Middle of the night
Trying not to fight
Doctor gave me these pills
My mind never standing still
In the pale blue moon
On a night in June
I knew exactly what I had to do
No one understands what I'm going through
I stood up on a chair
I thought how life isn't fair
Then I thought about revenge
And how to push them over the edge
I got down and got to work
Figuring out ways to make them hurt
I took them down one by one
I found out this is fun
I knew I would meet the Devil
But I went to the next level
Everyone I saw I took their life
Practicing throws with my knife
Cuts so deep
Hearing them all weep
My clothes stained red
But this is all just inside my head

I saw your smile,
I began to melt,
Please stay for a while,
Those feelings I felt.
But we started to separate,
As we went our own ways,
I feel as though I've lost my fate,
And I think of those better days.
My heart still beats for you,
It pounds like a drum,
Even though you ripped it in two,
You're my only feeling in this body of numb.
Even though we are apart,
I know I'll never leave,
You went and stole my heart,
But know that I hate thieves.

My home is almost gone,
pesticides sprayed on human lawns.
Trees are falling,
but no one hears natures calling.
The air getting warmer,
I'm only used to it's former.
My friends have left or died,
my only question is "why?"
"Why do we destroy our only home?"
By filling our oceans with filthy foam,
or ruining our air with coal.
This is not beneficial, but it's our only goal.
Stop this now before it's too late!
Stop this now before or darkness is the worlds fate!
My home, my future, my life is fading away.
I just hope to live another day.
Humans listen to my plea,
please save humanity.
I'm lost in a world unknown,
even though this used to be my home.

Your head was laying on my lap,
as you were taking a nap.
sleeping so sweet and soundly,
I felt your breath upon me.
I poked your cheek, waking you up,
because your my beautiful pup!

I try to exspess how I feel,
but now I realize those feeling are no longer real.
You're starting to annoy me,
now I feel set free.
Thanks to the poetry you've read,
this love is now dead.
I'm no longer confused,
I'm happy poetry was the proper tool used.
But I still long for you,
yes it's true.
But oh well, it's over now,
and this is how:
we were together,
then we whithered,
I shed a few tears,
but now there's no more fears,
I fought for you,
I stared to loose half way through,
but now I realize the simple truth,
these are only the feelings felt in silly youth.
No more feeling blue,
because now I'm over you.

I open my mouth just to shut it tight
I don't know how ill get through the night
The pain I feel deep inside
This I know I cannot hide
Little food that I eat
Because this I can't defeat
I can talk but I'm misunderstood
To help myself I wish I could
I thought it was a gift but it's a curse
I thought it'd get better but it feels worse
I brush my teeth and spit this bitter taste out
I can't escape this without a doubt
I try to get rid of this pain
But I can't which is that plain
I taste the blood in my mouth
But I know I'll work it out

I scream,
I hate,
I stab,
Just to get me through this pathetic life.

In the dim light
You demand a fight
"Draw your sword"
My enemy roared
I turn my back
A weapon I lack
Years pass on by
The world crumbles from his lies
I write what I see
Maybe one day I'll be free
Paper and pen
Again and again
Soon he'll be searching
I see the vultures perching
I hear him at my door
I can't hide any more
He draws his sword one last time
But I still lack mine
I pull out my pen that taught me so many lessons
Then I realize that has always been my weapon

Sitting in class,
Learning about cosmology.
I look through the widows glass,
And I see something quite funny.
I see a girl wearing a polkadot turtle neck,
Holding a pink bunny.
A guy looks at his watch for a sec,
While eating chicken nuggets.
My life is slightly crazy and bizarre,
Heads stuck in buckets,
And sticky notes covering cars.

I peel the stitches from my face
I always feel out of place
Among my lips a permanent cut
Because I can’t keep my mouth shut
I know what I’m to do
Only speak when spoken to
So much I’m meant to hide
I keep it all bottled inside
Just stay quiet and all will be fine
But these words aren’t theirs they’re mine
Bit if I speak I’ll get ridiculed or worse
The human language is a human curse
For words do hurt more than we thought
Its just words are never caught

I sat in the solitude of the dark,
My mind almost gone.
I’ve lost my spark,
But my life must move on.
I’m lost,
I don’t know what to do.
My body feels covered in frost,
I ask my self “where are you?”
Ghosts whisper in my ear,
Is death drawing near?
Where are you, soul?
My heart is a big empty hole.
Am I alright?
Is this worth the fight?
Is there a way to fix this?
If I disappear, will I be missed?
I ask my self “where are you?”
This trick is rather cruel.
I sit in the solitude of the dark,
My mind almost gone.
Sitting here withought a heart,
Waiting for the break of dawn.

