Life hurts
It breaks you down
Stomps on you
Flat out doesn't care about you

But what makes it worse is him
He changed me
Then he walked away
Left me for dust

My heart feels like an angry wasp has struck
Never have I felt this pain
How does someone cause such pain

It's sad
But move on because life doesn't care

Life used to be a nightmare
Never wanting to awake
Not ever leaving my room
Windows shut
Isolation

Then I met him

Now I wake with a smile
My windows swing open
Birds chirping warm my heart
I smile at everyone I pass on the street
He changed me

It's no longer a nightmare but like I'm sleep walking in a great dream

To be warm is to be happy
When in a lovers arm most are warm
But not all are happy

I was not warm at all
I was just freezing
The tighter his embrace the colder I was

Finally he let go
My body is now warm
My blood flows like a river
I am now longer frozen in his arms

I have found the warmth

There was this dream
It was filled of friends and lovers
Sweet sweet dream
How sweet it must be to dream

But I don't dream
My sleep if full of nightmares
Your hands in contact with my skin
His face
The dark glow of his eyes

Must be sweet to dream
But I only dream of dark things

Don't turn back
Do not look back on what was
You left him
No he left you
But that's not what matters
he is a closed chapter
No more roses
No more good morning text
But most of all no more wondering who he's with
No more crying over the lost love
No more bruises
No more cursing his name
So do not look back
To everyone else he left you
But today tell yourself you left him