You know what I mean
Keyz to my heart

It's like if we keep dumping all our time and energy into these computers, forever and ever or until the sun won't shine (for whatever reason,) everything will just instantly get better for everyone somehow...even though it hasn't happened yet, even though this has been going on for so long.

This family busted its whole **** *** just to give ya what ya deserved, boy!!!!!!!

I wish I would just have a heart-attack right now or something
I bet this is how Aaron Shwartz felt
All they can do is hurt us and put us in trouble and keep us there
The bad thing
The shadow we can't escape

It's a serious question...I just published a poem and quickly realized that I had accidentally said a swear-word, so I quickly hit the edit button and censored myself cuz I don't wanna get kicked off here...just like I get kicked off everywhere
I was suspended from Twitter for life, even though I'm a really good purse son, who loves people and actually carez
I should just hang myself cuz the people who own and operate twitter hate my gutzzzzzz

Your only mom just died, even though she was your only real friend, and now you have nothing and no one?
Sorry about that...I'll be there for you...as soon as I get back from buying more computers at Best Buy.

Am I waiting for an explosion?
Has that been the point all along?
No, man...probably not
I don't know
I don't know what I want
Just what I like and even that is only a half truth
The whole truth is that I have always known what I like and/or want in life
But just have not always been able to get it for whatever reason
Life is full of reasons and variables
It's all about algebra at the end of the day, my frendz
Algebra is all about bringing the pieces together and understanding it all based on what you do not yet know

We get what we ask for, even if it's the last thing we wanted; that simple fact can cause you endless laughter and tears
You'll drown and choke on all and/or nothing so long
Just like me and everyone still here

Sometimes, we really do drive off into the endless sunset and you make every simple moment of life worth it.

You got it backwards if you think I owe you something
I have to take my poemz seriously or no one else will
Just like my life
I have everything except for true romance and I just have to accept that
I always wanted to fall in love with some beautiful and smart, amazing woman, who actually liked me for who I am and everything **** *** just never happened
Not for me, bra

Sometimes I wish I lived in NYC (which is only forty minutes away from me) just so I could always have somewhere to go...not many things are open around here at night time. In the Big Apple...I would always be able to find an AA or NA meeting to go to when I felt bored and/or anxious; I love the meetings because it gives me a chance to listen and speak to the people.

You're so bitter
You hate me because I don't love you
It's funny
Funny and sad

Everything is probably my fault, so it's okay to blame me, like some sort of beautiful Amy who will not forgive me; even though she said she would or did or whatever.
I am so stupid.
I remind her of her father, even though I was hoping that I reminded her of her future husband or something.
Whatever.
Marriage is for gay people

Let the river take me away
I want to be taken
Let the light shine on me
I want to be naked
For all to see
Oh, no!
That is indecent
Cover yourself, fool!
That is their critique of recent
But I hate my life
& so say let the river take me away
I want to be taken
Let the light shine on me
I want to be naked

I realized last night before sleeping that perhaps you were always dead and I am no different

I haven't even been around the block yet
She haz
That's the differ ants between me and Dare All Hanna
Hanna means grace...basically
My name is seriously budd fox
**** know...I am not reel late tad to Char Lee She nnnnnnn hahahaha

My stomach burns
I have a bit of indigestion and it's making me feel like I should just buy a gun from Walmart and blow my **** brains out or something
I am so sick of life and all these minor discomforts that we all have to experience together
I'm so sick of it
My stomach burnzzzzzz, mama!

Can I be the lucky one today
And just move on
With nothing
Nothing to lose or gain
No more confused her
Telling me I choose her pain

There's a chance that Taylor Swift is on here and loves my poems.

I don’t want to go back to my old life because I am so sick of it. Sick of it being so old and dying. Why won’t it ever be young and fresh and lively? That’s the way I want it to be or feel, even though I don’t always act like I care. I do care, so much, even though it seems like I don’t.
It is not my job to feel lonely
Is this the office of Bill Bates? Does anyone else know who that is? Ever heard of him? I have? I mean...eye halve ;-)

You got a ticket to kiss my **** ***, hard, *****

What will be the price I pay
For letting you slip away
Into my darkened cave
Where I will always be alone
& does my weakness show
From knowing what I know
Knowing there's no way
I could ever make it change
I'm falling down
From the sound of your voice
Ringing in my ears tonight
I don't wanna be awake anymore
I'm falling down now
From that look in your eyes
Staring at me like I was the ugliest man alive
I'm falling hard now and there's nothing I can do
Except for think of all the things I'll never do with you

To you
Who leave me
Alone
When I need someone the most
You say it's for the best
You're putting me to a test
But I don't care
When I fail anymore
Oh, can't you see
You're making a monster out of me
I don't wanna eat
I just wanna sleep
I don't wanna wake
I just wanna dream

Don't let that crap in again cuz none uh that crap is every gonna happen again
We raised ya write
It's yer own **** fault you like plucking that there devi's fiddle, pa

