i was blind looking at you
watchning only your bad sides
thinking you were doing them last time
every time you kiss another one
my mind was telling me that something
with me was not right

now i see that you were always high
even if I was falling down

I have one houndred fifteen
cola and whiskey
drinking to forget you miss me,
it's 3am, back at home, still thinking
water and lemon
helping me to make up my mind
another day of pretending
I was not the only one

our love is lonely tippler
addicted to disappointments
drinking only cheap spirits
taking anything what is at hand
tired of problems and forgetting

i do not how to say
to do not let you walk away
i love you like nobody else
just let me enter your mind
to bring you through this hell

i would never think of that
you left me after you warmed me up
in the middle of the action
you just said goodbye
closing the door, i saw your smile
on the corner, you send me a kiss
wondering if I do anything