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Joe Bo Mar 2014
And he is there.
With her.

And I am here.
Staring at the new couple.
Clenching my fists.
Concealing my anger in.
Not feeling anything, yet feeling everything.

My heart is tainted black
It is slowly decaying- and soon!
It will be nothing...

Nothing.

My anger is not jealousy.
It is frustration.

He is doing it again,
same thing he did to me, he is now doing it to...
her.
And she is falling for it.
And soon she will know, but she won't let go of him.
Why would she?
He makes her feel good,
both sexually and emotionally.
So why not overlook one mistake?
He is not going to do it again...
Or is he?
Of course he is, but she won't let go of him.
He is toxic.
He is addicting.
He is sweet.

He knows what to say.
Joe Bo Mar 2014
And then he said "this is over"
    And millions of needles pierced my heart
        And I started crying immediately
            And there was no doubt anymore
                I was in love.
Joe Bo Mar 2014
I am slowly disappearing.

I don't know myself anymore.

Happiness used to be a thing of mine.

Now it's all gone.

I can't trust him.

It hurts.
It hurts not to trust him,
But I desperately want to be with him.
It hurts.

He did it.
He broke me.

And I am slowly disappearing.
Joe Bo Mar 2014
"Pack your bags, we are leaving," she said.
I stop and look up to her. Whatever I was doing forgotten.
"Where to?," I asked, cold sweat running down my back.
She looks at me, and takes her time responding, but I already know the answer.
"Home," she finally says.
"Why? I am happy here."
She turns around, her back to me and says :
"Well I am not Joe. Now pack your bags"
And from that moment on I was lost.

— The End —