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Kalee Brooke Nov 2019
Some how I thought maybe it'd be different this time
Somewhere in my heart I thought I could have a happy relationship with you
I never wanted to think that it'd end being the pain you brought upon me that was your addiction

No matter how many times I begged you to stop
Your answer would never change
I was drowning in tears and words
I only found out I was breathing for no reason

I don't want to name the bones of a human body again
I want to feel the warmth and beat of your heart against my ear
reminding me that you might still be in there

I don't want to give up but I'm running out of words
I'm running out of tears
I'm running out of love I'm able to provide you
Because seeing you like this is only going to break my heart a little more

So I'll do what I have to for now
And if that's me telling you I love you everyday and it not changing a thing
It gives me hope that maybe you'll beat the addiction and come back to me
Kalee Brooke May 2019
Do you feel the rain?
Running down our faces?
Slipping off our lips?
Or are those tears..
Slipping from my eyes?
I loved you
You just didn't love me.
OK
Kalee Brooke Jun 2019
OK
Am I okay?
Am I scared?
Scared your gonna choice the wrong life?
Yes.
Am I going to be okay?
Yes.
Kalee Brooke Jun 2019
I feel a elephant sitting on my chest
Holding back the air trying to escape my mouth
I feel a pain in my heart
That feels like a thousand needles
I feel the aghast
Like I'm riding a roller coaster that is about to jolt in the sky
At least that is where I would rather be right now
I'm so sad.....
Kalee Brooke May 2019
Tired of                wiping tears
Tired of pushing                         down the pain
Tired of feeling                                     my heart hurt
  Trying to                                                    dry the tears
Trying to                                         bring happiness
Trying to                                           be stronger
I'm trying to                       put on a smile
Even though, I'm still not okay...

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