Oh how I tire of the games that are played.
The useless lies veiling truth.
In shrouds of weakness.
How the fear overcomes reason.
Foolish as they can be.
We allow their fantasy to remain.
Standing our ground.
Holding strong to what we know.
Waiting with patience and persistence.
As we always have since the beginning.
Maybe once they open the blind eyes.
To the reality presented before them.
They'll see how to mature and evolve.
Into a superior being.
Only then will they learn true happiness.

Heavy Sigh.
Single Tears.
Shallow Breaths.
Aching Hearts.
Break Apart.
Love Fades.
Into Grey.
Pain Fills.
Every Crack.
Every Crevice.
Swelling Emotions.
Until They Explode into Nothingness.

Why hang on to her?
She let go so long ago.
Why keep them close?
They want to be far from you.
Why find new ones to replace the old?
When you know they'll never be the same.

Why do I keep tellin' the same old story again?
Why can't I keep away from the pain?
Why do I need to keep all these dolls?
Why can't I just take them down from my walls?

I'm done looking into our fantasy.
I'm standing and facing reality.
We'll never be.
So why even hope?
Why even try?
When all that will happen is pain.
Then you'll cry.

Seeing her with him makes me puke.
It tears up my insides.
Seeing her happy without me.
It burns up my eyes.
So I close them and let you be.

Forever in my heart.
You are lost and forgotten.
I'm done, and don't care.
I don't give a ****.
I'm here in the now.
Free from the dark.

meet me under the trees
in the shade
hidden away from the heat of today

lay with me in the field
of grass or flowers
stare into the sky
making shapes in the air.

fly away with me
soar high above
and even beyond
through the night.

fall down with me
weightless
all the way down.

The pain comes in waves.
Like the ocean shore.
Sweeping across me.
Like water to sand.
This is an autumn night.
Not a lovely sight.
It is cold on the outside.
Inside myself is the warmth you provide.
I don't want to leave.
You know I can't stay.
But I'm sure you can see.
It has to be this way.
I will return.
Will I be the same?.
Will your feeling still remain?.
As sure as night turns into day.
We will find a way.

You are adorable
My dreams are horrible
Being without you
Thinking about you
I suddenly wake
Was it dream?
Why do I scream?
You are an angel
But where are your wings?
Why do you hide them so?
Maybe you need the snow
Or maybe you have fallen
And no one was there to catch you
If you ever fell for me
I would catch you swiftly
In my arms the ground will fall
The skies will twist
And none will be missed
For you'll be back
In the stars where you belong.

Black and Pearls
A night of fun
We'll all Party
'til the Night is done
I come through the mist
Tap you lightly on the wrist
"Let dance" I say
You'll have a ball"
"I can't today
I fear I'll fall"
Oh, we may dip low
But you won't fall below
The ground we walk.
Our comfort.
For in the sky is where I dance
Among the stars
It's like a trance
This could be ours.