Katt - Hello Poetry

Aug 2015

Ameliorate

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I've lived a thousand lives
And died a thousand deaths
Within the pages of my notebooks
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Katt May 2015

I sing because I want to ease the pain
I sing because it calms me
I sing because I want to
I sing to escape from life
I sing because I need to
I sing to tell a story
I sing till I can't
I sing because I love to

~Katt

Katt May 2015

Maze of My Mind

My mind, its like a maze
Every time I think I do something right
It always ends up wrong.
Its like I'm stuck in my head and can't get out
I'm lost in a maze, how do I get out?
My head how can it be so hard to figure it out
It is my head?
Every way I turn its a dead end
I can't scream for help because no one can hear me
I can't get out of my own maze
The one I created in my head how do I break down the walls
How can it be so hard to get out of a maze I created myself?
Help me please, escape my maze of my mind
So I can finally do things right.

~Katt

Katt May 2015

Demon's On My Wall

As I lay in my room pushing my face into my pillow to hide it from the light coming through my window I feel a shiver going up my spine
The shadows on the wall never stop following me,
I feel so alone
Everywhere I look its like a sign pointing in every direction saying LOST
I don't know where to go from this point,
Everyone acts like I don't matter
Its like I'm lost in the dark, NEVER letting light in
Always hiding from it
It feels like I'm in chains,
Ones that belong to the shadows on the wall
The ones that NEVER stop following me
They always seem to be pulling me back into the dark
Right after I get into the light again
When will these demon's stop following me?

~Katt

Katt May 2015

What Everyone Wants

It feels like there tearing out my soul from my body
Everything seems like it's failing, my life
So I cut myself looking for a cure
A cure for my pain
I think suicide but then i second guess myself
I want to live but also to stop the pain
Why do they keep doing this to me?
Why don't they stop?
I'm tired of being treated like I'm a nobody
All I wanted was what everyone else wants,
To be accepted and loved.

~Katt

Katt May 2015

Spring Feeling

Wouldn't it'd be great if all are feelings felt like we are standing in the middle of a blooming flower field after a rainy spring morning?

Katt May 2015

Toxic Tears

As I cry my tears burn my skin leaving scars behind them
Its as if I am crying toxic tears
Trying to fight and hold them in is harder then it seems
Everyday I feel so alone wasting all these toxic tears
I'm not sure why but I always cry
When I say i'm ok i really don't mean it
That's just part of the word brOKen.

~Katt