Its in the midst of the dark I such for any tool.that could.make.me.take the sucidal vow but I am afraid of the unfelt
I turn voices messing my head up all.I can see is his blood shot eyes in.the dark staring deep.through my solid,,,,
I cry so loud at the corner of the streets ,,,I had become  a loner the reality dawn me
I just couldn't stay with the manly drunkard body I had for a partner,,
Deep through the woods he chased me amongst the trees he triple his knife fell down once twice before it fell to the river,he lost track when he saw a bare.and started chasing like a mad man
That's how I found myself in the streets ,,
My heart aches.for my beloved ,,,my heart aches for the man we made vows.at the church bell..
My heart aches the heart of a loner

His eyes luminous as they stare at me his lips full  his skin smell like roses his lips taste like berry he burns it's his usual deal it's his usual squad game he does it for fun I do it for love,,,,I am.lost at translation I am dead to change I knew he was a hallo that will be at my painful goodbyes at one time but I turned deaf and blind cause the reality is unbearable