Why do we have to have feelings or emotions? Why can't we just love how we want? Happy? Why is that so hard to accomplish? Why are we put on earth just be demolished by the time being. If we had no feelings and no emotions life would be amazing. At least to me maybe feelings for the one you love the most and most likely spend the rest of your life with but besides that I only want the good feelings and emotions I don't like pain and hurt why do they exist? Why is loving so hard? Why do it take you through so much to end up no where? After a person leave why can't the feelings and the love you had for them get up just as well as they can? What is love? Is it something special? Is it a gift? A feeling? Or is it just apart of life and you have to meet it? But when you meet it why do he leave like that? Why do he think he can just walk through people the way he does? How come he can leave such a heart chilling feeling on people and leave them with the chills of hurt and pain? The past why do we have to keep the bad ones? Why can't the past leave like we do in order to meet the future? Why can't my memory dump out the old trash like a garbage truck? Is it just me or is life really something different? What is life? How do you live it perfect? How do you live it happy? How do you escape the madness? Life it's something else.