Smoke and mirrors
Haunt me still
Guess the jokes on me

From the ends of the earth

To the edge of tomorrow
Absolutely nothing
Could have prepared me

For the likes of you

Forever wasn’t long enough
Admiring you from afar
Wondering what

Could have been

Picking up where we left off
Some things in this life
Are just not replaceable

A blind date

Nothing ever felt more
Natural to me
Not in a million years

Did I ever believe

Would lead to some of the
Greatest moments of my life
Taking a trip

Down memory lane

For years
I couldn’t bare the thought
Of even entertaining

The notion

The simple truth is
I may never let you down
Tonight I pulled out

The song that

Would put a staple in us
That has replayed in my
Mind for decades

Along with all the

What if possibilities
That we could have shared together
But the honest truths hurt

Me too much to ever admit

That I miss you to this very day
And there’s a hole in my heart
That will never be filled again

Ashamed A ~ Mistaken gift
Immortality in question
Straight shooter from the hips

Why lie about my feelings

Head over heels ~ Past tense
Life wrongly enabled
My Fading brittle existence

Passing on a do over

Clearly as The eyes can see
Devouring the ~ Sleeping giant
Blemished illusions

Leaving won’t be hard

Staying will only disable
Me where I’d rather not be
Trivial Isotopes scarce

Deafening the noise

Accepting of the holy truths
Checkmate no replay
Tenderness in borrowed amounts  

Effortless gravity

Oh how I’ve longed for you
Loaded gun without a bullet
Every story is unique

Has its own conclusion

As My spirit levitates
Up the elevator I go
Blessed be the one

My ride finally came

Like a pitcher without water
The hourglass
Has run out

Time may continue forward

But subconsciously
I’m moving on
Absent from the crowd indeed

Like A needle in haystack

Plenty more
Where that came from
This place will continue forward

Just fine without me  

Because when your names called
The time has come for you
To go home for good

Decompressing senses
Alleviating rain
Your the flame

To my dimmest candle

The quiet in my darkest storms
The earth shakes
And the clouds separate

Flipping the script

Far from seldom
Love comes
In all shapes and sizes

Gives you a invaluable smile

On your face
Specter you suddenly became
A part of me  

An~ Emotional

Frenzy tingling my spine
Sign me up I’m enrolling
Immediately

Process of elimination

There’s only one conclusion
Visually your stunning to me
Star struck

Come on in the

The waters just fine
From my vantage point
There’s a shyness

Yet it’s full of mystique

The heart
Wants what it wants
Aches for what it can’t have

No strings attached

Like my beating
Pulse I long for your injections
Unconditionally yours

If you’ll have me

Stability becomes
One beating soul
Let’s make our own rules

And let thee cards

Fall where they may
Perpetually
I am hopeful
It won’t take forever to achieve

Courageous beauty
You are to be
Admired and respected

Held in the highest regard

Judge and Jury
Blindly navigating
Braving the impossible

Prison bars

To Appetizing shores
Everything in between
Plausible cause

Didn’t warrant

Such unfortunate events
Freeze frame
Pretending moving forward

Like an adaptation

Somethings you never get over
Like a temporary crutch
Eventually they break

Stuffing every

Emotion deeply down
Keeping up appearances
Somehow pushing through

Life is unpredictable

The ebb and flows
Can surly callous
Somethings are better left mute

If could extract all your pain

With a syringe
I’d gladly take the venom
If it meant freeing you of all the poison

I would take a bullet

For you in a heartbeat
Trade places
And take the fall

Stitch up your incisions

And allow life to flow freely
With a new fragrance
Because you are so deserving

I hope time allows you to escape

If even for the slightest moment
And heal in a river of serenity

Anxiety, do you think you love me?
Oh mind, do you want to be my friend?

A lonely stone in the full quarry
No chance that it will begin to swim

Shadow girl, with your many faces
With every ash you take to sin

Big voiced tropes steady unfolded
A fear to never tell again