Some how I thought maybe it'd be different this time
Somewhere in my heart I thought I could have a happy relationship with you
I never wanted to think that it'd end being the pain you brought upon me that was your addiction
No matter how many times I begged you to stop
Your answer would never change
I was drowning in tears and words
I only found out I was breathing for no reason
I don't want to name the bones of a human body again
I want to feel the warmth and beat of your heart against my ear
reminding me that you might still be in there
I don't want to give up but I'm running out of words
I'm running out of tears
I'm running out of love I'm able to provide you
Because seeing you like this is only going to break my heart a little more
So I'll do what I have to for now
And if that's me telling you I love you everyday and it not changing a thing
It gives me hope that maybe you'll beat the addiction and come back to me