lit universe.