I've realized that one year ago I met my love,
it didn't start out as love though.
On the first of August last year, I found someone,
someone on Okcupid.com.
Why was I on a dating site, you ask?
That, my dear friends, is a whole different story!
My love- my Suikui- and I were matched,
we started talking around this time last year.
I fell in love sometime in September,
or rather we said it.
I'm certain that I fell not long after we met.

*I love you Suikui

Since I spilled my guts!
Since I opened up!!
Since I told you my life story!

Hi there :)

I feel as if i have left behind my passions.
Dropped them at the door.
This house makes me forget my plans,
Our plans.

I've got no clue why.
They all just run away.
When you make me forget, it's different.
It's needed.

The days just blur together while trapped.
This house, is not a home.
I, as mother pointed out, just sleep here.
Tis' not where I belong.

One day, we'll leave this place.
You'll save me from my tear filled nights.
She won't be there whispering doubt into my ear.
Just ask silly, I'll say yes.

Some joys are unknown,
most sadness' also.
My joy is silly,
my sadness is deep.

Our love is strong,
but the tears are bitter.

Little girl, little girl.
Why do you cry so?
Small child, small child.
Those tears should cease to flow.
Kind sir, kind sir.
Why do you question me so?
Tall sir, tall sir.
If you must know, I'm missing someone dear.
Tis' all you need to know.