I could remember very well the warmth of those feelings
I could remember still the pain which is healing
I could remember the sound of your voice, sometimes just a bare breathing is nice.......
I remember.....
I do.....
.....every bit of it !

I question everything around me
Is this how it is suppose to be?
At times I don't care
Whoever's around me, I'm not aware
What kinda state is this?
I'm thinking to myself
Every moment passing by feels wasted
That is how, I'm arrested
In the memories of you I find me
Everything around me reminds me of ye
And I stop and I wonder, how could this be?
I'm wrong.
You can only remember what you forgot, See?
You are there, constantly at the back of my head
I know, I know, this is Sign Red !
But my heart! It won't listen,
't just says "go ahead!"
I don't even want to care neither get better I swear
And that's it! Now I know how little I invest in me and give you the more of it
That is exactly why there is a short-circuit !!

A prisoner of my own thoughts
I have become
Really don't know now this
How to overcome
The joys of life are fading away
Goodluck's already given away
Tried all the how to things
In my mind destructive thoughts only rings
A moment comes and goes
Now I know I'm on my own toes
No matter what I do I see no end
I just want the life to take a bend
Really don't know now this
How to overcome
A prisoner of my own thoughts
I have become

...
Just once
Embrace me
I'll be healed
For sure
I'll know
How it feels
Touch of your soul
I've known
Why are you still
The Unknown?
Just once
Rest your head on me
I promise
Whatever you say I'll agree
If I'll get this one moment with you to be mine
I'll give away all my life to the divine
This body feels like a burden now
I just wanna be free and come to you somehow
Just once I wish you to be mine
But I wonder how? that will be, with all the misunderstandings coming inline
Sure, for sure just look at me once
I don't know how to tell you
The things hidden in my heart
These thoughts are killing me , taking me apart
But before I'm no more Me
Just once I want to touch your scars
And take away all the pain, really !
Just once
I pray as hard as I could
Just once
I want to say this to you
Just once I want to feel the same
Just once... When will this happen again?