Don't catch me when I fall please!
I can't chance you dropping me
let me fall, and let me break!
Ill drag my pieces back together
but don't you catch me in your groundless
love.

Till now I wasn't sure if I ever loved anything.

I loved you.

we weren't written in some ancient constellation in the sky
but we configure and connect with cool mellow vibes
like the motion of the sea and the pull of the tides  
and tho we drifted apart over time
i feel your connection moving and swaying over mine
and i know you'll be fine
we'll meet again.

clouds
blue skies
grab me and pull me in
keep me warm
hold my hand
clouds
blue skies

I don't want a heart
If it causes me to feel
I don't want
These tears if they won't allow
Me to drown
no one will understand
My smiles
Are screams for help without
Sound.

the night walked me home
i wasn't anxious to escape
the keen nights blow that
chilled my bone.
so i carried myself
with feeble legs
houses lit like jackle lanterns
the light inside
with shadow figures
drowning all crystal stars
with bottles of liqour.
i walked home

I've tried everything
but not a single thing  
can fill the space you left
faintly killing me
I've written it all
but trash cans full of crumpled poetry wont
empty out these growing thoughts
surrounding friends don't understand
and the morning sunrise had lost its cost.
I stood there empty and watched you walk.