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izack cox Feb 2020
I'm in so much pain
feeling I'm going insane

I can no longer feel anything
not even a bee sting

all I want to do
is have a breakthrough

my mind is racing
my mind is spacing

everyone asking if I'm okay
I just say, in a way

but deep down I'm afraid
to take any aid

I just want to be alone
not even be known

people hurt me so much
that I can't be touched

I'm breaking down
about to drown

feeling so numb
thinking I'm just ****

laying on the floor
not able to get to the door

someone help me
I just want to be set free

the more I try
the more I cry

I just want to give up
after every breakup

I am no longer strong
am I wrong?
izack cox Mar 2020
death will never stop
death will never give up
death is a plague
that can't be cured
grief comes to great you
when a loved one dies
even if you were nice or mean
you might not get to say goodbye
so don't be rude to the ones you love
and always remember they will be up with the doves...
izack cox May 2020
Alcohol is toxic
It’s poison too the body
it helps to be numb
When you can no longer run
From the feeling you keep inside
But now you feel worse
And just want to die
no one will miss me
They never cared if I was there
They call me as a last resort
Cause there other friends abort
So I guess I’m the last one you think about
Probably even in death
Cause no one cares
Until they look down and stare
Onto my grave that I made
And put myself there.
izack cox May 2020
Slowly dying inside
I can’t hide the pain anymore
It’s coming out all at once
My body is sore
And my mind is crashing
Maybe with bottle will help
It just makes it worse
This pain is giving me a welt
That will never go away
I’m leaving goodbye
Cannot keep this pain inside
izack cox May 2020
you got feelings, so do I
don't try to deny
it's okay to open up
and trust me its gonna ****
you can't put them in a bottle trust me I've tried
it will take you on a ride
that you never wanna be on
then you wonder where you've gone
izack cox Jun 2020
I need help
I’m afraid to tell you
Cause I don’t wanna put this burden on you
I’m afraid to open up
Cause I don’t want us to both be stuck
I don’t want you to be mad
I don’t want you to be sad
I can deal with the pain
But it’ll make me go insane
I don’t know what to do
I want Someone to help me but really only you
this is something different I can’t really hide
I just need you in my arms tonight
izack cox Feb 2020
Life can be up
Life can be down
What makes me sad
Is to see that frown
I wanna make you smile
I wanna make you happy
Because you made my life turn around
No matter what we go through
I’m gonna pursue
Through this hard time, always with you
I might not be handsome
I might not be cool
Nor as soft as some types of wool
But as long as I have you
I’ll feel like everything
Unlike before when I had nothing
We might be broken
But our pieces fit
Together like a puzzle
Baby I ain’t never gonna quit
Not you, nor our future
Cause it shines bright
Through the darkest times
We lift each other up
Up in the sky
There isn’t a limit on how high we fly
We’LL be soaring so ******* high
That every jealous guy
It’s gonna ******* cry
I know I’m not perfect
But I’ll make it worth it
Cause I’ll treat you like a queen
Even when you feel you don’t deserve it
This life is for you and me
To be together like kings and queens
Baby you are the best
The best to ever be
I’ll love you to the end
No matter how long that’ll be
Cause your my soul is the best I’ve seen
******* you’re already a queen
Can I be your king
For now and forever
I hope you say yes
So I can see
Our kids grown up
Like I see in my dreams
It might be a lot
To say right now
So baby just please take, my crown
Before I go down
Down to deep
In hole that I can’t see.
Work in progress
izack cox Mar 2020
i was living my life
all by myself
till i saw this girl
like gold on a shelf
feeling to afraid to even say hi
because the last girl tore me up inside
i gave her my trust
i gave her my love
all she did was say it was lust
I know
you were to perfect to let go
so i gave it a shot
and then I was caught
in your web of love  
we fit together like a glove
you'll never leave my mind
tho you might ignore my line
baby girl you might not want me
but im gonna always want you
i just hope you can see

