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Jay Jelly Jul 31
Morse code ~ A to Z
Positive led too
Negative spaces

Dissatisfied tongues spoke

Grasping for breaths
Out of bounds
A sea of fears  

Reprising preying mantis

Bounty on my head
Mania striking a chord
Immoral blindness

Blistering pale~moon light

Heathens swarming like bees
They ****** the honey
Right outta me  

How could you

Play Russian roulette
With a life you
Weren’t entitled too

It was mine after ALL

You’d DONE TO DETROY ME
Fevers high pitched
Like a FORK

Loosen your grip the stranglehold

You couldn’t let go of
When hell
Freezes over will

They find what’s left of you

If anything

Elusive daylight

Clock strikes midnight

Have my UNRAVELING

TENDENCIES

FINALLY BEEN

ELIMINATED

As I see if the glass slipper finally FITS

PROPERLY
Jay Jelly Jul 30
Granted Initiation
Ritual that broke
Paths of unreasonable

Expectations the constant hurting

Fury conjured up

That become unbearable
Led to a
Hasty decision

I beg no pardon

Sticky bitterness
Dangerous dilemmas
I’m rid of

High wire juggling act

No longer
Balancing un~evenly
Net had holes in it all along

Will no longer break the fall

Pawn to my queen
Flaunting checkmate
Game set match

Bread crumbs that went stale

Straight to voicemail
A fork in the road
I knew my rightful place

And unfortunately it wasn’t

Next to you another day

Like a plague
You drug me down
Missed phone calls

I saw your number

And I stopped picking up
Knowing who was on
The other end

I was not the least bit interested

The conversations
That will never be spoke
Into existence

That got thrown to the wolfs

Like a sheep
Took a good hard
Look in the mirror

And ask your self why

Lost but not found
The unspoken words
Memories that have been scrapped

The countless
Embraces that never were
I’ve slammed the door and locked

It up nice and tight behind me

And My heart will not ACHE

A MINUTE LONGER due to your

Lack of Compassion and Incompetent

ARROGANCE
Jay Jelly Jul 30
Far from ordinary
Extraordinary possibilities
All the what ifs

They make me wonder

Like a crazy tiger on thee hunt

How could they not  
Keeping me up at night
Shooting stars

Vastly approaching

Your constellations
Drawing me
Into it’s swells

Sands of time devour me

In your sweet essence
A domino effect
Is unfolding

Casting out my rod too see

If something bites
Inside sources mesmerized
Fast tracking

My instincts are rarely off keel

Surging imaginations
Running wild  
Dim the lights

Close all the shades

I’d be lying
If I didn’t say
That I am slightly curious

Window shopping in my head

Teleporting to you
Oh how grand
That would be

Forces of nature

On a collision course
Colliding
Certain things

Don’t just happen for a reason

What a coincidence
In the making
If the world

Stopped spinning

Would
X MARK THE SPOT
Maybe we met

In another life many moons ago
A face I have yet
To put a voice too

YET A SWEET CALMING

MAKES A HEART GROW FONDER

CURIOSITY HAS ME WONDERING

WHAT IF
Jay Jelly Jul 30
A regretful path
Chose me
I would have passed altogether

A gained hopeful perspective

With time spoke intently
Too me and
Slowly held me in it’s pattern

You carried my heaviest burdens

When I was truly
At my breaking point
Stumbling blocks

Out of the gates

And a few races after  
Altered my direction
My centered entity  

Not for one moment

Ever swayed his course
The one
Permanent fixture  

Eventually the stars aligned

Forthcoming happiness
Was truly
On his radar

A process of elimination

Satisfactions came and went
Like the recycled mail
Outliers that never

Seemed to form a cohesive unit

Molding the
Scattered pieces
Was difficult for a long time

Valid concerns came and went

Unique emotional
Balances would
Eventually equip me to strive

I’ve stared death in the face

Of the many obstacles
Steadfast they tested
My will and faith

Rome wasn’t built in a day

Neither was I
I’ve had to buckle
Down and fight like no other

Against the obstacle courses

And jungle gyms  
I’ve had to climb out of
And carefully maneuver

Happiness is your choice alone

Evil and Depression
Will pry you open
Slowly and leave you for dead

And the blues won’t do you any favors

The worst of habits
Will ******* you
Continuously

Like a cancerous tumor

But there
Is a cure
In him and all his glory  

PERSEVERANCE is the key

Don’t fall short
Of your
Goals and dreams

For after all there is only one life

Here and just take it
Day by day
And let him

TAKE THE WHEEL AND STEER YOU

TO GREATER HEIGHTS

THAT MAYBE HARD TO ACHIEVE

WITHOUT HIM
IT’S NEVER ABOUT ME!!! THANK YOU GOD 🙏💯🌞
Jay Jelly Jul 28
Rescue story
An abundant
Well that never runs dry

A love that’s unmatched

There is no measuring stick
For differentiating
The desires of the flesh

Versus the needs of your soul

Even the most
Complex adversities
Can’t outshine your halo

The proof is in the pudding

I’m walking today
Freer at ease
All do to my sanctuary

In the most unlivable valleys

Of dark circumstances
You held me
In your arms

Back to square one

Ironing out the kinks
Pushing forward
Starting anew

Deflecting the blame

I’ll take credit
For some of the fall
But unfortunately I wasn’t

The majority

Too point the finger at
Winning formulas
Aren’t always easy to come by

But one would have

Made more sense
Had life shown me him
A tad bit earlier

Had they handed out

A how too tutorial
Wounds that
Glowed in the dark

What eventually became TRIUMPHS

Over my past obstacles
The demons fled
Nurturing food I began to taste

A much needed healing

Grace through turbulent times
A sad story
Eventually something good happened

Yet not often enough

Sooner rather
Then not at all
Better late then never

Spoken into existence freedom grew

Your words and praises
Maybe they should
Be far more to the ends of the earth

For you are UNDENIABLY THEE ONE

My testimony
Is painstakingly written
One hundred

Percent BETTER TODAY

ALL because of your ENDLESS LOVING FORGIVENESS

MY RESURGENCE is all yours ALONE
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