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80 · Nov 2024
I Find a Body
Darkness is so close!
The night peeks around the corner,
black as the cup
of coffee
I usually drink at midnight.

Autumn? Before it returns,
I will be able to calm
prophetic dreams, to trap
the wind
that seizes life
with an icy, almost dead hand.

I want to see in you
a signpost that will reveal to me
the solution to this mystery.
My time loves
the needles of still young stars,
delights in the rain
that allows it to satisfy
its need for fear.

Why is there so much
sadness in your future?
Will I find a body
that was deliberately stolen?
76 · Nov 2024
I Cover Myself with You
I made a mistake by giving you
my loneliness. I didn't want to love
in such a way that insomnia
would become yours too.

Incarnate longing, come back
before I discover in you the immensity
of the purple star, of bottomless dreams,
of the yearly melancholy.

I cover myself with you
as if with my first breath, I hear your
whisper, so similar to the rustle
of firstborn tears. I close the window
behind me, I look for a world
too distant for my heart
to beat unimpeded.

I am trying to fly above borders
of the hills, above barricades
of light - so that the last flaw in me dies,
so that time, given to melancholy,
in incompatible words, awakens.

I would like to feed myself with
your distance, but I know that my body
cannot boast of touch.
I have overcome this night.
I will free myself from the stars.
75 · Nov 2024
The Overpopulated Lie
The Dark Messiah, I bring you
the Sun on a silver plater
of conscience, hungry for hope.
I give you back the tenderness,
fertility and freedom
that you constantly pursue.

I am not the same word
that escaped from your lips.
I do not associate myself
with the thought that wounds
the thin skin of the mind.

The Dark Messiah, take off
these shackles from yourself,
throw off the thorny shadow
from your back.
I will dance so that you will hear
about my existence.

I will fall in love with you
so much that all people will doubt
the proximity of heaven.
Distracted, enslaved by a glass dream,
I delight in the journey
of your hands on the map
of my body.

The Dark Messiah, I have found enough
truth in myself to resurrect
the overpopulated lie.
74 · Nov 2024
Ripe Ears of Rye
I hear the whisper of newborn thoughts.
I hear your words
touching chords of my loneliness.
With blossoming fingers
I comb desires,
so similar to ripe ears of rye
that will soon yield a harvest
in the form of faith, hope and passion.

I look at myself in the cracked mirror
of my gaze again - I enjoy the depths
of sea waves, emeralds
so painfully bottomless
that I lose control over my heartbeat.

My sleepless lips meet a kiss - a touch
so imprudent that the last stars
fall silent, the northern sky
kneels in mid-sentence,
the dawn tactfully turns its face away.

I do not want to admire you through
the cloudy glass of everyday life;
I demand all your senses,
the freshness of the first spring rain,
days never seen before,
a passion so fervent that the Sun
loses its shadow
and the night forgets to turn off the light.
59 · 2d
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In shadowed vale where sorrow's roots entwine,  
A young man wanders, heart bereft of light.  
The world, once vivid, draped in hues of joy,  
Now cloaks itself in gray, unyielding mist.  
Her name, a whisper on his trembling lips,  
Escapes like breath to skies that will not hear.  
Each step he takes, the earth seems cold, withdrawn,  
As if it mourns the warmth she took away.  

Her laughter, once a melody that danced  
Through mornings bright with promise, now is still—  
A silence louder than the tempest's roar.  
He sees her in the willow’s drooping grace,  
In starlight’s gleam, in rivers’ ceaseless flow,  
Yet none return the gaze he longs to meet.  
His hands, once held by hers in tender clasp,  
Now clutch the air, embracing only loss.  

The days stretch long, their hours carved in pain,  
Each moment etched with memories that sting.  
He questions why the heavens chose to rend  
His soul from hers, to sever love’s sweet chord.  
No answer comes; the silence is his judge,  
Condemning him to wander, incomplete.  
His heart, a vessel cracked, spills endless grief,  
Its contents pooling in the dark of night.  

Despair, a shadow, clings to every thought,  
Its weight a chain that binds him to the ground.  
He dreams of her, yet wakes to barren truth—  
The bed is cold, her pillow holds no trace.  
The world moves on, its rhythm harsh, unyielding,  
While he, a ghost, drifts through its careless tide.  
What purpose lingers in a life half-gone?  
What dawn could break to heal a wound so deep?  

Yet still he breathes, though every breath is pain,  
A testament to love that will not fade.  
Her absence carves a hollow in his soul,  
But in that void, her memory resides.  
He carries her, a burden and a gift,  
Through endless days, through nights that never end.  
And though despair may claim his fleeting hours,  
Her name, her love, remains his guiding star.
I'm delving into reality that will never
belong to us. I wrap myself
in the black fur of the night
to understand
how long someone
has to wait to renounce hope.

You come closer to me, I hear
the persistent whisper of your body.
I embrace dreams,
I enjoy the taste of thoughts.

Sewn to the breast of heaven,
I want to prove
to you that silence
is braver than a scream.

My heart is withering in me. Future
I didn't deserve is coming to an end.
Kiss me in remembrance.
Dress up my frozen heart.

Taken in by this desolate,
overworked planet,
I am in love with your sunrise.
The hour of resurrection
in me will be an introduction
to the past.

