Dark, Dark, Dark

I'm all alone in the dark

Can someone shed some light,

To my very dark life?

I saw you with another man
I heard you talking to someone

I've mastered the act of silent crying
For I'm doing it quite sometime

Do you know how it hurts?
Seeing you with someone else

But I guess I'm that martyr in disguise
Coz' I'm still loving you time to time.

Looking at you
Is like looking to my future
I can see it so clearly
But still unpredictable.

Selfish me as always
I badly want you back
If time is all I need
I'll cry a blood for it

Maybe this is wishful thinking
That you smiling back to me
But probably mindless dreaming
That me holding you again

I don't know if you already knew
If there's anything I can do
No question asks
I will do it for you

No RMT, PhD or MD can replaced
A title God entitled me to be
As ' The Grand Daughter ' to you
As I will always be

Numb,
Hurt,
I don't know what to feel
All I know is that I'm in pain for real

Starbucks be like mermaid
Mermaid who looks like maid
I don't know what to say
It is their logo anyway

I guess it's just a dream
No you, no me
But Is it bad to dream?  
That maybe someday
Me and you be together again?