Your cerebrum must be cracked,
from the chemical smoke stacks which
also induce memory lapse of when I had your back.

Soaked my heart’s ****, in a mineral bath. In
relationships took Aves,
I shouldn’t have.

Received no rewards for bending over backwards.
Relieved myself from every body else just to protect himself.

Scientific positive findings have me covering my walls with positive writing

Quick incision from the commissioned mortician have
you quickly bleeding out from internal systems

Surgical precision, the mortician’s decision,
Split your vision, now your system’s in submission.

I broke a million pens copy-writing
all these gems

the knowledge of 1 million tablets on a ***** mammoth speaking an ancient language,
****,
its hard to break old habits.

blunts rolled,
on the searched for my brethren's of old,
his thirst for family is out of control

Got here on the merits
of my own talents,

One sip of the holy chalice
balanced my unbalanced malice.

Now gifted with the knowing
of everyone's coming and goings,
Cursed with eyes wide open.

Awoken to his cosmic cells,
On a course to become his future self, all from mastering words far too well. 

The Dawn swings in,
Church bells rings,
Heaven cheers for him
as he floats upon wind.
Look at him ascend
Twin angel wings,
Now attached to both his limbs.

Never dared to reveal
how much I cared,
Guess I’m just to scared.

Laughed as we listen to
old songs and sang along,
haven’t felt like this in so very long.

But I bury the words, leave them unsaid,
lock them away in the back of my head.
Because if she knew, if she saw me bare,
would she stay, or disappear like air?

So never do I dare
reveal how much I care.
Guess I’m just to scared.