Looking into the night sky. to see The beauty that shines in the darkness. To remind my mind and heart. I too can see light into this depression hole. That I can tear through to have peace.... then there is you my star in the night sky. That shows me the way. I can see some of the beauty of this world holds. You bring the smiles out of me. You  have me fascinated with everything. You make my heat beat following  to new adventures that I wasenr able to push my self to do. I know I'll folow you to the end of my beating heart. You are  the flames of my camp fire! You give me light to scare away the voices in my head. To see there not real. You give me warmth of a warm hug. The feeling im not alone. That I have somone who cares. You bring security to my life. That has been gone for so long.i can stare into the stars into the fire and see the wildness the fun the care the safe Ness. You give me hope everyday my heart beats. You are the wind that flows. You give me the reason to breath you give me life. You have been the only one to reach me. I have always be closed off and hidden. You break through with life. You are in everything you are in my thoughts in my heart. To me you are my light in darkness. You are my air. You give me hope. You breatg love into me. Without you I'd be lifeless wondering around in the darkness. You ar a the pure music that flows. So sweet so mesmerizing. You have me running to be by ur side. U have me wanting to give all i can to see u smile and happiness like u give me. My heart will always be urs. My life is urs. Id gladly dace into the darkness with ur sweet sound and thoughts of u in my mind. U in my heart. My life can always feel worth living as long as u r there. People misuse love and people. Life is not like it used to be. To me love is pure. Its a feeling u can't describe but u know when it happens. No one should be misused even if feeling ant returned the same. Love wouldn't  allow it. Ud want and need them in ur life to make sure they r happy that they smile that u r there to pull them up like they do for u when they don't even know they do. Everyone is diffrent minds run diffrent hearts beat diffrent we all care and love differently. So the love and care I rain will always be there no matter what I don't run from somone I love i stand till the end no matter what demons come u will always outshine  any darkness in my life u will always bring my life warmth u will always give me air in my lungs u will alqays have my heart beating so.i will listen and be there till the end my sweet precious light life is just another sweet adventure with u there by ur side life will always have a sweet reason to see the next day ur the melody that plays in my mind that inspires the words that are said and the courage that beats in my heart

Every wonder why we do thing's we don't want too? Every wonder if we're just a empty hollow tree. Sculpted to  be a pawn or so called puppet! Even though we have a heart beating in our chests! We have a mind thats always on a run! Ever wonder if the demon or human controlling our strings. Watching to see us stay in a state of self turmoil. To keep control to keep us down to pleas there own greed. I know there's days and times i feel i lose control and fall! That its not me in control doing the things I don't want to do. I feel like we're in a nightmare. I feel like this body is not mine. It won't do has my heart and mind wishes. Everyday is a battle to fight the strings thr commands of the puppet master! I just want to rip this skin and bones away! To climb into my own skin! Want to be my own master to see the friends and world smile. To be able to break the strings of a burden! To cut the string that keeps me down! I'm just a puppet wanting to hold there heart up! To stand against the darkness of the puppet master!! I may cut a string here there but its a long battle!! But atleast im able to break at times and help others! To feel like me even if emotions are to high. Maybe one day I can finely have my own life in my hands. To be able to see my true soul in my eye! So ill play the puppet till I pull the courage to cut free! One day at a time we the puppets will beat our puppet masters!

Why do I feel like the outcast, people try to say I'm a good person but in my mind I'm saying no, no I'm not, I'm just a scared kid inside.
  I'm always loading down my mind with graffiti from the darkness of my past.
  All you know is my mask that I hide behind so that no one will ever know me.
  I'm to scared to be me, I don't think I can break from my shell this involuntary hell.
  If I did I'd be a mess, what can I say I'm the crazy one in the corner by their self, going through their favorite songs in their head to keep them sane, my terrible thoughts scare me and keep me in pain.
Me, what can I say, I hate the way people talk the way they move it drives my mind insane. Don't touch me, don't talk to me your words are all lies and creates more pain.
  what can I do to make myself saner, I see in their eyes but at the same time I don't care.
I rather be hidden in my room  talking to my self at least I know none of my secrits will get out,  there be placed safely on the shelves So I won't t lose any more of my mind.
I'm to scared to be me, the real one that no one can find, the one no one wants to see