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Sunshine Girl Sep 2021
Spiralling

Lost

Dissociated

Ribbons..
that's all I want to do..
just want to carve myself into ribbons and go away.. I feel that if I was gone that everything would be okay.. if I didn't exist that
Sunshine Girl Dec 2020
I've moved away, yet you still have hold of me.
I've left you behind, but you've sunk your claws into me.
No matter what you always find some way to burrow back into my thoughts.
******* though.
I am my own person.
Sunshine Girl Dec 2020
My darling,
you came out of nowhere,
but you were always there.
You helped me,
you saved me.

My dearest,
you've made me stronger.
My Kamori, I love you with all of my heart and I'm so happy that I have you. - Kiu
Sunshine Girl Jul 2020
Everyday brings new choices,
Decisions that I must make.

Life's been kind of spinning,
Looking to see where it will break.

Being just one person,
One body,
It's been hard.
We've been through alot.
No one knows what those things are.

The ones that do,
We hold close to our hearts.

The hardest decision?
That they're not worth the pain.
That they don't care about the pain,
The pain they've caused.
They don't even know that it exists.
One day they will.
And we don't have to be there.
Sunshine Girl Feb 2020
Do you know that I'm hurting?
Do you know that I'm in pain?
Do you know that I wish I could just leave and never come back?

They say you do.. but it's not like you show it.

Some may say that it's my fault, that I'm the problem.
But I don't think that's the case.
Just speak to me.
Just tell me what you need.

I've explained myself over and over.
You know what's wrong.
You know what I need.
Just listen for once.
I need communication.
I need help.
Sunshine Girl Dec 2019
Drip

Drip, drip

Drip

ting

Drip, drip

Sitting here
Watchin the rain fall
One drop at a time
So calm and peaceful.
Wish everyday could be like today.
Sunshine Girl Dec 2019
We want you to see,
To show you our secrets.

This is a safe place.
I feel vulnerable,
Yet safe here.

Please,
Be gentle.
Jen, Gwen. You have my permission to read them all. <3
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