Sorry I know I’ve told you that I’m not gonna write you poem anymore.
But can’t help myself, feeling so high, it soar...
I know you’re not used to this, But please do
Not now I know but hoping eventually you will too...

I don’t know anything about your past
And how it didn’t last...
I don’t care about that
Past is past, important thing is now and where you’re currently at...

Liked what I’ve said I’m not forcing you on anything
I’m doin all this because of the joy you bring...
Into my life right now,
All I want is to know you more and not thinking of anything else coz I know we will get there somehow...

I know it’s just been days
But you’d done so much to turn my life around in your own little ways...
Will take all this slowly
And if its meant to be, it will be eventually...

So thankful for that long talked we’ve had
Turns out that’s not bad...
I mean I thought you’re just making fun out of me
But been giving all that a deeper though on how all this is going to be...

Again sorry for making you uncomfortable
Not my intention to make it frightful...
All I want is to make you something special
Coz that is what you are and you deserve more than the usual...

Why I’m feeling like this???
I asked myself why? And why are you badly missed???
People doesn’t wanted to be miss,
It’s a natural feeling that just occurs
when we think of someone that is very important to us...

Tonight is very different from the others,
It’ll be more nights like this till the 31st...
Trusting you and all the words you’re saying,
Knowing that you’re with her, can’t do anything...

Guess I have to hold on on the words and promises that we’ve made,
Thinking of all possibilities to persuade...
Please Mahal ko, don’t get me wrong,
I know what we have is undeniably strong...
It’s just a human nature,
The reason my heart is feeling tortured...

But just don’t mind me please,
I understand that you have no choice and you really need to do this...
Just can’t help myself not to be this way,
Wishing that I have the power to say “NO WAY”...
It’s just the way it is,
Maybe one of the reasons why the people don’t wanted to be missed???

Teary eyes while I’m writing this and thinking of you...
So let me end this song saying “ I really misses you at sobrang mahal na mahal po kita mahal ko “...

First Christmas together as a couple,
Not single nor double...
Given me way too much than I expected,
All of it are pretty much appreciated...

First Christmas together and we’ve done so much,
One day! it’s not even over yet but already longing for your touch...

First Christmas together and you’d shown me the true beauty inside you,
What a beautiful gift coming from gods perfect creations,
We both know that you’re my angel too...

First Christmas together, even though your far,
Enjoyed your gift last night that you set on the highest bar...
I wonder? how are you going to top it?
But you surprised me with much better one and I enjoyed every second of it...

First Christmas together and I hope it won’t be our last,
Too many plans for our future, praying that it will be a blast...

First Christmas together and I know that with you, we can do so much together,
Plans, bucket list and many more
I know that everything with you, will be much better...

Merry Christmas

This time next year,
Asking myself where would I be??
Would I be still alive?
One thing for sure that I am free...
Free To be where I wanna be,
To be with someone who really mean to me...

This time next year,
Gonna be my new start...
Continue to move forward,
Will follow my heart??
Or just go with the flow,
Ride the waves of my new life’s chapter...
I’m just seeing this time next year,
Everything will be much better...

This time next year,
Seeing myself as a new and better person...
Wouldn’t care of what people may think of me,
My life, my choice,
Unless, he give me much better plans and reason...

This time next year
I’m seeing myself with this one particular and special person...
Who’s I longed to be with everyday,
Someone will ask me why??
But I don’t owe anyone any explanation...

This person makes me complete...
Makes me who I am now, wanna bet??
Makes me so special in her own way,
I’m just hoping with me she will stay...
I’m seeing my future with this person,
Praying about this every night.
Wishing we can do everything together and all this will happen,
This time next year....

Watching the Sunset Alone,
Like watching my dreams gone wrong..
Gone wrong for you’re not here,
Not here with me, I’m liked in the sphere...
That sphere preventing me to be with you,
To be with you is all I wanna do...

Watching the Sunset Alone is never gonna be the same,
The same when you’re with me, we’re both inflamed...
Inflamed of our desires and passion,
Without you all of this is like an illusion...

Watching the Sunset Alone is like my heart is in mourn,
Heart is been pounded and torn...
Torn in two,
But what can I do??
What I’m really trying to say is...
I’m nothing without you mahal ko...
I’m incomplete and I’m not me
Without here with me...

Like the Sunset is not complete without:
* The horizon were the sun sets
* The clouds, giving the color and effects
* The mountain, making it more dramatic
* YOU....
* Who makes me complete and the one who puts me in the zone...

Missing you so so badly..
Wishing you are with me...

I know it may sound corny
But really don’t want to go
I know when I’m gone,
All I’ll do is sit there and think about you.

Glad it’s just for few days but
still felt like it’s too long,
I never thought of leaving.
But as you’ve said it’s the right thing to do,
Writing this all I can do is to looked up in the ceiling.

I’m leaving you tomorrow,
And it’s gonna be the saddest of my life.
I’m going home for my kids,
But you knew that doing it is like putting more paint on my strife.

I may sound so selfish,
But I wish you were here with me now.
Don’t want to do anything,
laying in my bed and crying like a cow.

I know you loved me and I’m super in love with you,
I know you’re trying to be good,
Just for me too.

I know I’m not perfect,
I never will be.
But I hope after all this,
You will still there and still be part of me.

I really don’t want you to go,
Even though I know that you were tired of what’s going on with your work, feeling that you’re not belong.
But still you’re giving me your all,
And how you stayed so strong.