Want to see a fire?
  I set it myself
  Oh it’s just me?  
Watch me burn it all so everyone can see  
Oh I’m not loud enough?  
Feel this heat  
Want to see me hate you and me?  
Not a problem—I’ll cut this skin so you can see  
It feels good regardless if I solved them  
I like to see the blood pour till I can sleep  
I’ll take the pills
  I’ll make the problems  
A blissful pain to keep

I may not feel safe in this world but I am where she feels safest in this world

To be the universe in two tiny blue eyes
Oh what a gift and a cruse

Years of wishing of death to give birth to the fear of immortality.  

Not because I don’t want to abandon this world : yes I do but because I never want to abandon you

Oh what a burden to want to die but I cannot because I exist as the apple of your two little blue eyes

hate you for all that you faked
I hate you for praying for this take
I hate you for thinking you were bigger
I hate you for thinking you could hold this trigger

Be careful for what you wish for
It may come true
A fantasy you thought you could live through
Right here. Dreams do come true

I hate this
I hate bliss
I hate me
Without forgiveness