How is it
How is it that
I remember your smell
Your looks
Your taste
The feel
It was the least bit
Unreal
I loved the way you move your body
The way you moved your lips
The way you moved your tongue
When you talked about this
About the way we'd lay
The things we'd probably say
About how I wouldn't leave
And you would always stay
Your my diamonds
Your my gold
My life
My goal
And I hadn't met you yet
I swear I make it up
The things I think is rough
But your way beyond
My expectancy

What if the Stars had died
And the sky had changed
That life stopped giving
And I stopped breathing
Would it mean that the world
Has become a better place
A house without a home
A limb without a tree
A life without you
A death without me
I try and try
To understand what it means
When I say that I love you
And you smile
but you leave

Imagine the nights
That we could have had already
Spending our days
In the south so sweet
But sweaty
Cleaning our bodies
Before we lay
Let that love we share
Run through our veins
And yell I love you
Before I die in vain  
Swearing you were the one

I blew out my last candle
I wished I prayed I hoped you'd hear
What that last breath meant
I wanted you there
It's hard to not notice
That you never leave my mind
How could I tell you
Without worrying you
Because we all know that Ill be gone
Now my eyes lay heavy
Waiting up every night
For the sight of your
Red
Dress

I woke up
It was four a.m.
My room was dark as could be
I felt weight on my arm.

I knew it was you
It was the smell of your hair
And the feeling of your skin

I never thought waking up
next to someone
Could be so great.

When I threw my arm over
I knew something wasn't right
You weren't there anyone
You were never actually there

I miss you.

I try and stare into your eyes,
Darling darling
I see you all the time
Closer closer
I'm further away
And losing my mind
Cold legs from dusk to dawn
Stay intertwined
Soft skin
I kept thinking over and over
Again
If love could be found
Between me and you
I hope so
And I hoped you did too

A joke
He's a ****
He's so self absorbed
You're a *******
Haven't I told you that before
No I'm not
I constantly fight
With you inside my head
Keeping me stuck
Inbetween these sheets
That cover my bed
Take this weight off of my chest
Let me go
You need some rest
Stay here now
Just one more night
Wake up to life
Or death
Just might....

I've thought of you.
Day and night.
From the second I wake up
To the minutes I stay up thinking
How I miss seeing you.
The look in your eyes
The way you smile
That silly laugh
You've taken me over
And I've always asked
Am I the last thing on your mind
Like you even ******* cared
I still miss you
My sweet flower.

What did you expect me to say
The delicacy of this dead flower
Brought more shock to my belief
And I can't believe that it's true
That these petals won't wither
If we make sure it never moves
when this rose is torn from its roots
The life inside
Supplied by light
Can live till we're both through

I sat outside for hours

Waiting for you to come back

But you never came

Every time You come
I wish You never left,
Your Fingers run around my lips.
Ink on your skin
Never seen
But constantly pet,
Our arms wrapped around
Clenched close.
A pillow of comfort
never experienced before.
As I lay my head to rest
Her cold heart
Needs to stay warm,
I’m trying my best.

You will get drummed like the drum line
100 round drum, you get gunned down
Pull up with rockets and draw down
Like a police, put your gun down
Ape it, ape it, ape it, ape it
Titanaboa, I'm a snake
Grab on the ****, baby face it
Animal planet, Ferrari
My chain, my neck is Safari
I'm a rock star like Jeff Hardy
Lil baby so nasty, so icky vicky
She **** on that **** give me licky licky
Sucky, sucky, she love dicky dicky
Three fingers 666