Light will not save me,
I will not free
myself from silence. Kiss me
the penultimate time, give me the touch
from which the bravest run away.
35 · 2d
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In shadows cast by fleeting mortal days,  
A young man lingers, heart with terror bound.  
His eyes, wide pools of dread, survey the world,  
Where every breath seems borrowed, every step  
A march toward the void that waits for all.  
Death haunts his thoughts, a specter cold and vast,  
Its silent jaws unyielding, ever near.  
He trembles at the thought of life's last spark,  
Of fading into nothing, lost to time,  
His name, his dreams, dissolved in endless dark.  

"Why must we die?" he cries to starlit skies,  
His voice a fragile thread in night's embrace.  
The heavens offer naught but silent gleam,  
Their ancient fires indifferent to his plea.  
He wanders through the streets, past faces worn,  
Each one a mirror of his own frail fate.  
The old, the sick, the joyous—all must fall.  
No wealth, no wit, no fervor can forestall  
The hand that claims the breath of rich and poor.  
He rails against this truth, his soul in strife.  

Yet in his fear, a question stirs within:  
What makes a life? What kindles heart and mind?  
He ponders spring, where buds burst forth in green,  
Their fleeting bloom a blaze of vibrant hue.  
The rose that wilts gives way to newer growth,  
Its petals strewn to nourish earth’s next dawn.  
He sees the river carve its winding path,  
Its waters ever-changing, yet the same,  
Each wave supplanted, yet the stream endures.  
Is life not born of limits, shaped by ends?  

If death were banished, would the heart still beat  
With urgent fire, with longing’s fierce desire?  
Would love still burn, if time could never fade?  
Would courage rise, if loss could not be known?  
He sees it now: the cradle holds the grave.  
The pulse of life is tethered to its close.  
Without the shadow, light would lose its glow;  
Without the end, beginnings could not be.  
Eternity would choke the fleeting now,  
And rob the soul of meaning’s fragile spark.  

He stands beneath the stars, no longer cowed.  
Though fear still lingers, softer now, subdued,  
He finds a quiet peace in life’s brief span.  
To live is to embrace the end’s approach,  
To dance within the circle of the years,  
Each moment sweeter for its swift farewell.  
The young man breathes, his heart no longer chained,  
And steps into the world, alive, afraid,  
Yet whole—his fear a thread within the weave  
Of life, where death and being intertwine.
30 · 2d
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In shadowed vale where sorrow's roots entwine,  
A young man wanders, heart bereft of light.  
The world, once vivid, draped in hues of joy,  
Now cloaks itself in gray, unyielding mist.  
Her name, a whisper on his trembling lips,  
Escapes like breath to skies that will not hear.  
Each step he takes, the earth seems cold, withdrawn,  
As if it mourns the warmth she took away.  

Her laughter, once a melody that danced  
Through mornings bright with promise, now is still—  
A silence louder than the tempest's roar.  
He sees her in the willow’s drooping grace,  
In starlight’s gleam, in rivers’ ceaseless flow,  
Yet none return the gaze he longs to meet.  
His hands, once held by hers in tender clasp,  
Now clutch the air, embracing only loss.  

The days stretch long, their hours carved in pain,  
Each moment etched with memories that sting.  
He questions why the heavens chose to rend  
His soul from hers, to sever love’s sweet chord.  
No answer comes; the silence is his judge,  
Condemning him to wander, incomplete.  
His heart, a vessel cracked, spills endless grief,  
Its contents pooling in the dark of night.  

Despair, a shadow, clings to every thought,  
Its weight a chain that binds him to the ground.  
He dreams of her, yet wakes to barren truth—  
The bed is cold, her pillow holds no trace.  
The world moves on, its rhythm harsh, unyielding,  
While he, a ghost, drifts through its careless tide.  
What purpose lingers in a life half-gone?  
What dawn could break to heal a wound so deep?  

Yet still he breathes, though every breath is pain,  
A testament to love that will not fade.  
Her absence carves a hollow in his soul,  
But in that void, her memory resides.  
He carries her, a burden and a gift,  
Through endless days, through nights that never end.  
And though despair may claim his fleeting hours,  
Her name, her love, remains his guiding star.
29 · 2d
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In shadows cast by twilight's fleeting glow,  
A young man sits, his heart in sorrow's grip.  
The world, a tapestry of muted hues,  
Lies heavy on his soul, a weight of dust.  
Why does the dawn, with all its golden fire,  
Bestow no warmth upon my weary frame?  

He gazes at the stars, those distant worlds,  
And questions whisper soft within his mind.  
What purpose binds my breath to this frail form?  
Does meaning linger in the winds that pass,  
Or is it but a phantom, ever fled?  
The oak that stands against the tempest's rage,  
Does it, too, wonder why it grows, or falls?  

His tears, like rivers, carve their silent paths,  
Each drop a query to the voiceless night.  
Is life a jest, a cruel and fleeting dream,  
Where joy is but a shadow of despair?  
Or does some hidden hand, unseen, unknown,  
Weave threads of fate to guide my faltering steps?  

The moon ascends, indifferent to his pain,  
Its silver light a mirror to his grief.  
He asks, what is this self that bears my name?  
A spark divine, or ash of cosmic chance?  
If I should fade, as morning dew from grass,  
Would echoes of my soul still linger here?  

Yet in his sorrow, something stirs within—  
A fragile hope, a ember yet to die.  
Perhaps the questions, not the answers sought,  
Are what define the heart that dares to feel.  
He rises, slow, beneath the starlit veil,  
And walks, though burdened, toward the unseen dawn.

— The End —