I love you
But do you really love me?
Or
Is there no I when you say it?

Do you say, “love you”?
Or
Do you say, “I love you”?
Theres a difference

One shows you mean it
The other shows you’re only saying it
Because I said it
First

Are we together?
Or
Are we just talking?
Theres a difference

One shows you’re committed
The next shows you still talk to others
One shows the I
One shows the L

Are we in a relationship?
Or are we in a situationship?
Trust me,
Theres a difference

One shows that you want me
For who I am
The other shows that you want me
For the thought of having me

So I ask again;
Do you say, “love you”?
Or
“I love you”?

I want to be okay
I want to be normal
I want to be loved

But I’m not
I’m not okay
I’m not normal
And I’m not loved

But that’s okay
It’s normal not to be normal
It’s okay not to be okay
It’s lovely not to be loved

I think

I don’t want to cut myself
I don’t want to feel bad
I don’t want to get worse mentally

But that’s fine
Its normal to cut myself
It’s okay to feel bad
It’s lovely to worsen my mentality

Its normal
Its okay
And its lovely

I’m normal
Okay
And lovely

I’m stuck in a loop
I have no way to escape
I don’t know what to do
In order to break the loop

I’m stuck in a loop
I can’t escape
I don’t know what to do
In order to break the loop

I’m stuck in a loop
When things seem to get better
I end up making them worse
I’m stuck in a loop

I can’t get better
I wish I could get better
I don’t know how to get better
How do I tell them?

How do I tell them that I still do it?
How do I tell them that I feel the need to do it
Whenever one set begins to leave
How do I explain that to them?

They need to know
They deserve to know
But I don’t know how to tell them
That I’m stuck in a loop