I don't even where to start.
I going through it.
Depression call it what you want
I get bored of life sometimes and I just feel like not going on any more it a birth I hate it
Don't really where it started?
Was the concious my grandfather carved in my head since the beginning? That Batting with the world. everthing you learn from it arguing in your head how it's suppose to go suppose to live? I question everything in such a deep thought. Did watch to many life documentaries? Did i spent to much learning in schools? Was just so curious about everything. But maybe I didn't protect my mind. Like I let the chain break. Now you live analyzing everything. Top it off with family problems everybody goes through and **** your brain fried, your damaged, your....