never mind the bite marks underneath my shirt
it serves as a reminder of how much you hurt
never mind the blood stains dotting my sleeve
i wouldn't have done it if i knew you'd leave
never mind the broken glass on my shelf
i'd rather you not ask me about my mental health
never mind the scars all over my arm
you didn't think for a minute how much your words harm
never mind your name that's carved on my wrist
it doesn't mean a thing when you ceased to exist
never mind
never mind
never mind about the things you said
it's not like a constant buzzing in my head
and when it's another sleepless night
i think about holding you, just you, so close and tight
never mind
never mind
never mind

it's one in the morning and im sitting here wide awake
i'm overcome with sickness as i realize, "oh god, i'm in love again."
how could i let this happen to me
i'm tongue tied no i can't even breathe right
******* typical
always falling for the kind ones with a sparkle in their eye
always falling for the ones with a ring in their laugh
oh no, let this die
why can't i be left alone
let these feelings be unknown
call the doctor cause this heartache is killing me
let me ******* sleep for gods sake
i didn't want this
why do i have to fall in love?
why can't i just do away with these feelings
and sleep my life away
i can't keep up
no i can't keep up
just leave me behind
i'll be just fine on my own