I feel him
pulsing in my brain
Not even trying to refrain
from taking over

He whispers thoughts
into my ears
Twisting all of the gears
inside my mind

I can't fight him
I'm just too weak
I can't even speak
the words that need to be said

My arm starts to move
In my hand is a knife
Striving to end the life
I never once had

The knife moves slowly
pressing against my skin
I feel him start to grin
as his victory is close

The cold presses in
around my body
The Demon laughs
as my light begins to dim

Am I not good enough for you?
How can I make myself better?

Is it because I shove my face in a book
Recreating my reality

Or is it because I don't have friends
Because no one wants to be around me

I'm so sorry I have medical ailments
Preventing me from doing anything

Maybe I should stop waiting
And just give up on all humanity

This poem has no meaning
It's literally a bunch of words
I don't mean to sound demeaning
I'm not going for any awards

The title is wacky
The lines rhyme
None of this makes sense
I'm wasting your time

Words jumble and mix
Put in no certain order
I don't think I can fix
Any of this disorder

Help me please
I'm running out
of lines

Oh look
It's breaking
Guess I'll
close it

The End?

This poem is untitled
Why?
Because it can be

What is a title
But a fancy name?
That's what she said

I go by Kasper
But my name is unknown
Just like where Elsa goes

This poem is very bad
I'm stating what's on my mind
I don't know what to do

So no harsh feelings?
Pretty please?
I'll just make this the end

You're right there
I can feel you
But you keep sneaking away
Out of my reach

My fingers brush against you
Feeling your silkiness
But again you move
Out of my reach

My pencil's in my hand
A paper is in front of me
I can feel your presence
Just out of my reach

Come closer to me
So I can hold you against me
But I cannot embrace you
Because you are out of my reach

Some people may know it
As a day to spread love
But I only know it
As a day to be alone

I sit in my room
Wrapped in a blanket
I cry myself to sleep
Always forever alone

So Happy Depression Day
A day to be alone
This isn't Valentine's Day
So just stay at home