My heart feels heavy
Like I've taken some of your pain
I heard you cried when you saw my pictures
It made me cry too

You where such a strong man
You saw pictures of us everyday
I only thought you'd want to forget
But you didn't
You lived a life of pain

I'm angry with myself as I only felt anger to you
I never knew you loved me and cared
I'm sorry

My anger is gone,I just feel pain knowing how much you suffered,having our pictures on show all your life

We couldn't get to meet
3weeks away
All I wanted was for you to smile
And some of that suffering to go away

I just wanted you to see I've done well
And you can be proud
I'm sorry I couldn't get to see you
And take that pain away

Today is your day
The day your layed to rest
Your pain you lived with now gone
And the warmth from the heavens is with you
And as you look down from the heavens you can see im here for you.

i say i love you for that is true
i only wish i could be with you
i miss your smile
as its been a while
as time goes by it makes me fragile

you made me strong for that is true
for all the love i have for you
time goes by and im here alone
makes me wonder what i did so wrong

i was crazy to let you go
for my poem it goes to show
for now i know
i cant let you go

as you read this you read my heart
may be you can understand a little part

will i get that call , i ask my slef
as i look at my phone thats on the shelf

my love is strong
but my love for you makes me weak
will i be with out you another week

"Here I lie,
Is it my time to die,

For how beautiful those stars shine so bright
As I look up into the sky on this cold dark night.

"I see a flash
From my past
I ask my self will it be my last,

"I lie here on the grass
Only to see my enemy pass,

"I shout help me please
Only for them to put me at ease,

"My life has been short that I know
For Queen and country it goes to show,

"Its nearly time for me to go
Remember me please and let them poppies grow

anxiety
the fight with in

theres no where to run
theres no where to hide
you try to fight it
you try to hide it

no one can see it
no one can feel it

no one can see the pain your going through
you look fine on the outside
but no one can see you on the inside

you smile but deep down theres a fight with in you
no one else knows
just only you

you get in a panik
but theres no where to run
theres no where to hide

a little voice inside is saying help
but no one can see it
no one can feel it

you smile to try and hide it
you smile to be stronger
you smile to fight how you truly feel

but when your alone its there
no one to help
only you
theres no where to run
theres no where hide

theres no quick fix
only time can heal

anxiety
the fight with in