Spring break,
I’m not sure how much I could take.
Not being by his side,
together I wish we could hide.
When I see him again I’ll jump in his arms,
and gaze into his smile that charms.

Sittin’ here without any friends,
as I walk in the crowd I seem to blend.
I’m still the new girl at this school,
everyone with friends seem real cool.
The bells rings and I mosey along,
why is this day taking so long?
I’m in one of my biggest fears,
starting school in the middle of the year!

I’m falling apart,
I don’t know how to start.
I try to be strong,
But I can only hold on for so long.
Piece by piece I’m crumbling,
My fiends find it quite troubling.
I need someone here,
I need someone to whisper in my ear.
To tell me it’s okay,
To tell me that I won’t fade away.
Trying to feel something more,
Trying not to lock the door.
To numb to cry,
To scared to die.
What can I do,
I look in the mirror and ask “who are you?”
Grasping on to dreams,
I’m torn at the seams.
My mind filled with smoke,
My heart starts to choke.
Reaching for the sky,
wishing I could fly.
Wishing I could see a little clearer,
As I stare in the mirror.
Needing a little spark,
Just enough to light the dark.
Looking at the stars in the night,
Wondering how they always shine so bright.
I’m lost and need to be found,
But help is nowhere around.
No matter how hard I try,
My entire existence feels like a lie.
Do I even have a place,
Or will I disappear without a trace?
Trying to find the meaning to my life,
Longing to grab that knife.
All the effort I give,
None give me a meaning to live.
Bareley getting by,
Forever left wondering why.

They say suicide is a crime,
But some don't live in a pleasant time.
Why must we be forced to live when we wish to die?
why must we be forced to hold in these cries?
We live in the land of the free,
but yet we're not allowed to end our misery.
The pain follows us around,
but we can't climb high and fall to the ground.
These rules force us to live,
but what if our lives want to give?
I enjoy the torture and pain,
for without pain, there is no gain.
let the blood drip through my sleeves,
for it's the only outlet it seems.
If I die, I won't care,
for this life is far from fair.

I hate to be apart,
from the boy in my heart.
Is smiles seems to glow,
I hate to see him go.
When I awake he’s the first on my mind,
his hand I wish to find.
I’m so happy I found him and he found me,
he’s the sweetest thing you could ever see.
His pretty blue eyes and his voice,
so glad I was his choice.
Still new to this,
but by him it’s bliss.
I don’t know where to start,
to explain the boy in my heart.

He sat there, eyes grown wide,
Because of him, a man just died.
He pulled the trigger and made the shot,
Without even a second thought.
He was alone,
When the man entered his home.
He ran out to find the source of the noise,
Now he realizes that wasn't a good choice.
The young man was made a killer,
And now he's about to loose his dinner.
He knew he had to stay strong,
But he thought what he did was wrong.
He looked up to see a bunch of cops,
One told him that the man robbed several shops.
The cop told him "good work!"
But the young man thought he was a ****.
"How can cops death so light,
While I'm here frozen in fright?"
The young man thought.
"How is this good, because to me, it's not."
To **** the man is what he had to do,
To save his life, but if you were him, would you?

We play this game
to cause each other pain
I love to play
and take your life away
holding the knife to your throat
i don’t mean to gloat
but somehow the tables turn
and your knife is what I yearn
we play without rules
and we use some tools
once you through a chair
now is that really fair
guess it is when I grab a gun
but it makes it more fun
Day or night
we put up a fight
we love it both the same
this little game we play

The girl lived in the wild,
For she was the wolf child.
She ran with her pack every night,
Howling in the moon light.
One day an old woman came,
Soon the girl became tame.
Years went by,
Every night the wolves would cry.
Still, years carried on,
But the girl was long gone.
Finally, she returned,
Only to find her old home burned.
She ran into the cave,
The scene was a charcoaled grave.
There was one wolf surviver,
And he spoke to her,
“You’ve been gone for many years,
Thats when we met one of our greatest fears.
I hope you found what you were looking for,
Because the pack is no more.
My life is near its end,
Goodbye my old freind.”
The girl stared at the wolf in shock,
Her stomach sinking like a rock,
“But I found my real family!
Can’t you be happy for me?”
The wolf looked at her with a grim face,
“Wasn’t This your rightful place?
I thought we were your real family,
Guess you don’t agree.”
The girl opened her mouth to speak,
But the wolf collapsed because he has grown too weak.
The wolf shed a tear,
“Guess this is goodbye, my dear.”

