Am I losing you
or is just that yellow window behind walls
and I can’t hear your silence
Am I losing you
or I just sank into dreams before nightfalls
and should I blame grief to winter
Am I losing you
or I just can’t stop gravity without ache
and my soul feeding prayers is empty
Am I falling
Can you catch me

The distance between you and me
The empty castle, the sleepless dark
What if nothing was too much to give
What if my time was lost in your nightmares
And the last kiss that I didn’t know

The silence between you and me
The rare space, the endless sun
What if everything was our dream
What if your blue was deeper than my ocean  
And the last smile that I didn’t know

The river between you and me
The lost highway, the same shallow wind
What if I die trying happiness
What if my halo was under grass, like godless
And the last love that I didn’t know.

The empty waited answer, the prayer below fog sculptures, the only utopia was time,
Fields of never ending hopes, banishing perpetually like shadows in darkness,
The loved broken names, the breathing, the living, the large unfinished road,
Dry oceans labyrinths, desperate running with ****** tears of silence,
The drudge shameless soul, the earth, the volcano, the heavy judgment,
Concave dreams, convex ending, take the forgotten, deep in the shallow morning, now that no one is dreaming.

Showers of mountains call the rain for me
I want to fly where their sky never ends
I want to sleep where their perfume waits
Showers of rain awakens my desires
I want to breath their passionate kiss
I want to drown where their love once sank

Falling where I belong but not where I survive
Their short earthy skin was almost there
Rains again and their souls touching the last sin
The right bitter taste the wrong chosen
path
Rains again and their crying hands
holding tears  

I want to taste their forgotten silence, their last resting silence
I want to write about their goddness moon
and their betrayal fear  
Rain fighting battles of mortals where no one wins
Showers of mountains and wind and earth, call them again for me.

To the names that carry my shadow
I will dance an ocean of blue
To the wind that protects my dreams
I will surrender to the giant storms
To the skin that showers my body
I will swim in the dark honey moons
But to the soul
What will I promise to my soul.

I’m still mad at the falling leaves
Insatiable wolves, untouchable wind
If your moons are no longer shining,
I’ll shine
If my nights are not longer singing,
You’ll sing
Move my dark endless fears
Break into my heavy hopes
You’ll be the one who makes me dream
I’ll be the one who takes you home.

I got lost again
While the sleeping horses ride
There it was, your promised shadow
I thought it was a dream
Mooning crossing my shields
The long waited summer was a dream.