(chorus)
lost yet found
deep underground
soul is fading
fading deep down
baby your the one
the one to hold my crown
come back to me
baby we're meant to be

i was lost, but now i'm found
no longer on this cold hard ground
but baby you were bound
to find my soul that was drowned
you picked it up
made me feel like i had a crown
treating me like a king
giving me a sting
something I've never felt
i just hope you never leave
if you do i understand
i wont take my crown
that i gave to you everyday you had a frown
because you my world
you my everything
you might not want to hear it
but I can't hold it in
no longer underneath my ******* skin
its 3 simple words
you'll hear from the birds
I only say it when I mean it
so just please sit
because baby I love you
and baby it is true
because I never met anyone as perfect as you
it might be to early but that all right

lost yet found
deep underground
soul is fading
fading deep down
baby your the one
the one to hold my crown
come back to me
baby we're meant to be

I say what's in my heart
so while you're in your chair
ima hold you till the day I become air
even when you leave I hope you never do
those three word will stick like glue
cause I can't see you with another dude
it will break my heart break it in two
I won't let you go
unless he treats you like gold
I want you to be happy
even if its not with me
but I hope your happy with me

lost yet found
deep underground
soul is fading
fading deep down
baby your the one
the one to hold my crown
come back to me
baby we're meant to be
hope its good means a lot to me
izack cox Feb 2020
love is pain
love is hurt
it leaves a stain
on your favorite shirt
when you find the one
she'll treat you good
you try to run
only if you could
she stops you in your tracks
trapping you there
she can fill the cracks
and all you do is stare
her beauty in unmatched
and you wanna say you love again
you start to be attached
she's lifting you up like an airplane
you decide to soar
up in the sky you began to feel
not going back to the floor
and your heart she begins to steal
you want her forever
no matter the pain
nor what kind of weather
because she is has lifted the chain
that held you down
you see a future
with her wearing your crown
because she's the suture
that healed you
deep down inside
she your glue
that didn't let you die
you love her with everything
but don't know how to tell her
that she's not just a fling
try to infer
that you're in love
with her the white dove.
izack cox May 2020
You give it your all
You try your best
Making sure she’s okay
Even if you don’t rest
But stop now
You think your doing the right thing
But everything you say
Makes her feel unsafe
You don’t know how
You don’t know why
But deep down inside you wanna die
cause she’s gone now
There is nothing you can do
Except lock your self in your room
She was your world
She was your life
Without her what the reason to try
You’re not gonna end it
Cause you already died
No feeling no pain
Just heartbroken from the wounds within
Now you know how love ends
Its a sad story
and you’re to afraid to ever try again
izack cox Feb 2020
I feel nothing not a feather on my skin nor the love for my kin this feeling haunts me inside and no matter how much I try to run I get swept back but not to pain but to nothing because I feel empty like I’m about to die as time stops I feel like I’m in a water well floating in the absence of time as everything stops even the chime of a bell on the clock tower when it strikes twelve Im getting used to it trapped in a dark place with no light feeling so cold on a summers night I guess my heart is broken but here I go again falling deeper in the dark with every touch of your skin but little did I know that your saving me from this dark bin pulling me out I never saw how beautiful the sunset was until I saw it in your eyes I’m finally being saved and I can’t stop myself from falling in love I just hope that this one leaves a stain so I can remember how I felt when I looked in your eyes while standing in the rain!
izack cox Apr 2020
I could be in the middle of a concert
Surrounded by people
And I am still unsure
On why I feel alone
My thoughts get scattered
I don’t know why I’m in this zone
I come to realize nothing really matters

I hope to hold my girl in warmth
So she doesn’t feel afraid
She so perfect in every way
That There is no one I would trade
And she’s pulling me out of this grave
I’m afraid that I’ll go back
When she finds someone better
And when I have my heart attacked
Even tho I kept her warm with my sweater

This feeling haunts me inside
Cause I know that I’ll love her
Better than any other guy
She’s my everything
She made me feel like a king
And yes she is my queen.
izack cox May 2020
everything reminds me of you
Most don’t think it’s true
I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
I miss your blue eyes
That matched the sky
I miss you being goofy
I miss your jokes
I miss your attitude
I miss your texts
I miss your calls
I miss everything about you
I guess you could say I am in love
With an angel
Sent from above
izack cox Jul 2020
Smoking these feeling away
Cause I don’t wanna feel this way
So I smoke and I drink
Next thing you know I’m throwing up in the sink
After trying to die from alcohol
Cause I know you can’t from ****
I might try again so ima just bleed
Hoping it works this time
That way I don’t have to pay a dime
For anything anymore
I’m starting to feel sore
Goodbye it was good while it lasted
Ima go lay down in this casket

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