She takes another drag
As she gazes out her window
Preparing soon to gag
Numb from head to toe
She cant stop this constant urge
With every binge comes a purge
Only then may she rest her head
Finally allowed to go to bed
Much needed rest
Her Consequence for
Looking her best

Just a girl that dreams of sun flowers
But cant escape these rain showers
Shes forever been waiting the day
That ana will truly go away
Somedays so dark and so long
Inside she knows it's all wrong
Addy made her such a go getter
Without her how can she get better
She knew her heart was in great danger
But dear addy made her feel like a power ranger
She tries to silence the devil in her head
Knowing she could've ended up dead

How could I bare to see
Her flesh in a box
The woman who birthed me
My mommy, my rock
Through this rhyme
Please fight your head
For it is NOT your time
To forever rest in bed

She claims she is her hero
Just stay a size zero
She promises her happiness
Here we go, back to this
There's no way to shut her out
She feeds you with self doubt
Will there ever come a day
That she'll really go away...

Rex takes her pain away
Killing her more each day
Rex knows just what to say
So she'll give in anyway
Rex is now a part of her
Going on 3 years
Rex her secret cure
She keeps away her tears

Overwhelmed with anxiety
From expanding her variety
Of what she has consumed
The whole day now ruined
They say just take a bite
Not understanding the fright
Secretly she'll panic
Feeling gigantic
Automatically she hears her
Screaming look in the mirror
She says, again today you fail
Don't bother to step on that scale
She makes her keep it quiet
Claiming It will start a riot
She promises my happiness
As I grow Grotesqueness
Demands that I obey
Smile, pretend I'm okay

She was a delicate flower
He the devil with power
She knew she had to let him go
In her eyes it will always show
The shattered pieces he left her in
Again she lost him to an addiction
This one different then the last
She wishes to erase him from her past
This time she lost her soul
She wants out of the black hole
She wished to be enough
His diamond in the rough
She never strived to be perfect
Until he made her feel worthless
She got high off the feeling
Of hunger
It was her way of healing
No wonder
Shell slowly pick out each thorn
From everytime he chose ****

It's okay
Light your matches
And I'll rise
From the ashes
Her flames
Tsunami waves
Suffocate
First hit was fate
Her poison
Running thru my veins
Faster than cancer
She Rotted my brain