Get my head right
Just like in jail ******* up my appetite
Man this **** is suicide
Give up your only pride
And when you do you'll realize
There's no apple in my eyes
For I have cried every last flavor so there's a lack of color
That's why I'm always mad you *******
***** *** *** don't even know
(Don't even know)
Don't need the problems so just go
(Problems are a big no no)
All about that money
Eyes stay ******
Just to see the world different cause its so ugly
Swerving lanes gets me car sick
But it don't faze Carson
Army strong like a martian
Feeling alive getting it in tight
Smiling through the ******* you know its alright
Hide my soul so I wouldn't be leavin
Smoke bowls in the morning and blunts in the evening
Oh yes I inhale ****
Wrecking these mics cause my flows are so real
***** im so chilled
Since my birth the day I came to earth
There was a burst of hate that got worse.

Wondering why everything is so slow
Mind blown and eyes steady be low
Smiling at me when I bust out the show
But why is you happy when you don't even know
What ima rep
Don't disrespect my set
Aim for checks before you aim for ***
Don't understand the difference between what we call a friend
All the ******* **** and stress will end
So why put up with other peoples ******* don't start or begin
See I'm the type of guy that laughs at his mistakes
So excuse me while I laugh in your face
Put you in your place
Ain't got not problems when I lace
Up that blunt
So much pounds waiting to be delivered out my trunk
Sand between my toes sun in my face everyday
What can I say
I ain't been this chilled ever since my birthday
Its hard to live life when it brings you down
Feels like your in maze but can't find air while you drown
Fat like Biggie and buff like Pac
Walking the streets strapped with my glock
How it is when you walk them blocks.

My grandma died in 08
But it was to soon God was that her fate
Left me alone in this world that's cold
Iv learn to move on the more I get old
But I cant stop of stress that you are gone
I can't believe its been this long
And everyday that passes I think of you
My desire to do good choices is cause of you
R.
I.
P.
These emotions still **** with me
And every single emotion is invisible where you can't see
I wish she was alive
Without her things are never right
I wish you would of took my life
(I pray, God you should of took my life)
Since my brother died I ain't been right since
Now I would rather spend
Life with them where I'm happy without 1 cent
And when my father died, I discovered my moms has lied
R.
I.
P.
All of these emotions are ******* with me
And all of these emotions are invisible where you can't see
I wish they were alive
Things without them is never right
God?
Why not take my life
(Why take them and not my life).

You go and call my digits
Expecting a visit
I tell you listen
I made a decision
What the point in playing this game
When I'm to ashamed
When the anger runs through my veins
Don't **** with me, and if you do you'll ******* too
Please forgive me, I'm sorry I hurt you
Saying that while I'm on one knee
Nothing to say so you don't speak
I see a guy replacing me since I been gone
I guess it hasn't takin you to long to finally move on
So I guess I'll do the same
And now you mad cause iv changed
Got a job and a new girl
But why you mad when you ****** up my world
Don't say you miss me, when your the reason I'm gone
Sorry but you know when I'm mad I just write songs
I know I'm a **** up
But you know my story and how I grew up
So don't say "I thought you were different" ***** shut the **** up
I'm done and its over
I'm a **** not a lover
*******!!

I'm so high but I feel so low
See people say they care but I feel so low
That's why I'm stuck smoking this dro
What the **** am I crying for
I can't chill cause my mind is sore
Fighting off the demons in my head causing a war
Man I don't even know what the **** is real anymore
I'm losing sleep
Cut bad and the wounds is deep
Hot headed because my blood begins to heat
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I just a ******* that doesn't know his own life
Am I just a ******* that doesn't know what's right
Cause if I am I don't deserve to live
Treated so many people wrong the guilt is big
But ******* I'm back
Say it louder
IM BACK
***** *** ***** *** ***** little ****
no my vocabulary ain't good one bit
I say what the **** I like
if you ain't like it taste the bottom of my nikes
cause I'll kick your *** in the ******* face
Put you *** back in your place
If you trippin better fix your lace
Don't make the mistake
Cause when I'm back
Louder!!
***** *** ***** when I'm back
I'm out of my mind like all the time
And all the time I'm in my mind
Don't bring your ******* to me they'll learn
Cause everything you say in hell will burn
Don't decide, if its a lie
don't cry, put the ******* aside
take your time, and everything will be fine.

Its so ****** old
Havin this dream running down the road
With demons hunting me
Will I ever see what I'm suppose to see
In life, am I alright
These dreams seem to ****** with me
And I cry upon what is left of me
And what ever it is baby its yours to keep
But they leave me blind
Controlling my body cause I'm trapped in mind
Will things ever be simple and fine
This dark road, is getting old
I look to my right, darken is there and nothing in sight,
And then I look to my left, still darkness won't y'all give it rest
I'm in my mind
Because I'm blind
Nothing is fine
The dark road, its getting old
Its getting old, running down this road.

You need to learn to live and learn to love
Ain't many opportunities to get a hug for the ones you love
Cause one day they be gone
And so will you life ain't that long
So make everything count that comes around
Dap a pound of love so you won't hit the around
Life is to short to be sad and mad
Wish of all the things that you wish you had
You need to get out and get some
Ain't no chances in life but just one
So take it, replace it
To a new innervation
They say yolo but is that the meaning of life
you only live once well I guess that right
But you need to stop doing all the drugy ****
Finish school sit back a study the ****
Pass the class with flying colors
Don't give a **** about a *******
and you'll be good
gangster while you smart still keep it hood