I have so much but I can’t do anything with it.
I have this wisdom, this knowledge.
I don’t know how to control.

I can’t.

My mind just thinks and thinks,
hoping for its escape- to express and do itself.
My mind is constantly speeding, full of ideas,
full of thoughts.

Thoughts that can’t get out.
Thoughts that can’t be fully expressed.
Thoughts that aren’t yet trained.

What do I do with this mind?
I want to pursue it;
but how?

My current stage is not one to move or one to speak.
So do I hold on for a while longer,
or do I rebel?

My mind is constantly speeding.
How do I learn to control it if I can’t talk-
If I can’t vocalize my thoughts;
vocalize the aid, my opinions.

I don’t know if this is how it should be done.
But I do know that in order for someone to become great alone;
you need to be alone while being great.

Or at least trying to.

Trying to tell the world what they’re ignoring.
Trying to tell the people that they need to stand.

But I’m just a kid.
A girl, who’s barely even finished school-
not even in college yet.

A girl with so much wisdom and knowledge,
but doesn’t know how to use it.