I hate the way
you make me feel about me,
And all the things
I wish I could be.
You slay my name
You slay my dreams
You ruin all of my self esteem.
I can't do it right
I always get it wrong
Sometimes I wonder
If you'd even notice I'm gone.
The worst part is
I love you so
I just wish you could see
Why I feel so low.
You never listen
You're always right.
Nothing else matters
As long as you win the fight.
I hate the battles
I hate the war,
I wish there could be
So much more.
I'm afraid to say
How I really feel,
But I need to move on
And take time to heal
As much as I wish
You'd turn a new leaf,
I'm thinking that maybe
I should probably just leave.
This is my goodbye
For just a little while.
I need to find myself
And someone who makes me smile.
Never forget
I love you so dear.
But I love myself more
I love myself dear.