Feeling stuck, lost, like you don’t belong
Tough to move along,
To start a new.
Rather than being forever abyss.
Stuck in the ways of yesterday.
Time to rise
Moments beauty may return to our lives.
Refresh,unwind, and onward to the next grind.
All the while healing your mind.
In time we all see the way.
Only with one true eye may the truth there lie.
The now is forever.
Seek to find
She will show you kind
Follow the light
Spark eternal ignite
Never stop starting

High & low
Taking the good for-granted
Rushing through to the next experience
Keep racing
Till the inevitable fall
Who do we call
Look to the sky
To the only guy who’s always been by your side
A sign appears
Showing he is still here
Remember
What goes up must come down
Living with constant frown
Wishing to return to the true hometown
The land in the sky
Not scared
But not ready to die
Pondering the thought
Lets out a deep sigh
It is you who has set the trap
Immersed in the new world
Taken by misery
Due to the almighty unsolved mystery
Fighting the love stowed upon from the forces above
Once again chasing the sun
Will you only run
Or be the one with the starting gun

Foolin’
Thinkin’ you thrive
But you barely survive
Fall asleep
Hope to die
Wait I forgot to lie
Wake up to stay
Forced upon another day
Lackin’  on desire
Dreams of burnin’ it all in fire
Am I blind or too high to see
What’s been lost again in me

Reacting poor patterns
Fear driven
Too proud to swallow my pride
Just hoping for a bride
Causing more pain
I’m so vain
Unbalanced brain
The grand escape
Hidden losers cape
These problems you can not just tape
Continues to run
Trying to beat the sun
But these can never be made undone
Time has not only just begun
Fighting to keep someone
Is never truly love
That’s what happens
When you hurt someone

She taught me how to feel
how to trust
how to love
how to be happy
Showed me I could be worth love
She loved me unconditionally
The little things in life are so much bigger than we
Words can truly never describe reality
My mind is my prison
My subconscious my warden
Shoulda woulda coulda
Is what im left with
Full of regret
I will never regret her
She is an absolute angel
Bless her heart
She was a gift from god
So perfect that I thought there had to be a catch
But I was wrong
All I did was hurt her
That was my thanks
For her loving me
My true best friend
I sometimes wished I was never born
But now I only wish for her
Life without her seems unbearable
I guess thats the price I must pay
For I dug the grave
I must lay
Because when you love someone
You set her free

Found lost
Amidst the waves
Free of cost
Running down your nose
Reaching the tips of your toes
Shocks shoot up your spine
Reccollect the devine
Smoothly through the grind
Losing control of your mind
Autonomous movement
Incredible Sensations
Upward curve
Swingin’ & swervin’
Nowhere else you can be
Submerged in the moment
Swallowed by energy
Frozen amongst time
Cold Wind blows
Spirit glows

Too proud to be heard aloud
The ultimate illusion
Admist the confusion
No truth can be found
Feet have never felt the ground
Only fooling soul
Denying hearts eternal goal
Living dead
Trapped in own web
Coward beneath the mask
Morning every task
Internal screams muted
Mind is polluted
Master of destruction
Wears the crown of lies