Do not stand up for what you don't believe in lest you'd be easily knocked down

Duh broke can clock is ugh *** fort
Sticky

It's like if we keep dumping all our time and energy into these computers, forever and ever or until the sun won't shine (for whatever reason,) everything will just instantly get better for everyone somehow...even though it hasn't happened yet, even though this has been going on for so long.

I'm actually feeling really great today, despite yesterday's sad and dramatic events; the pills really do work...over time.
I was on Vyvanse, which is an amphetamine, for a couple years and that stuff made me feel great but I eventually started abusing it a bit and I got really skinny and my teeth almost started falling out and I probably almost died or something. My thoughts were definitely getting more and more horrible and sad or whatever. An knee weigh...too make a long story short, I got sent to the hospital and they made me ween myself of the amps.
Now I'm on Prozac and seer eh quill...because I might have skit sow fray knee ugh or bipolar or both or whatever.
Anyway, the good news is this...I feel like a million bucks today! Got amazing sleep :-) <3 (-:

Yer name means ******* in every language

Only god can help me now and forever, probably
Every time I put all my faith into myself I lose faith in basically everything, especially myself

Don't let that crap in again cuz none uh that crap is every gonna happen again
We raised ya write
It's yer own **** fault you like plucking that there devi's fiddle, pa

No one seems to wanna stay with her but me but anyone can just come along and say that about me and it'd probably be true
I don't know her and she doesn't know me but we do love each other on a spiritual level and I honestly believe her soul is purely dive and pure <3

Do you hate the new me
Or am I old
Do you feel a sense of glee
When my happiness is sold

I just need Gordon Geko to finally realize I exist and acknowledge me within the financial community or I won't ever have enough money to finally impress my dad
It is true that people, including my dad, have informed me that money isn't all that matters but I don't trust people (not even myself) and don't really believe and/or care about the things that they say to me
AT the end of the day...one things matters...and that's money!

I don't choose her pain
She chooses what she needs
I am not the stain of pain
That haunts her when she bleeds
Period
.

I realized last night before sleeping that perhaps you were always dead and I am no different

No one can help me with my mommy issues, not even my mommy

I obviously wish I always was a good person, who did good things and make great decisions but that's just not the case, even though I want it to be. Sorry. I'm being so redundant again...I guess this is just one of my many defense-mechanisms.
Things when from pretty good to pretty bad pretty **** fast today; it all started with an argument with my little sister...I don't see her much and we just clash negatively these days. So much crap in my head.

Sometimes, we really do drive off into the endless sunset and you make every simple moment of life worth it.

I forgive
I do
I live and forgive all of you

It does hurt and always has
Other people's pain hurts more than my pain and always has
My mind won't stop showing me faces of sadness and pain on my loved one's faces sometimes

Line after line.
The object is neither to remember or forget.
Good and evil are pretty easy to discern. People are full of **** all the ******* time. Sweet dreams, as opposed to sour or sorrowful or sad.
What does that matter?
Deep ends.
I’m sure you know by now. I am taking life’s processes so seriously. Should I? I need to work on my car. I am having a grea morning.

Your only mom just died, even though she was your only real friend, and now you have nothing and no one?
Sorry about that...I'll be there for you...as soon as I get back from buying more computers at Best Buy.

Don't be afraid
I'm so high above your head
I am above trees
Above every cloud

Even the man who ***** me when I was eleven, I forgive

Sometimes it can be so good
Other times so wrong
When it comes to good I wish it would
Be extra good so long
Me love you long time
Me so *****!!!!!!

The truth shall set you free, even though honesty can get you killed; the secret is to not fear death

Why should I even bother doing things?
I shouldn't because people will not like me no matter what I do.
I just got invited to one of Madonna's famous beach-parties but I don't feel like going because Madonna is old and ugly and has a huge gap in her teeth and I bet her breath stinks really bad

It's better to just **** me than allow me to live with your pain in my brain because I'll accidentally smother with kindness trying to make up for it

They give and take everything to and from you
They **** you and break you down
Just because it happened to them

We have nothing to fear **** the fear that no one cares about the redundant and simple truth of that anymore
People want to be afraid or something because it's all that's left
I don't know but I do
This is the worst poem yet
I ****
I kiss
Mouths and necks
I blow it all on her
Every her in time

This family busted its whole **** *** just to give ya what ya deserved, boy!!!!!!!

You don't have to fall
But you can fly
You can fly with God and I
You can really fly!
You don't have to die
But you can dream
You can stay awake and dream or fall asleep
But you can really fly!

Can I be the lucky one today
And just move on
With nothing
Nothing to lose or gain
No more confused her
Telling me I choose her pain

I would never actually **** myself on purpose but there's been so many times in my life when I wished I had a gun or cyanide pills so I could just end it all very quickly and I don't think I'm alone in this.
I hate when people ask "are you okay?" because people are the reason people are not okay.

Her boyfriend
He don't know that I'm her girlfriend
I'm a 33 year old male lesbian
Who licks her sweet crevacis all night long
Me so *****!
Yes!
Me love you long times!!!!!

You are so famous
People read your name
It's written in the human condition
And every hue man is lame

I cannot live or go on without you but I do
I create false lives of us in my mind and reside there whenever possible
But people want me to have a life or something
I don't care
I forgive all

Whether we do good or bad, we always have to be ourselves, which is bad when we're bad and good when we're good and I'm not just saying so to be simple-hearted or coy or whatever; it really is that simple. I almost just got thrown back into the hospital but chose to have my parents and siblings just press legal charges against me this time; the trooper said there's not enough hard-evidence to drag me in but did end up writing a citation against me for harassment. This really is a crazy country but I love it.

Friday night is gone again and I feel the way I used to then
Take my time to get to bed
Though I wished that you were here instead
But it's all lies tonight and every other night

No one can ever save us on time

What is someone as smart, wise, beautiful and talented as Taylor Swift actually had a crush on me?
I seriously would just play it cool and not blow it, everyone
I just would wanna be whatever her ideal is

Let me leave
I don't want to be in your *** penny
It is not worth anything to me
It's disgusting

I wish the real Taylor Swift wood fall in love with me and we could get married; she would honestly probably like me and fall head-over-heels in love if she actually took the time to become aware of my existence and actually wanted to get to know the real me.

I am bound to a wheelchair
Okay, that is a lie
But I do drive a Cadillac
It has a wheel and there's a chair I sit behind
It's a wheelchair
I win

I feel like watching the movie Valentine's Day
Even though it has Ashton Koochair
Because the real Taylor Swift is in the movie
I wish she cared about me enough

All you do is think about yourself
Even though you don't think you're selfish
It's disgusting
You make me sick
You are poison that kills
You never heal
k

Here, I bought you a big bag  of computers of all makes and models, new computers and used

I only want the new ones

You don't get to make that decision for this family

I won't
Worry
Cuz it don't change a thing
When I hurry
And I can't change the wind
I know
And it blows!
But hey
I'm losing you today

I am so sick of Gordon Geko acting like I don’t even matter in the financial community; I need him to respect me or I’ll never have enough money to finally impress my dad enough into realizing that I am not a mistake!

Oh, the house is on fire?
Let's buy more computers

I know everything but what you know or not.

The computers don't even have any real money inside of them, everyone, even though so many of us dumped so much real time and money into these machines; I think it's funny...funny and sad.

It was always about me until it never was and perhaps that's how it always is
I cannot say with full surety
But I know my pain along the way was real and I often could hardly ever breathe psychologically