***** disgusting how I feel about you... dreams seem to disown you... I can’t count the times I’ve been there but I can keep record of you.. 2... and these times are slack picked up or the rest of hard work from another.. who are you?!  I know...selfish ***** in disguise of the next kind person in line willing to pay for my groceries..
Lies hide behind your eyes and evil keeps your shadow... Wicked spells come in form of kisses and hugs from you.. I try to run but the air is you and I am suffocated....

Tell me the truth and I’ll love you forever.
Lie to me....I’ll **** you.

I dream of dark nights.
   Hatred takes shape of every image that is you.
My lungs fill with toxic rage that make these words cut like knives on the worlds finest thread.
   ****** blues. Take my analysis.
Graphic images fill the screen. So many see.
   Believe me.
I never wanted to make you famous.

You’re  loving how I keep my fears open with you..
Jumping off cliffs and spread my wings under the night sky...
Taking deep dives beneath the ocean floor.. Confessions bring us to ecstasy and how these things happen I cannot explain....
Moving in every angle that is perfection that breaks every camera lense.. ..
The crowd can’t take their eyes off of you..
My breaths are for you ..
Die with me and cross into novacaine.