Why will you give up if you are nothing?
When you start with nothing, you lose nothing!

Man up!

Steel swords are burned with fire!
Wines are spoiled enough to be wise!
Cheese are burrowed with wax!
Candles loses life as it goes on!
Bees stung then dies!

What are you afraid of?!

Until you're there,
Never relax!

The path is cold and lonely
Everyday is a crimson rain
What more can tempering give
But torment and constant pain

No one forced it yet you chased
Being the pinnacle is peace of mind
Neither did you knew, once started
It will be your only way of life

Blood, pain, helplessness, despair
Not everyone simply dares
For when once you discard life
Only then will you survive

A bow once bent
Releases unrelenting force
An arrow once went
Gains unending remorse

A poison once touched
Gives infinite agony
A missile once launched
Never pities humanity

If in every word I say
You'll find a flaw
Do not listen
I really never expected
You will listen

Prying open my mouth
To rummage a dirt
Then throwing it back to me
Is too cliche

When the sprint you trusted
Became a stranger
Then the courage you had
Was there no longer
And you realized
You are a youth no more
Yet you still carry your
Fighting spirit from before
Man up and accept defeat
Then improve and again...
Compete!

Shall I push when you pull
Or shall I do the same?
Shall I contrast your colors
Or shall I shade the same?
Do I need a little you
Or I must be pure?
Do I think of only me
And never think of you?

I tried to be a parrot
Then nothing
I tried to be a book
Still nothing
I tried to be the Sun
But then... nothing
I tried to be the silence
Now I am nothing.

Blues tells what is meant
Lies tell what's not meant
Pleas ignores the facts
Broken; there goes the pacts

Follow what's been dealt
Then keep thy stronger pelt
Or destroy what has been made
And build thy honor that will never fade

Gazing at the crimsoned pulse,
Lingering until it fades,
A back turned on the road,
Plus the dillema it gave.

Sprinting waves of life,
Then he felt regret,
What's done is done they say,
Why'd he needed to go away?

When I tasted the bitterness of the thing I assumed to be sweet,
How I wished I can dig up a hole to bury myself.

It began doubtfully as a gentle kiss
But the flower thought of her first kiss
Been trying to clean the stained past
Loving a losing battle using a mask

All I wish is just an approving glance
For me to even start a fighting stance
Yet the flower excretes peromones
Then four bees landed as she moans

It was the flower's fortè shown at last
Yet it got stuck in my stupid heart
Even now that I knew, I am not ******
Yes, my touch is not what she misses.

Flames sometimes shy away
Not because it is afraid.
Rather, it just ran out of fuel.
Clouds chases their own
Not because the wind is resilient
Rather, it wants to share...
its life...
And death with others.

If I'm sold
Then I assume you're the owner?
But I'm not gold
So will you cherish me forever?

An unrelenting wave,
Sudden rest of the heart.
A pervert of success,
In a sprint of my heart.

An unyielding force,
Etched in her stare.
Falled through,
No one cared.

A general
That does not rest.
Cannot capture one foe
An unquenched thirst,
Of a sudden hero.

To push forward,
Is a beggars virtue.
Why he begged no one,
No one even knew.

A creed that lied,
Made me survive.
Even broke the vow,
And left me behind.

When I realized I am sober,
I didn't knew where I went,
When I realized I am on a bed,
I didn't knew where the pillows went.

When I realized I am high,
I didn't even knew why,
Because everytime I became aware,
All the good things were nowhere.

His value; not appreciated,
For no eyes appraised the null.
Is he frozen or just cold?
like an unearthed gold?
Should he have not gambled?
'Cause he forgot how to fold?

If life is a gentle dance,
I'll dance a lifetime with you.
Even if it was a bitter dance,
I will still sway with you.
Until the breeze halt
Until the sun hides.

Am I dreaming a gentle dance?
Or am I wishing for a glance?
Not knowing what to long for,
Still undecisive like before.