¿Y si me siguen torturando
La felicidad y la paz?
¿Y si no concibo nunca más dormir
En mi propia cama,
Con la misma almohada?

Me dijeron que estaría bien,
Los que no saben nada
Me mintieron que podría
Y yo crédula seguí nadando

Nado y nado hacia la nada
Este océano es infinito
Como la galaxia
Es lo mismo arriba que abajo

En mi viaje encuentro un pez
Que nada solo como yo
Le hablo y no me escucha
Lo toco y no me siente

¿Y si soy invisible?
¿Y si en verdad no existo?
Quizá para ellos no,
Quizá ni siquiera para mí misma.

Time may have passed
Drowning in crowds
Hiding in storms
But I know at last,

It was always me
Who will stand still
As long as I let her
Just be,

There’s no one else with the power
Of loving me so much
I forget about the sour
In less than a touch,

Forever waiting
Alongside uncertainty
Forever expecting
Someone would reach out

It is not up to fate
It is not up to the sun
It depends on her
When is she done,

And she has barely started
To shine her own glow
To live wholehearted
And to direct her own show

Perhaps like the ocean
I had to get so deep
To finally get the notion
It was always me.

When the days feel heavy
And you’re all fed up,
Remember you got me.

Hold my hand steady
I’ll wrap you in my arms
There’s where you can be free.

Even if your pain is inside
And no medicine can cure
I’ll stay by your side
And give you of loves, the most pure.

I know how you feel
I feel it too
But I think love can heal
You’ll heal me, and I’ll heal you.

If you can’t sleep
And your thoughts are scattered
Breathe in
And know you matter

Why are problems heavier at night?
You may ask
It’s when our mind is the most awake
But it’ll be alright

A thousand questions
Flood my head
Will my mind ever be at peace?
No answer.

As the sun goes down
And the moon rises up,
The sky is a sea of colors
That could inspire anyone.

Grab some brushes
And paint me a happy story
Cause my last one burned to ashes
But ours could be glory.

Hurry up now,
I start to see the moon
And you know I don’t like night time
Cause it gets lonely too soon.

Hours pass by
As I keep sinking deeper into my bed
Doing nothing
Thinking a million things

I want to get up
Or at least answer my texts
Instead I lock my phone
And stare at the ground

‘I don’t ever see you anymore’
Friends call me out
‘I’m studying a lot’ I say
As I watch my grades drop

The weekend comes by
Plans start to pop up
I can’t think of anything worse
Than going out right now

Keep telling lies
Cancelling meet ups
I’m a bad friend now
I don’t even wanna see ya

But I do
I really want to
And it breaks my heart
To know what you think of me

‘I’m busy’
Has become my elected greeting
But the only thing busy
Is my head and my feelings

I don’t want to fail
Yet I can’t bring myself to study
I don’t want to lose you
But you call and I don’t even move my body.