In a manner of dreaming I was Happy
Seeing you holding my hands
Smiling at me even when I close my Eyes
Being with you is my greatest Joy

Telling you about what I really feel
No holding backs even if isn't real
Although dating you is a mere illussion
But there's no doubt in my realm of creation

A moments that is surely unthinkable to happen
Is what I'm seeing in Front of my Imagination
So I want keep this memory of our deep passion
That is why I'm writing this before it's forgetten

I Love you with all my words till where it can reach
I Love you with a hand that can only speak
I Love you, and I hope you can read this piece
Hoping that I can give it Before this Ends.

Then I woke up in the afternoon,
As I was Crying in realization
That a girl that I was with
Is not someone I can get.

Tell me the reason of my anxiety,
The great pain that is inside of me,
The voices within my head,
A shout that is in need.

Constantly thinking about the moments we met,
That is causing me to sink in the greatest depths.
Feelings that cannot be contained is about to erupt,
That always cause disparities and regrets when it quiets.

How great it is to possess such treasure,
The weight of my love is hard to measure,
As to the past of all of my failures,
This is the only time that I can see the future.

Captive by the Painting in the mural wall.
Seeing a masterpiece greater than them all
I'm Stuck admiring your beauty in a distant place,
Constantly, inside in my galary of thoughts.

Tell me the reason of my anxiety,
The great pain that is inside of me,
The voices within my head,
A shout that is in need.

Constantly thinking about the moments we met,
That is causing me to sink in the greatest depths.
Feelings that cannot be contained is about to erupt,
That always cause disparities and regrets when it quiets.

How great it is to possess such treasure,
The weight of my love is hard to measure,
As to the past of all of my failures,
This is the only time that I can see the future.

Know that I'm not willing to taint this precious Piece,
Because I know that you will be beautiful as you are,
So, Here I am admiring your beauty in a distant place
Constantly, inside in my galary of thoughts.

A girl that doesn’t mind to anything
You only have your phone as your everything
Not knowing that sometimes I was staring
Attracted to the presence that you are exuding

I want to approach you immediately
But was overcome by my anxiety
I just want to stare and check at you silently
but I can’t avoid to satisfy this curiosity.

I want to first apologize for invading in your world
although insignificant, I was probably an annoying one
Thank you for providing me a space
In a completely occupied place
and thank you again for letting me
a stranger to pass by in your life

It was saddening that in this night
the moon is more beautiful than it was yesterday
I cant even share you this wonderful scenery
Maybe, it was just an admiration of a moon lover.

we start off by seeing each other
just like fate brought you and me together
didnt know you and me were going to a road of forever
Thinking that life is also seems like a little nicer

I didnt know how you love me
it's just a surprise when it came to be
then I cant think clearly
because I only experience it rarely

and then years pass by
you made yourself as a key
to the lock and chains that restrain me
and I now know how I love you

me who never know that love exist in my vocabulary
when I search it in my dictionary
It came up as just some sort of neccesity
that other use when it is neccesary

then I came into realization
when I start choosing you as my relation
that things arent simple
that im just a newbie
acting like some sort of a veteran

but you show me the ropes
leading and teaching me new things
experiencing together with my first
and wishing that you will gonna be my last

On the first day I became a moon lover,
A new discovery that is full of wonders
Lying down dreaming at the starry night,
Gazing on the vast universe full of stars,

Me who first sight at the beauty of the Moon
Every shapes and angles are like a carved out gem,
A luminous orb that shines in the stillness of the dark,
Keeping my sanity in it's bright moonlight

Here I am sitting in the Moonlake,
Thinking what it feels like to have you in my hands,
A pond where it mirrors the beauty of the night,
Fishing your reflection just to grasp your light,

The Dillusions of wanting to have someone
Is the same as the blue moon in the sky
But still here I am admiring this moon although, it doesn't bright as much as it was than before.

Magellan Circumnavigate the world
To find something more precious than gold
Seven ships sailed across the seas
Only one came back and claim it's victory

On the other hand, I found you
A treasure among the jewels
More precious than refined gems
And a value that surely I, cannot get.

Sailing across the Ocean
Experiencing different Emotion
Regrets, Pains and Disparities
I see you smiling at others and I'm at ease

In this poem where I can say anything
Even the story of you and me
Well, That will not gonna happen
Even in dreams I am far too Broken

Have you ever wondered about these childish thoughts on what it is like to float in the sky?
The thoughts of birds chirping and feeling the butterflies fluttering? Seeing the world as bright and colorful as if wanting to paint the fireworks in the sky but only stays for a moment then you can say goodbye. Do you remember what it is like when you happily swing a wooden sword on the grass? as if you're a knight on a mission, imagining your fighting a dragon attempting to rescue a person. All of this might be wonders, illusions, or imaginations. As childish as it might be, curiosity got the best of me, wanting to know what it is like to be written in someones poetry.

A love that cannot be expressed
Don't have the courage through words
Writing it all in this poem
Using this unsightly facade

I acquire the smallest kindling of bravery
As it is still igniting, I don't want it to pass by
This feelings that is troubling inside me
Is afraid to take the risk to face reality

Don't mind this words of mine
Losing the weights is far better
Than to gasp for air everytime
And to live a life at peace knowing that I say this atleast