The things I'm most scared of are the ones I can't control.
Control makes things bareable.
Balanced.
It's the only way to keep chaos away.
The only way I ever did.

I've always felt a lot.
Bad things, sad things, scary things.
Constantly overthinking.
Questionning,
"what if ?" and "why this ?"
"Is it fate ? Destiny ?"
It's overwhelming. Exhausting.

Control is about fitting everything into boxes.
Label, organize, clean the wreck and lock it up.
So nothing can get me,
Take away that will to get up for another day.
Relax.
Breathe.
The box is checked, today is done.
You are okay.