The world is cold and cruel,
Where only the meanest and strongest rule,
There is no way to be free,
My mother said to me.
The world is a breath of fresh air,
And every thing is fair,
Be who you want to be,
My teacher said to me.
The wold is full of wonder,
But as we get older, we'll go under,
Enjoy it now before we get responsibilities,
My friends said to me.
The world is full of arrogant boys,
Who only see women as toys,
They'll only cause you misery,
My father said to me.
The world is seen in different ways,
So I listen to what everyone says,
But I'll have to wait and see,
What the world has in store for me.

I'm almost grown,
So now I must look into the unknown.
I must figure out how I want my life to unfold,
But who knows what the future holds.
I have to see the unseen,
At the age of fourteen.
My time for goofing off is coming to an end,
And there's no way to make it bend.
I must learn the rules real fast,
But I want this time to last.
My future includes responsibilities,
And my youth will just be memories.
I don't want to turn the page,
I want to stay this age.
I feel stuck in a trap,
In this world, I'm just a scrap.
My life will go by in a flash,
And soon, all I'll be is a pile of ash.

Oh no,
my battery is low.
I should of charged my phone,
but I was bored to the bone.
Now I'm regretting this,
and this device I will miss.
I'll have to go out doors,
but I want to play on my phone more.
This generation I live in is full of rotten minds,
to reality, my peers have become blind.
They stick to their tech like glue,
and I admit it, I do too.
It's just how it is today,
on a screen is where we stay.
I don't want it to be,
but a device is all we see.
We forget about global warming,
and we're ignoring the warnings.
We neglect nature,
we don't act very mature.
We have grown dumb,
we have grown numb.
Not to mention,
this is an obsession.
In the future they'll regret,
or they'll still be on their screens I bet.

When I speak, I'm told to be quiet.
When I move, I'm told to sit down.
I'm in a body I don't even pilot.
I'm a puppet others push around.
I try to break free,
But I'm bound by these strings.
I'm a puppet that others won't leave be.
I can't ignore the pain it brings me.
I try to be kind, but it always misleads,
leaving me with nothing but the darkest of seeds.
Ever since I started high school, I've been on my own,
But I kind of like being on my own.
When I'm alone, there's no one I have to fight,
Or telling me that my minds not right.
I used to love school,
But now I feel like a fool.
I feel like an ant surrounded by giants,
But I'm not one to be defiant.
I won't bluff,
High school is really tough.
It's not really fun,
But I can't stop until I'm done.

Time to say goodbye,
I just want to hide and die,
I'm done with the lies

Stuck in a cage
Feeling forever in rage
Its like I wear a collar
It grows ever so smaller
It chokes me and holds me
It won't leave me be
So many rules to follow and I can't get away
In this cage is where I must stay
Trying to ignore this troubling pain
Trying hard not to go insane
Hiding behind a fake smile
Hope I can keep it awhile
Silly things I can not do
And this is all because of you
I get to do so many things but I still don't feel free
All because with this cage and this collar you hold me

Sitting here in the rain
waiting for the next train
I tried to touch the sky
but I learned I couldn’t fly
I wish I knew from the start
so I wouldn’t have a broken heart
Everyone told I would fail
but I fought tooth and nail
I can’t go back like this
there are chances that I’ll miss
I still have yet to reach fame
thats the reason that I came
I made friends along the way
so I guess I’m here to stay
So it’s time I get by
and learn to fly
Heres what I’m going to do
IM GOING TO MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE!

You were bright,
And I was nothing,
You showed me the world was more than shades of night.
You opened my eyes,
You showed me the world of beauty,
You showed me where my future lies.
When you first held my hand I became a rainbow,
I was no longer grey,
And I'll never let go.
This world is no longer dull,
We are bright,
We are colorful!

They say love is forever
But turns out forever is never
So love is nothing
Or could it be something?
Nothing lasts forever
But we always remember
The times we were happy
The ones we called baby
Our hearts take wing
Our voices sing
The glory of love in our heart
That we’ve had from the very start

I am not the same,
not since the day I came.
I came into this world acting quite odd,
now my mother prays to god.
this world is rather cruel,
and now I feel like a fool.
I thought the world would be fair,
but I've learned that it doesn't care.
what to do with a girl like me,
while the herd is running free.
I laid mud upon myself,
so I could look like everyone else.
I felt bad to be unique,
but recently found it's quite chic.
for everyone out there, here's some advice,
its okay to be a zebra without any stripes.