What does the word cannon mean? I’ll have to look it up here in a bit. From the dawn of time we came moving silently down through the centuries.
The few who remain will battle to the last.
Hear we are! Born to be kings! We’re the princess of the universe.
Fighting to survive in a world with the dark cast pow hers.
Hear we belong! Fighting fur survival.
I am immortal.
Whatever the date is doesn’t matter to me.
I love Donald Trump so much; he is one of my many personal heroes.
Fell hen knee charge jazz.
We are THIS close. Alright? I have to come hair.
What do you want? Do you want the truth? ******. If you lied, you would have an easier time getting what you wanted.
I puked in a trash-barrel. Print-screen button...very aweesome!
I’m just not willing to say that everything I’ve ever done is a bad thing. No one can stop me but me. People act like ******* and then wonder why they get treated like a bunch of worthless *******.
It’s so stupid that I’m waiting for an AA meeting to begin when I’m not even a real alcoholic. Vulnerability really freaks people out these days.
Is it real? I think so. You don’t have any cats. No. I like that. Questions and statements.
A distant ship’s smoke on the ***** eyes sin. Zen. Her eyes Zen. I caught a fleeting glimpse outta duh corn hair hove ma eyes. Duh dream iz goine. Eye halve bee *** *** fort tab lee numb.
It’s not exactly a dream-job. My **** is working...overtime. You’re not cracking up, are ya? I’m not ******* surprised. Yer getting reassigned. *** sign duh.
Look...for me...you gotta lay low. What good am I to you if you don’t listen to me?

Flowerz ****...i do not see the appeal.

I don't want to be in trouble anymore! I'd rather just ******* die! I'm not afraid of death! I am afraid of life!

Gordon Geko just called me from his beach phone, collect, which doesn't even make much sense to me because he is so much richer than I am. My phone bill is going to be so expensive this month. The year is nineteen eighty five and my name is Bud Fox.

I could not reach out to you
Though I wanted to
I loved you so much
I still do
I cannot speak to you in this life
All I can do is emulate our life together and type into these machines

Valentine's Day has such a star-studded cast. Can you people even believe how many big names are in the movie?

i COULDN'T save him
My brother
No;thing kills me more than that
I should diy

Do you even know what you really believe in or are you just convinced you're write? You ain't. I am. I am the righter and you are just one more pathetic, little, marginally talented writer.

It's raining computers over here!
I basically got motherboards popping out my ***

It hertz

They give and take everything to and from you
They **** you and break you down
Just because it happened to them

I am bound to a wheelchair
Okay, that is a lie
But I do drive a Cadillac
It has a wheel and there's a chair I sit behind
It's a wheelchair
I win

I'm actually feeling really great today, despite yesterday's sad and dramatic events; the pills really do work...over time.
I was on Vyvanse, which is an amphetamine, for a couple years and that stuff made me feel great but I eventually started abusing it a bit and I got really skinny and my teeth almost started falling out and I probably almost died or something. My thoughts were definitely getting more and more horrible and sad or whatever. An knee weigh...too make a long story short, I got sent to the hospital and they made me ween myself of the amps.
Now I'm on Prozac and seer eh quill...because I might have skit sow fray knee ugh or bipolar or both or whatever.
Anyway, the good news is this...I feel like a million bucks today! Got amazing sleep :-) <3 (-:

Do not stand up for what you don't believe in lest you'd be easily knocked down

Don't be afraid
I'm so high above your head
I am above trees
Above every cloud

It's so painful for ash ton kutcher when he finds out that jessica ale bah doesn't really wanna marry him...painful to watch.

Do you hate the new me
Or am I old
Do you feel a sense of glee
When my happiness is sold

I hardly ate anything at all today...just been drinking coffee and smoking cigarrets...which ain't too grate for my nutritions but I'm sure I will survive because I've been living this way for so long.
I should eat...I want some burgers or something...and fries.

Reel hat hit tea is crash sing to the ground

I feel like just ripping my hair oiut or something...problem is, I recently got it cut really short

Even the man who ***** me when I was eleven, I forgive

I cannot live or go on without you but I do
I create false lives of us in my mind and reside there whenever possible
But people want me to have a life or something
I don't care
I forgive all

I don't choose her pain
She chooses what she needs
I am not the stain of pain
That haunts her when she bleeds
Period
.

I forgive
I do
I live and forgive all of you

What was I thinking about just now?
Oh yeah...I was smoking some bogies, out on my front porch (out there in the beautiful sunshine of this summer day (is it even really summer yet or still just spring? Am I seriously within the parrenthses of a parenthense right now? I seriously don't know how to spell the word parrenthesis? What hell!) here in God's state of PA) and realizing that Snake Mania is the funnest game I ever played on Facebook probably.
I only have one friend on FB and that's my boy, MPow...he lives out in Vegas...and he's the only purse son left on the web that I trust at all.

I have no life and I have given everything to people who...I don't know
But I forgive
My faith is in god and I have surrendered

I don't want to be a good criminal
I want to get away with nothing
I don't want to be a criminal at all
I want to move from this state
I am not needed here